IM 22:41:57. 25. Dez 2012 22:29:20 Mawusi Rashid: Merry Christmas
22:30:21 XXXXXX: Merry Christmas
22:31:04 Mawusi Rashid: i want us to get back to our life time
22:31:17 Mawusi Rashid: and start our love life again
22:31:36 XXXXXX: I understand
22:32:00 XXXXXX: What do you propose?
22:33:29 Mawusi Rashid: What do i propose, what's that baby, explain?
22:35:36 XXXXXX: We both need a path to come back. I would like to know how do you think about.
22:35:57 Mawusi Rashid: I think its alright
22:36:22 Mawusi Rashid: if we can move on and successfully relationship. U need to have no doubt
22:36:39 Mawusi Rashid: and open your heart. Feel free for us to move on
22:36:45 Mawusi Rashid: not like first
22:37:32 XXXXXX: Yes you are true
22:38:12 XXXXXX: And it is essentail that you telle the truth about you
22:38:20 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
22:38:26 Mawusi Rashid: i won't hide anything
22:38:36 Mawusi Rashid: i will be honest withu
22:38:46 Mawusi Rashid: and please believe me when i am honest
22:38:58 XXXXXX: And not hiding anything, yes
22:39:06 Mawusi Rashid: there should. Not be any argue with us or we womt move forward my darling
22:39:31 Mawusi Rashid: I want us to. Be pure as fresh pure water
22:41:06 XXXXXX: Please tell me your history completely
22:41:22 Mawusi Rashid: My history
22:41:30 Mawusi Rashid: it will take days to write
22:41:32 Mawusi Rashid: u need to ask
22:41:37 Mawusi Rashid: and i will tell u
22:41:47 XXXXXX: Who is Raven, Mawusi, Lydia
22:41:57 Mawusi Rashid: what exactly u want to know
IM 22:54:26. 25. Dez 2012 22:42:57 Mawusi Rashid: I explained this to u already
22:43:12 Mawusi Rashid: and why u brought it up again?
22:43:37 XXXXXX: Do I understand it correct that Raven is the same as Mawusi?
22:43:58 XXXXXX: I want to know you, dear
22:44:20 Mawusi Rashid: Raven
22:44:22 XXXXXX: Lydia is your friend.
22:44:37 Mawusi Rashid: is just a fake name given like a nick name
22:44:50 Mawusi Rashid: I was not the one who chose
22:45:03 Mawusi Rashid: all these things am not behind it
22:45:07 Mawusi Rashid: they are
22:45:56 XXXXXX: Yes
22:46:16 XXXXXX: They are what?
22:46:49 Mawusi Rashid: all behind that. Giving the name raven when they got my photos
22:46:52 Mawusi Rashid: baby
22:47:00 Mawusi Rashid: can u do me a favor
22:47:31 XXXXXX: What is your wish?
22:48:29 Mawusi Rashid: When we are together. U help me clear all they. Did to. Me and we get them arrested
22:48:59 XXXXXX: What is about the videos? Did they had a pressure in there hand?
22:49:30 XXXXXX: Their hands
22:49:40 Mawusi Rashid: Pressure?
22:50:38 XXXXXX: Yes dear, why they forced you to make the photos and videos?
22:50:59 Mawusi Rashid: They did not. Say they will publish it for. Money
22:51:15 Mawusi Rashid: i will be in movies and. Many things but all was a lie
22:51:57 XXXXXX: What you felt making the porn videos?
22:52:29 Mawusi Rashid: I was given alchohol
22:52:45 Mawusi Rashid: not my real eyes and mind
22:52:57 XXXXXX: So many times?
