Wir kommen zur Sache: Hello my dear xxx!
How your day today? What the new?
I was very glad to receive your letter.
My dear, I find you very much the handsome man. Our correspondence so
means for me much. I am afraid to think forward, but I want, that you
knew - for me it very seriously. I can't hide all tenderness any more
and mad attachment to you. You know, I asked recently God that he has
helped me to fall in love. It can is silly, but I never had this
feeling which I now test to you earlier. After our correspondence I
long can't fall asleep every night. I think of you, about us. xxx As
I miss you and it was very interesting to know new interesting things
about you. I will be try to write something about me which could be
interesting to you, and only to a thing which I want to tell to you.
And if you want to ask me something, be not afraid to ask. I always
have only two variants of the answer: the answer fairly or not to
answer. I never tell lie. xxx You - my beloved and dear friend, you
differ from me but, you see me from within. Yes we is valid far apart,
mine fine and unique. But nevertheless I dream as you touch me,
embrace and a kiss, I feel high temperature in your gentle embraces.
This dream has visited me today. I have cleared up and thought,
whether also this dream the validity or not... I understand it while
it only dreams. Dream... But it, what that omen sent from above, from
God probably! About My God as I would like it! But actually there is
one clever statement... Not without the reason, it is visible, someone
has told that division for love the same that a wind for fire: it
extinguishes small love, and big inflates even more insistently. I
with pleasure write to you about the feelings. I very much wait for
each your letter. Reading your letters, I try to understand each your
word. I feel that I fall in love with you. I feel as though to me of
16 years, and you my first love. Unfortunately, I can't write you all
feelings. It is very difficult to transfer the thoughts through
letters. I would like to tell to you it personally. My parents say
what to live in loneliness very difficultly. I try to distract work,
but all the same constantly I think of my future. I don't represent
myself lonely. I want that near to me there would be a beloved. Write,
please, that you think of all it? It will be a pity to me, if we don't
understand each other. I wait for your frank answer. Embrace you Tatyana.