I missed you so much and I keep praying that you will write me soon, I think about you a lot and I know that you are thinking about me too. I cannot understand why I have this much feelings about you and every time I think about you, I feel you are so close to me yet I cannot touch you though I feel your presence around me by I cannot touch you with my hands and it is a sad experience that you are not close to me now so I can kiss you. I really missed your letters and after reading your email now, I feel so comfortable and blessed and I know that you are safe for me. How was your trip? How did it go? I hope it went successfully? I always think about what you will be doing at every moment in time and that is why I think a lot about you now. I need to know much about your job baby, tell me your position and your daily work.
I am good here and am working hard to finish my contract, I work every day and while I work my mind keep thinking about you. I always think of the first day we will meet, I can feel the smile on my face whenever I think about you and that is a very big plus to my life now ever since I know you because I have never been feeling this way for years now. I always feel so sad and lonely, I always feel there is no more future relationship for me, I always feel that I will be lonely for the rest of my life, sometimes I do cry in the middle of the night while I am all alone in my apartment but since you come into my life, I am totally changed by your love and affection. You have given me the reason to smile, you have made my heart to be warm and you have shown me what life has to offer and I am now sure of the future together with you.
Meeting you is like a dream that I have never imagined, I keep asking myself if this is happening real or just a mere dream. I know that it is the dream of every man to have a woman like you by his side and I am the most lucky man because I have you and that is why I will adore and appreciate you all my life. I am just praying and asking God to keep both us safe till the end of my contract here so I will come and meet you because we have a lot of things to do together and that include, having good time, taking a walk together while holding hands, riding together, going for swimming, going to watch movie, hanging out for drink, eating out and going for shopping after which we will retire together in the house for a wonderful love making. I have been missing those things because I was alone but now I have you, this is another ever lasting time for me to start feeling like a man again and I am so happy to have you.
I am at work now and I am thinking about you, tears of joy keep rolling down from my eyes as am writing you this email and I just want you to know that my heart is full of love and affection for you darling. I always keep you safe inside my heart because that is where you belong. I have been waiting for your call and I wish you can call me today...I will wait to hear from you and also to receive your call.
Kisses and hugs darling
Maxwell.