22:53:37 Mawusi Rashid: No
22:54:26 Mawusi Rashid: Baby when u talk about this u make me remember the past and i get sad my. Darling
IM 23:06:37. 25. Dez 2012 22:54:32 Mawusi Rashid: change topic
22:54:42 XXXXXX: Than you should be an alcoholist
22:55:06 XXXXXX: This is very important for you
22:55:32 XXXXXX: When you talk with someboday you trust yiu feel better, dear
22:55:52 XXXXXX: It is part of your life
22:56:33 XXXXXX: And you cannot ignore it, but you can handle it better
22:56:44 XXXXXX: Believe me
22:57:13 XXXXXX: Much more you are talking about we can remove it from our brain
22:57:29 XXXXXX: Than it us not a topic anymore
22:57:38 Mawusi Rashid: Am.not an alcoholis
22:57:45 XXXXXX: Don't try to ignore it
22:58:02 XXXXXX: Handle it
22:58:05 XXXXXX: It is better
22:58:09 Mawusi Rashid: Listen
22:58:21 Mawusi Rashid: if past tortures u how can u handle it?
22:59:58 XXXXXX: It is part if your recovery
23:00:04 XXXXXX: And of mine
23:00:28 Mawusi Rashid: If something makes u sad and cry why would u talk about it?
23:01:01 XXXXXX: Dear it is part of us
23:01:20 XXXXXX: Sadness and cry is only for a moment
23:01:29 XXXXXX: Not forever
23:02:13 XXXXXX: Each of us have a history
23:02:41 XXXXXX: We should know it. It is a part of our life
23:03:07 XXXXXX: It helps to strenghen our love more and more
23:03:30 Mawusi Rashid: But
23:04:13 Mawusi Rashid: don't ask me things which makes me sad until we meet face to face. And talk about it
23:04:49 XXXXXX: I understand
23:05:18 XXXXXX: I want to see your eyes baby
23:05:39 XXXXXX: They say more than 1000 words
23:06:37 Mawusi Rashid: How can u see my eyes if i don't have a laptop
IM 23:21:31. 25. Dez 2012 23:08:38 XXXXXX: Do you have the chance to get one for a moment from a friend?
23:09:03 Mawusi Rashid: She moved to another area
23:09:22 XXXXXX: Oh
23:09:22 Mawusi Rashid: and my internet is not even working
23:10:24 Mawusi Rashid: U are. The one supposed to fix this
23:10:42 Mawusi Rashid: i was willing to hear from u
23:11:04 XXXXXX: So we cannot exchange our eyes.
23:11:17 Mawusi Rashid: oh darling how can we fix it . This. And that, its very sweet. But it does not concern u
23:12:45 Mawusi Rashid: If u have been thinking of me and came back for me. U would have been making things better and nicer
23:12:50 Mawusi Rashid: but u don't care
23:14:30 XXXXXX: ?
23:14:40 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:14:43 Mawusi Rashid: read it well
23:14:51 Mawusi Rashid: U will understand
23:14:51 XXXXXX: Do not understand
23:16:08 XXXXXX: So you say all mistakes are on my side?
23:16:17 Mawusi Rashid: Ok right now
23:16:25 Mawusi Rashid: my internet. Is off
23:16:33 Mawusi Rashid: what do i need to do dear?
23:17:08 XXXXXX: Do you mean that I'm a bad guy?
23:17:20 Mawusi Rashid: No
23:17:25 Mawusi Rashid: u don't care
23:17:52 Mawusi Rashid: I won't hide anything. Am speaking the truth
23:18:00 Mawusi Rashid: U DON'T CARE
23:18:43 XXXXXX: I have a ticket for you to come to Giesen
23:19:32 Mawusi Rashid: Where. Is my visa and travel documents?
23:20:37 XXXXXX: I need some details from your passport.
23:21:22 Mawusi Rashid: It has expired
23:21:22 XXXXXX: You need a letter from me you need to append to the visa application
23:21:31 Mawusi Rashid: i told u already
IM 23:37:15. 25. Dez 2012 23:21:44 XXXXXX: You have a South African passport?
23:21:58 Mawusi Rashid: A visit visa is not compulsory for letter
23:22:00 Mawusi Rashid: i do have
23:23:25 XXXXXX: How can you stay in Ghana with an expired foreign passport? What is the police saying?
23:23:49 Mawusi Rashid: Do they ask of passport or residence id
23:23:57 Mawusi Rashid: At your. House
23:23:59 Mawusi Rashid: ?
