xxxx today I write to you with special worry but as well with pleasure
and hope. I really hope that everything that I will tell you today will
make you happy. Last time when I wrote you my honest letter I had the big
sadness in my heart, and even though I tried not show it, I think you
have noticed it. xxxx I was sad because the boss informed me that
approximately in two weeks the laboratory will be closed for full
re-equipment and repair. And when he told me it, I thought my heart
would stop, because when it takes place, I will not be able to
communicate with you again for months! And it has brought infinite sadness
into my heart. But after my boss informed me about close of the cabinet,
the accounting department informed me that approximately in two weeks I
will get my vacation! When I thought that I can lose you for some months,
inside my soul I at once have felt that I can't simply accept it.
And I have felt that together with sadness in my heart another feeling -
feeling of confidence has appeared, desire to make new steps instead of
simply waiting for something. I have understood that our relations are
important for me much more than I thought. And it is so wonderful.
But a thought that I will not be able to communicate with you, to receive
your letters and to write mine,- all these thoughts has brought a pain to me,
pain that I can't endure. I talked to Nataly and she asked me what I think
to do. And when she asked me it, I understood that inside my soul
I already know the answer to this question. And I told that I do not
want to spend such a vacation in loneliness. I can't accept a thought
that I will not talk to you during of month or two. And I told that
I want to meet you xxxx! I told her that I want to spend my
vacation with you xxxx! I can come to you, and we can spend time
together if you want. And first I was afraid that if I will tell you
about it in the letter, you will write me that you do not want to see me or
can not meet me. And it would hurt my heart. But Nataly said, that you
xxxx and I are such good friends, our relations are built on sincerity,
therefore you will be happy to spend time with me. And I really think that
it would be delightful. So, what you will say xxxx if I offer
you a meeting?  Would you be happy to see me and to spend several days with me?
I cannot imagine at all how it would be wonderful. You would show me your
life, we would learn each other in a real life. We would look into the eyes
of each other, we could hold our hands, tell each other silly stories,
laugh and tease each other, watch the stars in the night sky and have
romantic evening, go to the movie or we could simply sit on a bench in the
park, and who knows what else we could do together... I would be happy to
do all this together with you, instead of again be lonely without you and
our friendship. I simply want to meet you.
I know all I need to do to come to your country. I have the passport.
But I must visit improbable quantity of the departments, to collect
improbable quantity of documents, for travel and probable work in your
country, find as many as possibly of other official legal people,
institutions and people for support; to get petitions. But if I
quickly collect all the necessary documents. I will get the all papers in two weeks!
And being the medical I will have support and guarantees from Ministry of
Health of the Russian Federation, and it is certainly the best guarantor.
If the applicant have official recommendations and directions to various
sorts of conference, seminars, - it will relieve of necessity to wait for
some weeks the decision of the commission. But as soon as I am in
your country, I shall have an opportunity to work, also there will be an
opportunity, at desire, to prolong the visa or even to receive citizenship,
If I want ... xxxx with happiness and with hope that you
will be happy to spend some days with me! I do not ask you about anything.
I will make everything by myself. It is my vacation and I will not be a
burden. Would you be happy to spend some time with me soon, xxxx?
Anyway, we must meet. It is possible to wait eternally. But I believe that
I will get my vacation not accidentally; and I believe that the laboratory
will be closed at the same time not accidentally as well. It is not
coincidence! It is time to make a choice, to make the decision, to take a new step.
Maybe such an opportunity will not be repeated again. What can be better than a
meeting of two friends? The first meeting. It is simply delightful and I
thank destiny that I have got such an opportunity, - an opportunity to meet
my dear friend, the opportunity to learn each other in real life, the
opportunity to enjoy time which we can spend together. And I believe that
it can become the beginning of something new in our lives and in our relations.
And I am really happy to get a vacation because it is the time which I can
spend in any way I want, and I want to spend this time with you xxxx!
So what will you say? Would you like to spend time with me? Would you be
glad to meet me? Would you be happy to have the first meeting at your airport?
I will wait for your answer with pleasure.

With Love
Sincere Your Elizaveta.

PS: I have found the camera at brother's house. and tried to make video for you...
But has overlooked to write on english)))
it's here: www.sendspace.com/file/64mvqa
Hope you like it)

Hi my xxx!
I was waiting for your email with fear and with pleasure
at the same time! And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready
to jump and dance, laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you xxx!
Thank you for your letter and your thoughts. I am so happy that we can meet.
Now I have the ocean of emotions but I don't know how to express them.
I am worried very much. I  really hope  that we can spend
time perfectly together. I am just afraid, that if we meet, I will ask so many
questions and chatter unceasingly, that you will escape from me soon...lol
My interview will approximately in two weeks. This time I can
arrive to you. But unfortunately the schedule is not flexible.
Therefore I hope you will be glad to meet me at this time. If you have not
enough time, I will be happy all the same. I will be happy in any case.
It is better to wait when you will come from work, than to sit in my
apartment and to know that nobody will come!!! I think preparations
for travel will be about two weeks. Complexity of approval of the papers,
visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have petitions and characteristics
from a work place, from respected organizations and legal people;
guarantee documents and various sorts of the information and inquiry,
which will be given to commissions I will get the petition and a
testimonial from Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation! Except of that
I will pay for preparation for the commission.
Every day I think - what my friend xxx will tell me today, what mood he
will have today? And as soon as I get a free minute, I rush to the teachers'
room to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive
your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear having the best time of
my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you all my
thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day.
Sometimes I think what would happen if I have not found the strength in myself
to write you? What would happen if I didn't believe that I could find a man in
such a way? I always want to think that I'm a courageous woman, but I feel
that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life for the sake of
person who is close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being
for the sake of well-being of another person but when I think of myself, I
often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the fire's smoke.
I am often afraid to do something, to take some steps just because of
fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often afraid to ask people
about anything simply because of fear to get the negative answer.
Not  always,  but  it  happens.  What  would  happen  if you have not
answered my letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days would
lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know
what I did today? Firstly, I should tell you that I slept with a smile on my face!
At least when I woke up and looked at the mirror, I noticed
that I was smiling! Then I brushed my teeth and I had a smile! Then I jog and I
smiled as if actually I watched funny movie. Then I cooked
breakfast and drank a coffee with a smile on my face!
Then, I came to clinic, and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to
laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is a very bad symptom for
the pharmacist! Everything around seemed me beautiful and
wonderful. And even the severe boss, when saw that I look at him and I
smiled, he began to survey himself attentively and even came near to
the mirror to see if anything wrong! He thought that something was
wrong with his clothes! All the day I worked with the smile on my
face! Amanda looks at me and smiles as well. Of course she understands
the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep
comes, I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you
till now have not understood why I smile, I will tell you! I smile
because I think of you, xxx! And it brings me joy!
But now I have to go I will not have a lot of time after work because after
work I will have one more working day! You may ask what I mean?
The preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I
must do for our meeting! I even have asked the boss
to allow me to take some hours off in the middle of day to do some
things, because after 5pm the departments are closed. Thoughts
about our meeting give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will
be perfect! I will wait for your letter! Please, write me because I need your
letters and support more than ever!

With Love and Kisses!
Always your Elizaveta!

Über die USA 

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Ja, ich bin schon sehr gespannt! Aber erstmal muss "Sie aus Moskau zurück kommen"