Zweite Mail am 19.11.2011: Hi, my dea XXX, how are you??? I’m very, very, very sorry, that I
couldn’t answer you before. I hope you didn’t forget about me yet.
Thank you a lot for your such full and very interesting letter. Your
letter pleased to me very much. And it seems to me if you decided to
write me again you’re really interested in me, then some my capacities
affected a little your heart. You know I always have been dreaming
about such family, with a lot of marvelous and wonderful children
around, which share with you all their problems and which come to you
when they feel sad or oppositely when they feel gladness. They are
like rays of sun in your life and they are the most important in your
life. You will do everything so as they will always smile and their
eyes will shine with light of happiness. You will never let somebody
to hurt them, because they are the part of you, the part of your heart
and your soul and nobody lets that their soul would be hurt. And you
celebrate all hollidays together, you gather together and you are big,
strong and real family. But now, when my family gathers together, I
just felt a bit lonely during them, as I didn't have my second half
near. You know, I really feel a bit lonely sometimes, as there are
moments, when it is extremely important to hear that you are dear for
someone, that you are needed, that you are desired. I often dream, how
I will be sitting with my beloved one day and he will be whispering me
that I’m the best, that he doesn’t imagine his life without me, that I
am his most tender flower, that I am his dearest kitten: You see,
sometimes I really need these words. I think that you also miss that
your beloved woman would be near with you and give you all her
tenderness. You know my dear, what is the secret of a man? the secret
is his beloved woman, really how she loves him, and is natural love,
that man is the best one, he could expiree all his power, because he
know he has a great woman, that she is always at his side, in all
time, and she will advise, and support him, when is time, and give
warm love, after hard day. I hope that I’ll be able to become for you
such woman. I’d like very much to be a part of your life, to wake you
up, to cook for you a breakfast, to go with you to the door and to
meet you, to help you and to support you, to care about you and to be
always near. My dear , what the most crazy action you have ever done
in your life? What do you most of all appreciate in life, for what do
you like life? What are you ready to do for your beloved woman?
Waiting for your reply. Kisses, Your Helen.