23:24:06 XXXXXX: That means your visa for Ghana is as well expired.
23:25:17 XXXXXX: If you are not a German resident, yes
23:26:02 XXXXXX: Therefore they ask for a person guranteeing for you
23:26:13 Mawusi Rashid: Every country. Has its rule
23:26:20 Mawusi Rashid: Africa is different
23:27:54 XXXXXX: But anyway. How can we organise all these things
23:28:27 XXXXXX: You need a SA passport with a valid visa for Ghana
23:28:49 Mawusi Rashid: I applied for GH passport
23:28:55 Mawusi Rashid: so i have a GH passport
23:28:55 XXXXXX: Otherwise you are not able to leave Ghana
23:29:43 Mawusi Rashid: My South African passport expired long time
23:29:49 XXXXXX: So you are a Ghanian resistent
23:30:20 XXXXXX: Ghana passport is vali?
23:30:41 XXXXXX: Valid
23:30:54 Mawusi Rashid: It expired
23:32:11 XXXXXX: Not good
23:33:00 Mawusi Rashid: Yea not good
23:33:04 XXXXXX: So you need a new passport first
23:33:57 Mawusi Rashid: Yes plus medical report
23:34:01 Mawusi Rashid: police report
23:35:43 Mawusi Rashid: And i need to get my internet. Back so u can see my eyes as u want to see
23:37:01 XXXXXX: I understand
23:37:15 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
IM 0:00:07. 26. Dez 2012 23:38:05 XXXXXX: So I need to transfer some money, right?
23:38:19 Mawusi Rashid: I think so
23:39:38 XXXXXX: What should I do now exactly, dear?
23:40:09 Mawusi Rashid: U should. Transfer what i need to fix everything. up
23:41:14 XXXXXX: What you need?
23:41:50 Mawusi Rashid: I told u how much. It will cost sometime ago
23:42:16 XXXXXX: 400?
23:42:57 Mawusi Rashid: No it will be half
23:43:02 Mawusi Rashid: plus visa was 400
23:43:15 Mawusi Rashid: So it will be 200
23:43:25 Mawusi Rashid: And my internet bill
23:43:36 Mawusi Rashid: 120
23:43:37 XXXXXX: Wow
23:44:07 XXXXXX: On Germany a new passport costs 54
23:44:28 Mawusi Rashid: Every place and how it works
23:44:41 Mawusi Rashid: its passport. Medical and police report. 200
23:46:28 Mawusi Rashid: And my internet. Is also important. I need to get it back
23:48:11 XXXXXX: I understand
23:48:51 Mawusi Rashid: Am going to bed
23:50:26 Mawusi Rashid: So what will u do about it?
23:53:26 Mawusi Rashid: What are u doing ?
23:54:15 XXXXXX: Appy my WU identification certificate
23:55:09 Mawusi Rashid: I thought u already did it
23:55:21 XXXXXX: Prerequisite to transfer money
23:56:02 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
23:56:19 XXXXXX: Stopped it after our discussion two weeks ago
23:56:40 Mawusi Rashid: So u are. Applying it again?
23:57:20 XXXXXX: I have to. Otherwise money transfer willn
23:57:36 XXXXXX: Not be operated
IM 22:43:43. 26. Dez 2012 22:31:41 XXXXXX: Xmas time ends on February 11th
22:31:44 Mawusi Rashid: things are different. From every country
22:32:04 Mawusi Rashid: Well
22:32:17 Mawusi Rashid: So. Can u help me out?
22:33:05 XXXXXX: Not from country babe
22:33:19 XXXXXX: The type of religion
22:33:27 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
22:33:37 XXXXXX: I'm Protestant
22:33:43 Mawusi Rashid: i will. Need to be at church this Sunday
22:33:53 XXXXXX: A type of Christian
22:34:02 Mawusi Rashid: i am assembles of God
22:35:04 XXXXXX: Ok
22:35:23 XXXXXX: Question is now how to do it
22:35:49 XXXXXX: WU requires identification certificate
22:36:01 Mawusi Rashid: Well
22:36:09 Mawusi Rashid: U know near. Moneygram
22:36:11 XXXXXX: This needs some days
22:37:13 Mawusi Rashid: Did u apply for it yesterday ?
