Waiting for the mail like in old times the postman delivers the mails
and people look for the postman through the window

) Especially
when you have a good expectation like a letter from beloved! In old
times the beloved put her or his perfume on the paper so that the
other can smell her or him and feel near

) or sometimes a kiss on
the paper and the beloved man or woman kisses the paper and feels the
love! Sometimes a piece of hair cut and enclosed the envelope

)
like my teenage love did many years ago

) I don't live in the past
but never throw it away or forget and keep even little memories and
remembrances! Sometimes I look at them and have a trip in the time
tunnel and have really strange and even painful but at the same time
sweet pain in the heart

) accompanied by a melody that reminds me
of those days

) I don't chose but sings automatically, naturally

) Now I get a letter from you and it give me the same feeling and
taste like those letters with that perfume or kiss and I can even see
and smell and touch your hair!

)
I think that we need to discuss our dreams,
what do you think? I think that two people should be the same views on
life, goals and vision of the future. My vision for the future -
creating a good family happy with the right man. The man, who is able
to not only say it is beautiful, but also to confirm the words of the
acts.
The Russian
men drink so much vodka and we have more women than men in Russia. It
is not the case in another countries. There are more men than women,
too many men!! It is very easy for a woman to find a man there. Every
woman has a man there but not every man has a woman!!! It is the
opposite here. Sometimes, when you go out, you have 75 percent of
woman and only 25 percent of man, so it is very difficult for somebody
to find the right man here. Yes that is true, we women from Russia,
Poland, Slovakia in Eastern Europe in general are always beautiful!!!
And certainly more good-looking than women from West Europe. For
example, I'm a very gorgeous woman from Russia

) I know through the
television, many women from Russia leave their family and their
country to live with a man and have children in different countries.
For me there is no value in what country a person lives, what
language tells matter what the thinking is also important values. Life
is too short, and it is necessary to appreciate the importance of
valuable time, not to spend it on trifles, the little things.
Tell me, please, what are you favorite dishes Xxx?
I will try to find the receipts and will learn how to prepare
it! it will be a nice piece in my collection, I suppose!
I am interested to know more about you. I hope we won't keep secrets
from each other. Please tell me more about yourself, about your
character. Share everything you want with me. I want to draw your full
image, to penetrate into your inner world, i want to create a powerful
league of hearts, thoughts, wishes, goals, to love each other, turning
our life into a blossoming garden. I feel that you and me have very
much in common and though we know each other for a short period of
time I feel close to you... but ok, it is too early to talk about
something after some letters that we have wrote each other.
let's go
on and we will see what it will lead us to, ok?
I will go home now,
with my best regards,
Alina.