Every morning I open my eyes and I think about you. I run for work and
I think of evening to have possibility to read your message and to
write mine. At last I can read it and write to you, my dear. Unless is
it not a happiness? The only thing that upsets me is that now you are
far from me. I want to divide my life with you, I want to be always
with you, to feel your warmth and care. Perhaps, it seems strange for
you, we have not met you in real life, we have only letters by which I
cherish, but I have feeling that we know each other the whole
eternity. I hope you are not frightened also understand me.
Most
important in relations between two people-love, of course, is
mutual understanding and respect. Two opposite persons should trust
each other at first, understand, care about each other. I will give
you all my love, care and tenderness.
I dreamt today of our joint
life:..... Romantic night, we are together in a room, we include music
and we slowly dance. I look in to your eyes, they are so thoughtful.
You look in to my eyes, they are are full of emotions. I see your soft
lips and I want to kiss them. We love each other from a minute to
eternity �. Or so

�... You come back from work. I am waiting for
you. I made very tasty supper and we sit at a table, you inform me
about your news on your work and I listen to you with interest. These
minutes I do not think of what, I look at you and I listen to you. I
have completely plunged into a cognizance you. I enjoy the moments
which I spend with you. After that we go to a living room and we look
a film. We sit on a sofa, embracing and kissing. Only quiet
evening..... Or so..... The weekends, we make love and all the day and
night - not enough for us. New week tomorrow will begin and it will be
for us the new beginning.....
Well, there are enough imaginations. I
think that you are my second half and destiny has helped us to meet.
It is our chance to be happy and we cannot pass it. I only know that I
feel inside, and my heart boils from love. I never believed that I can
fall in love with the person whom I never saw in real life. But now I
have tested it and I trust in it. All can happen in this life. Also
there is nothing strange in it. I should inform you one thing. It is
really very important for me. But I should know that you trust me.
You should not have any anxieties on me. I do not deserve it. I have
only serious intentions for you. I should inform you it because it is
very difficult to feel it inside and not to speak to you. Please, tell
me that you trust me and that you do not think that I am supernatural.
I am the very sensitively sensual girl. And you became for me the
important person. I cannot imagine my life without you now. I will
better die than I will lose you. My life will be empty without you,
life will not have any value for me.
This morning I have received good
news. They have issued the Visa for me.

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You probably have now fallen from a chair for
pleasure. I have dropped phone for pleasure when I have learnt that
they have approved my visa. I was very happy! I have tested weight of
pleasant excitements. I can see you. You can not imagine, how I was
happy! What can the enamored woman wish Xxx? - A meeting with beloved man. I am
glad that all our experiences behind. When I have learnt that Visa
have approved I have started to think that it is necessary to pay now
to the travel agency. I have returned today from the bank, the bank has
refused to give me a credit. I did not pay to a travel agency
services, I paid only consular gathering. I have thought that when the
visa is ready and then I will pay. I have not been assured on 100
percent that they will give me the visa and consequently I did not do
premature payments. Today I have met with approval, now it is
necessary to pay for tickets and the visa. I went to bank, I talked to
the banker and she has told that the chief has not approved my
application on a loan. I took for a long time the credit on the
TV and till now I have not extinguished this credit. I came 1 week
ago and talked about the credit for travel and she has told that the
bank will give me the loan. Therefore I did not worry about it. And
now I have a panic as I should pay to a travel agency, but I am not
able to do it. I think to go to other bank or to ask the help of my
friends. I hope that all will be good! I wait for your letter. I think
that you are very happy too. I am assured that now you smile.

Take
care, honey. Thousand kisses.
Yours for ever Alina!!!!!!!!
P.S.
darling, can you give me your PHONE NUMBER? - I am very serious
about you and therefore I want to call you to hear