22:38:13 XXXXXX: Yes I go to the post office tomorrow
22:38:37 XXXXXX: Till today it is a public holiday
22:38:53 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
22:39:06 Mawusi Rashid: Which city. Are u in?
22:39:44 XXXXXX: Yiu know the city
22:40:09 Mawusi Rashid: Am asking again
22:40:17 Mawusi Rashid: I forgot
22:42:28 XXXXXX: Really?
22:43:22 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
22:43:24 Mawusi Rashid: we had an argue
22:43:27 Mawusi Rashid: and i was lost
22:43:43 Mawusi Rashid: Its like a system which has crashed
IM 23:00:44. 26. Dez 2012 22:43:51 Mawusi Rashid: So if am.asking please tell me
22:45:54 XXXXXX: It is xxx
22:47:18 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
22:47:39 Mawusi Rashid: if i ask. Don't be mad at me
22:50:24 XXXXXX: Ok
IM 23:13:37. 26. Dez 2012 23:01:05 XXXXXX: Are you on your bed?
23:01:30 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:02:09 XXXXXX: What is your dress?
23:03:32 Mawusi Rashid: Red nighty
23:04:25 XXXXXX: Short?
23:04:57 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:05:15 XXXXXX: Nice
23:05:50 Mawusi Rashid: am not happy
23:06:34 XXXXXX:
23:06:53 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:07:15 XXXXXX: You say you are not happy
23:07:16 Mawusi Rashid: Am not really happy
23:07:23 Mawusi Rashid: My life. Is not been happiness
23:07:27 Mawusi Rashid: full of sadness
23:07:44 Mawusi Rashid: I don't know the day. I will be happy
23:08:40 Mawusi Rashid: And. I still think u Dont 100% trust me
23:09:01 XXXXXX: You can be happy
23:09:01 XXXXXX: Love you
23:09:33 Mawusi Rashid: I do love u and would. Do anything. With. U.
23:10:37 XXXXXX: What you mean with anything?
23:10:55 Mawusi Rashid: I will do anything if i can do it in any possibility
23:11:25 XXXXXX: Dear
23:11:33 Mawusi Rashid: I feel hopeless
23:11:38 Mawusi Rashid: i have no one
23:11:52 Mawusi Rashid: Life is been sadness
23:11:53 XXXXXX: This night i wish that you dream about us
23:12:08 Mawusi Rashid: i need someone who will make me feel. Love
23:12:22 Mawusi Rashid: I WANNA KNOW what LOVE IS
23:13:07 XXXXXX: We are together and we do what you wish
23:13:37 Mawusi Rashid: I don't know if am ever loved
IM 23:25:18. 26. Dez 2012 23:14:09 Mawusi Rashid: Baby
23:14:18 Mawusi Rashid: am sad i need to sleep
23:14:34 XXXXXX: I will massage your back
23:14:49 Mawusi Rashid: I feel sad
23:14:56 Mawusi Rashid: lonely and hopeless
23:15:08 XXXXXX: I will massage your back
23:15:08 XXXXXX: I will kiss your back
23:15:09 XXXXXX: I will cook for you
23:15:30 Mawusi Rashid: Thank U
23:15:43 XXXXXX: We will enjoy the day and the night
23:16:16 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
23:17:24 XXXXXX: I will try to bring light back in your life
23:18:37 Mawusi Rashid: Thank you
23:19:05 XXXXXX: You ahould not sleep when you are sad
23:19:42 Mawusi Rashid: Yes i will not be able to sleep
23:20:04 Mawusi Rashid: but it will make me think about the future
23:20:09 Mawusi Rashid: Right now
23:20:29 Mawusi Rashid: i don't think. U really. Trust me or love me.
