Hi Pretty ,
It was nice having series of mails with you so far,thanks so much for the kind words and the audience you gave,I really appreciate you and I still think you are a very pleasant woman every man would like to have around him.
There is a much greater motivation than my spoken words. For me to love , is to commit myself, freely and without reservation. I am sincerely interested in your happiness and well being as a friend and whatever it could end up being. Whatever your needs are, I will try to fulfill them and will bend in my values depending on the importance of your need. If you are lonely and need me, I will try and be there. If in that loneliness you need to talk, I will listen. If you need to listen, I will talk.
If you need the strength of human touch, I will touch you. If you need to be held, I will hold you. I will lie naked in body with you if that be you need. If you need fulfillment of the flesh, I will give you that also, but only through my love. I will try to be constant with you so that you will understand the core of my personality and from that understanding you can gain strength and security that I am acting as . But because people are never constant and are as changeable as the seasons, I will try to build up within you a faith in my fundamental attitude and show you that my inconsistency is only for a moment and not a lasting part of me. I will show you love now. Each and every day, for each day is a lifetime. Every day we live, we learn more how to love. I will not defer my love nor neglect it, for if I wait until tomorrow, tomorrow never comes. It is like a cloud in the sky, passing by.
If I give you kindness and understanding, then I will receive your faith. If I give hate and dishonesty, I will receive your distrust. If I give you fear and am afraid, you will become afraid and fear me. I will give to you what I need to receive. To what degree I give love is determined by my own capability. My capability is determined by the environment of my past existence and my understanding of love, truth and God. My understanding is determined by my
parents,daughter, friends, places I have lived and been. All experiences that have been fed into my mind from living.I will give you as much as I can . If you will show me how to give more, then I will give more. I can only give as much as you need to receive or allow me to give. If you receive all I can give, then my love is endless and fulfilled. I must give all that I have , being what I am.Love is universal. Love is the movement of life. I have loved my parent, kid,ex ,friends, art & nature. No human being or society has the right to condemn any kind of love I feel or my way of expressing it, if I am sincere, sincerity being the honest realization of myself and there is no hurt or pain intentionally involved in my life or any life my life touches.I want to become a truly loving spirit. Let my words, If I must speak, become a restoration of your soul. But when speech is silent, does a man projects the great depth of his sensitivity. When I touch you, or kiss you, or hold you, I am saying a thousand words. This I want you to have at the back of your mind.Knowing that today we have met and what i have asked for isnt much . You believe?
But if you believe and think all this can work out then,lets get it started .am hurt burnt and i can't go on like this in life, i need a responsible woman to take it all over again and refurbish.I wait to read from you,I had no choice than to cough all these words out at once,so you know where am coming from and where i am heading to.
Cheers,
Michael