Hello, my dear friend, xxxxx!!!
I hope, that you have good mood today and your eyes are filled with pleasure and happiness. It always comes to me when I get your letters. I do not know still how it is possible, to become closer to you so much and to be confident, that I know you for a long time, but we having only some dialogue of several days. But it nevertheless has much changed in my life and my relations to people now. I think, that people are capable even to vary and become others under action of relations with other person. Certainly for us still very early to talk about any meeting, we live not so close how it would be desirable. But to dream, I think, we can. Do you like to dream about something and what more often you have with it? Yes, you can frequently hear in my letters about concept of conscience, trust, love and fidelity. But it is invariable with me and is present in my rinciples and outlooks on life. Therefore I very much want, that you concerned to this with understanding and respect. And consequently, if I talk something, it means I feel so and I cann't hide it from you. Sometimes I cannot stop the ideas and emotions when I write you the letters. Because I have a plenty of emotions in my heart also. I already say heart and I am afraid of the feelings that grow with each letter to you.
Today I also wanted to inform you the address that you could have it and show you the trust with it. Unfortunately, I have no home telephone number here that we could communicate. It is a problem for us with mum to have it and I nevertheless do not want to come back again to the problems. Certainly you can say me your phone number and I shall try to find way to call you. ok? My address: Nyzhniy Novgorod, Gagarina prospekt 14, appartament 5.
You know, yesterday I talked with mum about you. I already wrote, my father left our family when I was 5 years old and I almost do not remember him. But my mother very much loved him and suffered without him. She could not meet another man which could be so close to her. Only I know now, that my father already has other family and even the child with that woman. It seems to me, that I am very similar with mother in this sincerity and fidelity, that I want to have to the loved man. Only certainly I want to be happy in the future and meet such fine person and the friend as you.
I'm sorry, but it is necessary for me to finish and my time in the Internet cafe comes to the end. Yes, this service paid and it gives me only certain time. And it is similar to one instant of happiness only. It is a pity, but I have no computer at home or I constantly would use a free time for the letter and wishes of fine day for you.
Ok, I really should finish. But you will be with me in my dreams. I hope, that you too think of me.
Kiss you!
Anastasiya