23:20:44 XXXXXX: You have doubts
23:21:24 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:21:31 Mawusi Rashid: I will pray
23:22:00 Mawusi Rashid: Taking someone. Very. Serious removes. Doubt away
23:23:03 Mawusi Rashid: I want God to reveal my life. Relationship for me
23:23:14 XXXXXX: So you want to stop?
23:23:15 XXXXXX: To continue?
23:23:46 Mawusi Rashid: I don't want to stop
23:23:55 XXXXXX: Ok
23:23:56 Mawusi Rashid: U want us to stop?
23:24:33 Mawusi Rashid: When someone loves u alot. U will. See it from how he or she talks to u
23:25:18 XXXXXX: No dear
IM 23:33:01. 26. Dez 2012 23:25:41 Mawusi Rashid: ?
23:26:11 Mawusi Rashid: So if someone insults u always it means the person loves u
23:26:13 XXXXXX: I don't want to stop.
23:26:43 Mawusi Rashid: OH ok
23:26:50 Mawusi Rashid: miss understand
23:26:57 Mawusi Rashid: i thought u meant
23:27:02 Mawusi Rashid: how someone loves u talk
23:28:06 XXXXXX: I want to take you in my arms
23:28:23 Mawusi Rashid: I like that
23:28:30 Mawusi Rashid: but i need to sleep
23:28:40 Mawusi Rashid: I hope i dream nice one
23:29:47 XXXXXX: You will have
23:30:10 Mawusi Rashid: Baby am very sad
23:30:24 Mawusi Rashid: But let me sleep
23:30:30 Mawusi Rashid: and we speak tomorrow
23:30:48 XXXXXX: Sad?
23:31:01 Mawusi Rashid: That's how i feel
23:31:14 Mawusi Rashid: Lets speak tomorrow
23:31:20 Mawusi Rashid: Goodnight
23:32:20 Mawusi Rashid: have a nice. Dream
23:32:20 Mawusi Rashid: and have nice. Nite
23:32:31 Mawusi Rashid: Remember
23:32:31 XXXXXX: So I hope that you have nice dreams
23:32:39 Mawusi Rashid: u are always in my heart
23:32:42 Mawusi Rashid: Goodnight
23:33:01 XXXXXX: Good night
IM 23:20:03. 27. Dez 2012 23:07:52 Mawusi Rashid: Hi
23:08:07 XXXXXX: Hi
23:08:14 Mawusi Rashid: How are u
23:08:46 XXXXXX: well, ok
23:08:49 XXXXXX: and you?
23:08:57 Mawusi Rashid: Am fine
23:09:25 Mawusi Rashid: Am in my days so am having some pains
23:09:50 Mawusi Rashid: Wish was with u to comfort me
23:10:18 XXXXXX: so short, dear?
23:10:34 XXXXXX: you had them 3 weeks ago as well
23:10:36 XXXXXX: ok
23:11:17 Mawusi Rashid: yea
23:11:22 Mawusi Rashid: It comes fast
23:11:39 Mawusi Rashid: everyone and how her days. Is
23:11:58 Mawusi Rashid: So what. Were. U doing?
23:12:27 XXXXXX: waiting for your feedback of my messages today
23:13:32 Mawusi Rashid: U said u were. Going somewhere
23:14:05 Mawusi Rashid: what did you go to. Do there?
23:14:19 XXXXXX: visited my one of my godchildren
23:14:31 Mawusi Rashid: ok
23:14:36 Mawusi Rashid: Good
23:14:49 Mawusi Rashid: I am.home. All day
23:15:06 XXXXXX: ok
23:15:21 XXXXXX: what you say to my messages?
23:15:57 Mawusi Rashid: We had kids and that is a wonderful. Dream
23:16:12 Mawusi Rashid: I hope God makes it that. Way. For. Us
23:17:02 XXXXXX: yeah
23:18:23 XXXXXX: you like it?
23:18:55 Mawusi Rashid: Yes i do
23:20:03 XXXXXX: good
IM 23:32:03. 27. Dez 2012 23:20:16 XXXXXX: are you in your bed room?
23:20:27 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:20:49 XXXXXX: is it cool or warm?
