Hello, You are really looking cute and I will like to know more about you and see where it goes. This is little about me I hope that you fine and in good health, i'm really glad that we can exchange emails and i hope that soon we both can sit down and have a cup of coffee, thought am new to this, i feel that i've found all what i want and desire, i did like you to know a little more about me, my life has been filled with heartbreak and i don't want anymore hurt or pains, I want to find a man, who wants a relationship based on "Truth, Real Love(not **** love), Compassion, Friendship, Loyalty, and Honesty!!!! I also want to be able to be "Romantic" to him with Love, not him telling me things like "If you love me, you will do "this or that" for me". I want to be able to do anything to make him happy, because "I Love Him", not because he tells me to do it. Know what I mean? I want to feel excited when we Kiss!! When we Hug!! When we Hold hands while we are in public or our home. I'm a realist, i lost my folks some years ago, i grew up with my grand parents whom i lost in the Sewell, New Jersey, i really don't have anyone close to me in my life except them and now presently am all alone and it's only the almighty God that's keeping me alive. I am not "materialistic"!! I would rather have someone to respect, care for, and love from my heart & soul, then money!! Yes, money is nice, but it can't buy you real love. I just want it to be, that anything we were to "own", as "ours", not "mine" or "yours". Yes, I know that there are somethings that will be mine, and he's, but do you know what I mean? I want to be able to "spoil him" by opening a door for him, or carrying things for him, taking his shoes off when he's back from work, for no special reason, but that I care for him. I have been hurt by the opposite ****, but I don't hold it against other men, because they have not hurt me yet. I hope that we can get to know each other better, and see how things might go.I can not "promise" that I might say or do something that hurts you, but I can promise that if I do, it won't be on purpose, it will be on accident. See, I don't know everything about your past yet, and I don't know what upsets you right now, but hope to know you better, so I don't say or do anything to upset you, because I hate that when I upset someone special to me.I love going out, taking walks down the park and thinking about my life, i love observing nature and cooking is also one of my hobbies.I'm a really sensitive and attentive girl. I'm an observer of people (not a voyeur!). I like to figure people out. I like to notice the small detail about people. I like to know what makes them tick and what excites them. I like to know how to make them happy, how to make them feel special. I can be more romantic w/ my man i like to surprise him by doing special things. Like leave a flower on their car windshield. Leave a card for them at their favorite shop for the shop worker to give to them. I like to send flowers when he's feeling down. I prefer private dates, with my man and myself alone. I guess i like the private moments when we can share intimate things. Talk about plans, desires, feelings. As I said before, i'm quite physical. I love to hug and touch and be touched. I love to show affection to my man and i love it when he's very affectionate with me. When i have been with a man, i have never taken advantage of them unless they have wanted me to. Even when they want me to be physical with them, I always want only to honor and respect them....I long to be intimate only with my future husband so when i find the man who i feel is my soul mate, i look forward to when we can spend time alone, cuddling on the sofa, watching tv/films. Making out, caressing and kissing. I can't wait to have sex with my future husband. I am a sexual person and i love the thought of being intimate with him in every way. I want a husband who feels the same way. Who has the same sexual appetite as i do and desires to be as intimate as i do. But all of this must be within the context of an exclusive relationship. So i will protect the sanctity of my future marriage. It doesn't matter to me if my future husband has a sexual history. As far as I'm concerned, when we marry we start from fresh. His past is not of importance to me. Can you tell me more about yourself?? So where did you grow up? I grew up in Washington state. Do you want to have children, or would you be happy with the children someone else already has?I would love to have children but in anyway i would be happy with the children my partner has, children are precious gifts from the almighty God and we should take good care of them both physically and spiritually in the lords direction so they would not go astray and i can be that loving mother you seek and desire.Yes i want kids so much. I love kids and i so much want to have 2-4. And teach them the love of God. But i dont want to be strict with them. I want to shower them with love, devotion but with discipline. Not harsh but enough to make them able to make their own decisions. To teach them to be tolerant of others and loving to their own. To do great things but not necessarily to be seen by others. I want my kids to grow up loving their parents and grandparents. But to find their own destiny and what God has in store for them. I don't want to dictate their lives but i do want to mold them and direct them in the ways of the Lord. To love God but not to become narrow minded sheep that church sometimes makes us into. I want them to love God and have joy in what Jesus achieved for them on the cross. But i also want them to fully appreciate the grace that God has given them and live their lives free.Where have you been? Do you like to travel?? I like it too.Are you serious about meeting someone?? I'm serious and ready. I just got heartbroken from Last date And yet i have so much passion and love that i want to pour out on one special man.. I want to make him feel like there is no better man on the face of the earth. I don't want to put him on a pedestal because that would not be fair on him. But i want him to know that he has one woman who thinks that he's is so important, so needed and wanted. I want him to feel that he has someone who is loyal to the utmost, faithful and dedicated to his needs. I want to be able to satisfy all his needs. Emotional, intellectual, physical, spiritual and most importantly sexual. My greatest pleasure is knowing that i can provide all these things with Gods help.Are you willing to move for the right relationship?I would cos i've done it before and i would not mind doing it again. What do you really enjoy doing? What you do to have fun?What kinds of music and movies do you like?I love watching comedies and romance. I also love dramas and thrillers. Loved the Bourne Identity. I love fantasy films. Lord of the Rings is my favorite.What makes you laugh, smile, and cry? Crazy funny people. Sarcastic people like Dr Cox on Scrubs. I love his character. I love intelligent comedy like political satire. I love Robin Williams, Jim Carey and Mike Myers. They crack me up so much. I love watching those home video clips of kids doing hilarious funny things. Kids make me laugh. The things they say. You never expect it.What makes me cry, i'm always moved when i see scenes on tv between parent and child when they are struggling or dealing with the relationship. Reminds me of my mum. And also cos i miss my mum. I hope that this would be an end to my search for a true partner. Deeply thought Andrea Barel
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