How are you, xxxxxxxxx?
i was impressed to get two of your letters at almost at once. i guess you sent me the first one before you read mine that i sent you on the site, right?
And i was touched with all your commentaries you wrote about my words and about my ideas! the only what i didn't understand from your second letter was a question about art. i want to be sure that i understand each your word in a right way, that's why i hope you can explain me thsi part:) And it's a pity that i don't know German even a little bit because it would make everything being easy for us. Though, in any case, i appreciate all your efforts that you are doing and it's very nice that you are translating your letters specially for me. it really has a great meaning for me. Also, I like your honesty because from your words i see that you are on the site already for quite some time if you know some stories about people whose words differ from their intentions. i don't think that i can discuss this because i can't say that i have either good or bad experiences here. but from what you said, i guess that people who meet in a real life and not on the site face the same situations because there are some who have ideas in their minds that are not the same that they express trying to get to know you. But the fact that you are talking about it means that you are not one of them and it makes me to feel more comfortable writing to you now. i like your letter because I believe what you say as you are not hiding anything and you show me what you have in your mind. You start talking to me about what makes you worried, instead of making an effort to impress me with your creativeness or "super optimism"
You seem to be honest, that is why i am answering you as it makes me excited! Honesty is a real treasure for me and you are giving it to me. I should thank you for that as it's such a rare feature. will you give me a chance to see what more i can get impressed by in your character? Sorry, I had to prevent you at once that my curiosity knows no measures, especially now then I almost know nothing about you! Meanwhile, even without warnings it was hard to miss it out of attention. I know. But it doesn't mean that understanding this, i'll stop being curious. And i want to learn about different moments of yoru life, that's why, will you tell me, how do you usually win woman’s attention? I mean how do you get acquainted? May I ask you if your last relationship finished long ago? Why are you not together any more? It seems to be important to be discussed as I know from my own experience that previous relationships changed me somehow. I split up with my boyfriend about a half of a year ago. It would have happened sooner or later because we were too different. He didn’t have any aims and he didn’t want to achieve anything in this life. I couldn’t be with a guy whose only interest was TV programs. He was the same when we had just met but I believed that I would have enough of strength and influence on him to change his style of life. I had a complete success with this. But the problem was that I didn’t forget that I am a woman. And sometimes I want to be weak next to a strong man, sometimes I don’t want him to be led by me, I want to be led by my man. xxxxxxxxx, I have no desire to rub from my memory that I am Woman. I don’t have an intention to say something bad but I got a feeling that men in my town and maybe, even in my country, lost the skill to appreciate femininity. I am here not by mistake… I don’t want to lose hope that somewhere there are still those men who want a woman in their life and not a man in a skirt. And being totally honest, I want to meet only one man who will be the Man not by sexual difference from a woman but by his way of life. And what are you waiting for from a woman?You know, one of the reason why i write you is that i like persistent people and those who know what they want - you seem to be such a man because you are not afraid of saying what you want. In your letter I hear words of the man who prefers actions to words. I'm pleased with this. I'll admit that i will correspond with you with joy and will be happy to talk to you not only in e-mails to learn more about you. But I wouldn't also like to go on this only way for ages. I want to write you because it's our chance to get acquainted and to understand whether we can really attract each other. Though i believe that it's really possible to understand only during a meeting. You see, we are familiar about this. And i want a date in a flash not because i will get to know something more from your gestures or from your gaze at me - i can't read faces at all. But during a date with you I'll realize what emotions you awake in my soul and i'll understand what I can propose to you... I want to enter your life to share with you mine and not just to get covered into your enthusiasm that you have about "your world". But it doesn't mean that I don't have any wish for you to tell me about your world:) So, hope to know about the place where you live and where you spent your childhood. For example, I was born and grew up at the same place – in Kupyansk. xxxxxxxxx, I guess, these were my parents who cultivated a light feeling of patriotism in my personality that’s why this town is the dearest and the most adorable place in the whole world for me. Exactly here I tasted my first breathe, I did my first step, I said the first word, I tried my first chocolate candy, I went to school for the first time, I met my first friend, I’ve been kissed for the first time, I experienced my first disappointment, I earned my first salary and many more other events happened for the first time here. And why is your land so dear to you? will you tell me? I wonder what influence the place where you were brought up had on you. I won’t “decorate” the truth and will admit that besides such strong love to Kupyansk, sometimes I have an impression that I overgrew this place. Do you remember a feeling in your childhood when everything seemed to be so huge, immense, and unbounded? So, well, now another feeling appeared that my small town became tiny and defenseless at all as if someone let down a screen that I always wanted to look through. And I also want you to share with me that place where you are living.
So, are you not tired of all my questions yet? xxxxxxxxx, I have many more of them. And I hope for a chance to ask all of them. Let’s go on with that next time! My mood would definitely change for better if you write me sooner. I’m curious to look into your life not only through your letters but through your photos as well. that's why special thanks for those you sent and i like the most the one from the second letter because i can see yoru eyes that are smiling right to me:)
I wish you keep your smile for the whole day!
Yana
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