23:20:58 Mawusi Rashid: Warm
23:21:18 Mawusi Rashid: was cool in the. Afternoon
23:21:27 XXXXXX: what is your dress?
23:21:36 XXXXXX: I cannot see you, you know
23:21:43 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:21:57 Mawusi Rashid: Same nighty. I was wearing yesterday
23:22:16 XXXXXX: wonderful
23:22:31 Mawusi Rashid: Ur welcome
23:22:38 Mawusi Rashid: u can.join me
23:22:53 XXXXXX: I want
23:24:33 Mawusi Rashid: then join me baby
23:24:43 Mawusi Rashid: So we can cuddle. And. Make love tonight
23:25:14 XXXXXX: sounds very good
23:25:23 XXXXXX: let's do it
23:25:54 XXXXXX: I will love you the whole night baby
23:26:58 Mawusi Rashid: Am.smiling
23:27:42 XXXXXX: do you have under your dress underwear?
23:29:04 Mawusi Rashid: Yes
23:29:46 XXXXXX: I want to remove your dress and underwear
23:30:42 Mawusi Rashid: Wow
23:30:47 Mawusi Rashid: do it now
23:30:50 Mawusi Rashid: baby
23:30:58 Mawusi Rashid: i need to charge phone
23:31:02 Mawusi Rashid: or it will go off
23:31:40 XXXXXX: so you have to leave?
23:31:56 Mawusi Rashid: I can be back in 1 hr
23:32:03 Mawusi Rashid: after phone is full
IM 23:38:36. 27. Dez 2012 23:32:13 Mawusi Rashid: battery is down
23:32:18 XXXXXX: well, this is to late for me baby
23:32:23 XXXXXX: I need to sleep
23:32:32 XXXXXX: Have to get up at 07
23:32:45 Mawusi Rashid: Then we need to talk tomorrow then my darling
23:32:47 Mawusi Rashid: 8
23:33:11 Mawusi Rashid: I get up at 8
23:33:50 XXXXXX: I'm not at home baby
23:34:09 Mawusi Rashid: Ok so what time,n
23:34:11 XXXXXX: I have to leave home at 07:30
23:34:20 Mawusi Rashid: To where?
23:35:36 XXXXXX: I have to work baby
23:35:44 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
23:35:54 Mawusi Rashid: did u go to post office today?
23:36:19 XXXXXX: yes and I did more
23:36:35 XXXXXX: I applied a turist visa for Ghana
23:36:56 Mawusi Rashid: The last time. U went. There and submited the identity . Did they. Cancel it?
23:37:08 Mawusi Rashid: Tourist visa for?
23:37:16 XXXXXX: to visit you
23:37:27 XXXXXX: and to bring the money
23:37:29 Mawusi Rashid: U did not tell me?
23:37:35 XXXXXX: yes
23:37:39 XXXXXX: decided it today
23:37:42 Mawusi Rashid: and u are doing it yourself?
23:37:49 Mawusi Rashid: Ok
23:37:59 XXXXXX: why not?
23:38:06 Mawusi Rashid: I am.not living in my own house. My aunt got me. Here
23:38:17 Mawusi Rashid: U never told me
23:38:30 Mawusi Rashid: and u are doing it yourself
23:38:36 Mawusi Rashid: that's. Not how we plan
IM 23:43:26. 27. Dez 2012 23:39:02 Mawusi Rashid: I am the one who wants to visit u
23:39:16 XXXXXX: I plan to visit you and you complain
23:39:16 Mawusi Rashid: Here. Is not even comfortable
23:39:26 Mawusi Rashid: U always bring mess up
23:39:26 XXXXXX: Baby
23:39:33 Mawusi Rashid: u always have doubts
23:39:34 XXXXXX: I will book a hotel room
23:39:36 Mawusi Rashid: LEAVE ME ALONE
23:39:44 Mawusi Rashid: DONT TALK TO ME ANYMORE
23:39:51 Mawusi Rashid: FIND SOMEONE ELSE
23:39:55 Mawusi Rashid: MANY WOMEN ARE THERE
23:40:08 Mawusi Rashid: I knew u always have doubts