Hello my love xxx!
I am glad to see your letter in my e-mail again. You know, you became
very dear for me. I appreciate relations with you very much, and I am
afraid to lose them. It’s the first time in my life when I try to
begin relations with a person who is so far from me. I do not know
what is waiting for me in the future. But I already thank the destiny,
that I have met such a wonderful person. But I would be happy to have
relations with you in the future. And I would be happy if you want it
too. And even that we try to make our relations on the distance I'm
grateful to the destiny for what I have now. It is very valuable for
me. And I believe that everything that was in my life, - all ups and
downs, all tests and losses have taught me to appreciate life and to
be wise, to make decisions and to make a correct choice when the time
of a choice comes. Well... I'm really tired today. Yesterday evening
my friends and I went to the disco and that's why I didn't sleep
enough time. I was very sleepy all day long, so my eyes were about to
close every second. I hate such feeling when you can't control your
body. But yesterday's night was really wonderful and I don't regret
it. I danced a lot and met many friends there. But sometimes such
evenings don't make me happy. I want to spend my time with a man in
some romantic place or just at home enjoying each other. And I think
you're the right person and we would feel wonderful together in such
evenings...
I think that I had to pass through this way - to be ready to meet a
man who will become my soul and heart, with whom I will build the
small world of love and tenderness, to whom I would give all my care,
fidelity and infinite respect, with whom I would be up to death
because he would give me the most important things in a life - the
sincere love and care. These are the only things most important for
me. And I am sure that these are the things that you appreciate as
well. I hope I have not bothered you with my ideas about you and our
relations. I think, that if I shall not stop, you will escape from a
computer
I do not want to hide my intentions and I want to talk to
you fairly. I do not try to find just pan pal friends. I want to find
something serious and long-time. And now it is important for me to
know that you want from our relations and as you see continuation of
our acquaintance. I love your letters, I love the way you are. But we
can write each other millions letters, but and we can not find out our
true feelings. If we spend together even 10 minutes are will help us
to be more close to each other. I understand that very not enough time
has passed from the date of our first acquaintance, but now you become
a part of my life. It is interesting to me to find out as passes your
day. I want to know that you wait from our relations?
Actually I forget to tell you about one thing. I used to study in the
school where students learn two or sometimes even more foreign
languages. So, I had an opportunity to learn for 11 years and then I
entered The State University of Foreign Languages. There I've been
studied for 5 years. But it was supposed to cost me like so much
money, so I decided not to take it. By the way I'm entirely happy,
that I've got the Higher Education. Probably it's not that easy to get
into all over the world, but in our country it's really hard. If
someday I'll move out from this country and try to live abroad I'll
keep going further in my education. Just to get a nice job.
Well ...Now I want to tell you a little about the plans for the
future.. I want to start to attend rates of sewing. It is my old dream
too. You know I like to experiment. I already wrote to you that I like
to experiment in the kitchen and now I want to start to try to sew
clothes. May be I will become the world famous fashion designer:-)))
These rates will last about 2 times a week. What do you think of it??
I think that when I end these rates the first thing which I'll try to
make is a jacket for you. I have already thought up the design of this
jacket. I hope that is pleasant to you:-))) Today was a usual day at
work. My pupils wrote the composition. You know, when I read these
compositions I understand each pupil. All of them are so different.
Everyone has the different points of view, different interests. This
world has not had time to spoil their outlook and when I see a
reasoning of a pupil about our life I understand, that our children
are so kind, judicious, and some even wise!!!!!!!!!!!! It is amusing.
My family had a lovely dinner together, we cooked turkey. I'd love you
to try russian cuisine-we have so many pies, cakes , delicious salads
and thousand plates with potatoes. I promise I'll cook for you one
day. I'm sure you'll like it. So, my mom said that I look differently
now. My eyes are shining, I'm smiling. I've never felt such a feeling.
Probably the reason is you- i do love your letters and the way you
are. I'd love to hold you by hand, walk along the streets, have
barbecue at weekends, just to sit with you and touch you...When I
think it over, millions of needled walk around my body. Every day I
think for our meeting. God will help us by all means- even 1 minute
with you can never place thousand of letters. One physical touch can
never place talking on phone. I'd love to cook breakfasts for you, to
kiss you at night and wish good night! I'd love to have kids, dogs,
cats, to hear the kids' laugh and noise , just not hear silence like I
do it very often now. I'd love to share my life with you! Think it
over, I hope there's at least one reason to meet in reality-we feel
something, and this feeling is affinity. Can we feel for the rest of
our life? We can make sure only when we can meet personally. I want to
have stability. If you are ready to give to me we can make a new step
in our relations. Think it over , honey! i suppose people don't have
the other way-out besides risking. So let's risk!!!
I have a holiday soon. I'm waiting for it, as I'm already tired. I
like my work, but sometimes I long for new emotions, new events... My
life seems to be lovely as I do my best to make it so. But sometimes I
feel very lonely. I want to share my life, I want to bring happiness.
I hope that my thoughts are like yours. I hope that it's mutual...
Dear I want to ask you some question. What clothes do you like to
wear??
I'll wait for your letter...
You are always in my dreams
Have a good day
Yours forever... Olga
mailto:olgar@gmx.com
Betreff: hi from your Olga;-)
Datum: Thu, 13. Dec 2012 10:48:39