Hello Xxx!
I am so happy to get your letter!!! I could not wait your letter.
Your letter like drink of fresh air for me. Your letter is thin
thread which connect you and me. This thread passing through thousands
kilometers. And , Gee whizz , your letter comes to me and i can see it ,
I can read your tender words. I am so happy! I am so happy we have this
opportunity of dialogue. Words from your letter make me happy.
I am grateful to you. I wish you to tell me more about your ideas and
feelings. It's very important for me. I will be able learn more about you
if you will tell me your feelings and ideas, your inside world. I can
learn how you live. I would like to see you and hear your voice,
I want to feel you and observe you. I hope you understand what i meant?
I need you in my life.
I want say My heart is happy. I have love in my heart. I feel that
my heart loves, the purest and tender love. My heart want be near with
other loving heart. You understand me? And i need it too... I need be
with you. I want to feel heat of your heart, and tender of your hand.
I want to feel your smell. I want to feel your lips. I would like to
fall asleep and wake up with you. I am crazy?
I dream about you in my dreams. I feel you are near with me and far
at this time. And i want to cry! Or our distance. You change my life!
I just wanted you to know that I am the luckiest woman in the world
if i will be with you. Also i understand that it has happens very very fast.
I feel great feelings and i have never see you person. I am afraid of!
I feel i became other person in this short period. I have become to feel
the most tender and loving feelings to you. I don't understand what
happens with me, but i can tell you that i need you, and you are very
dear for me. My ideas are confusing and i can't write even letter
to you now. It's very difficult to reflect! It is very difficult
to expressing my ideas now.
When I think of what our lives could be like together in the future,
I get butterflies and chills all over - it's just so exciting!
I think something like this does happen to everybody; I'm just so
lucky it's happened to me now.
You're basically all I think about,honey; when I'm not thinking about
you, whatever I'm thinking about has to do with you.
You're my everything, my existence, my love, my mental status,
everything, and I want to thank you for it!
First of all I just want to thank you for coming into my life.
You took me by surprise, I wouldn't ever think that I would be as
lucky to have you, but now that I have you I don't ever want to
let go. You have brought so much love, joy, and happiness that
no other guy has ever shown me.
In your letter i see that you to feel same way to me. Please
write me what do you think about my ideas??? It's very important
for me!
Before i met you online, i knew what i want from my life. But
now it's so hard. I can't think about my work but i must because
i have very responsible work. Now i can think only about you.
Every moment, every minute every second you in mind.
Mysterious force attracting me to you. It is everything ok. But
only one cause make me very sad. It is long distance between us.
I believe in Destiny! And you? I have never think i met a man
from the Internet and will love him. But i am so happy it had happens.
Now i am afraid of to lose you.
You know, yesterday all evening i spent with my best friend Olga.
And we are spoke about you whole evening. I shared my impressions
about you with my friend. I told to her everything my ideas about you.
Frankly speaking she was sad , that she can lose me. But she wish
me be happy. She told me that i am adult woman and i can decide what
i want. I have right to create my own life. And it is not important
where it will? Russia or some other place.
And you have such right too. My friend support me and told me be happy!
She is very glad i found my happy at last.
She said :"Hello" to you.
Thanks for the smile you gave me. I really felt so lightened inside
that I melted. I wish we could go out together one day and we could
have our nights by the bay and that I could pour out my feelings
to you right now. Thank you, you awaken me, deep inside. Even if you
don't love me,I'll always wait for you and no matter what, you are in
my heart!
What do you think about our meeting Xxx? It's so important to know
for me. I am finishing my letter now and I will be looking forward to
your reply very impatiently!
With tender hugs and kisses, Yulia.