Nachdem er mich gestern Abend mal wieder versetzt hat, war er heute Morgen sehr früh on. Hier unser Gespräch: masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:07:48): XXXXX, i am sorry i was not here last night and i am not playing stupid games, why are you this offensive in words and talk nonchalantly, the XXXXX i know is cool and understanding and caring,,, I love her so much, but if you are that XXXXX then i might be missing something... Please my darling, tell me when you will have time online for me.. i missed you so much.. xxx ich (29.08.2011 05:45:40): i will be oline at 9pm that means for you 8pm masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:46:57): i am online my darling masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:47:05): how are you doing this morning? ich (29.08.2011 05:46:09): tired masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:46:16): i know masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:46:27): did you have a nice sleep? ich (29.08.2011 05:46:41): yes masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:46:48): i am glad masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:46:55): how are you generally? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:47:01): i missed you ich (29.08.2011 05:47:28): i am doing fine have a lot to do masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:47:38): like what? ich (29.08.2011 05:48:15): working beeing there for fruends ich (29.08.2011 05:48:30): helping friends masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:48:31): aha masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:49:04): on what occassion are you helping your friends with? ich (29.08.2011 05:49:11): why are you up at this time? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:49:27): i am so thinking about you my darling masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:49:46): i know that we have not been the best at heart lately because of issues that bothers me masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:50:03): but, i love you and i cannot stop thinking about you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:50:25): you are all that i think about all the time.. i just cannot get you out of my mind XXXXX masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:50:38): i love you forever my darling ich (29.08.2011 05:51:17): well the past closed the door to my heart ich (29.08.2011 05:51:26): it has been too much masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:51:35): too much for what? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:51:41): true love never dies ich (29.08.2011 05:52:06): too much arguments no love and no end of problems masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:52:32): problems are not permanent in life but love is masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:52:57): i only was argumentative and upset about it when you redused to help me honey masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:53:07): it did not change the way i feel about you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:53:18): i have always loved you and will forever love you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:53:57): i was furious because i would of been long done with things by now if i had gotten any help masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:54:07): but you are what matters to me masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:54:14): nothing more my darling ich (29.08.2011 05:54:57): i am here because you said you have something to say, what is it? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:55:32): are you on your pc right now? ich (29.08.2011 05:55:39): yes masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:55:48): honey masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:56:00): the important thing is that you are talking to me now ich (29.08.2011 05:56:13): oh masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:56:36): yes, its been long since we last talked, you never bothered masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:57:02): honey, love is not a toy we grow out from ich (29.08.2011 05:57:14): i know, i told you this would happen ich (29.08.2011 05:57:49): i went through a lot and if someone makes my life to a problem i leave them masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:57:57): it will not happen.. i will not allow it... masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:58:11): did i give you much problem? ich (29.08.2011 05:58:18): yes masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:58:24): how honey? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:58:29): asking you for help? ich (29.08.2011 05:58:50): nit listening to me and i turned sick ich (29.08.2011 05:58:59): not masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:59:16): well i am sorry, you know situations makes us immature masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 05:59:49): i listened to you but i felt betrayed when you did not tender a helping hand masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:00:04): even you would do the same if you were in my shoes masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:00:07): maybe more masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:00:51): don't blame me, but because you are a woman that i love and who loves me so much, you would of been able to talk to me politely and put me straight on the track if i go astray masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:00:58): that is the reason you are my love ich (29.08.2011 06:01:26): no i take a no as an answer ich (29.08.2011 06:01:46): i can only help if i can and friends understand that ich (29.08.2011 06:02:04): you do not understand that masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:02:29): why could you not help me? ich (29.08.2011 06:02:55): i told you many of timrs and the last time too ich (29.08.2011 06:03:01): times masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:03:30): maybe my mind was too aching to understand, can you tell me again pls why? ich (29.08.2011 06:03:50): no i will not i am sick of telling it masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:04:20): come on my darling... don't be this hard to me masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:04:29): i love you and i cannot live without you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:04:47): That is the Gospel truth of my heart ich (29.08.2011 06:05:12): i am upset and till that stops it will take a long time masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:05:22): however honey i have missed your sweet smiles, your beautiful face, sexy eyes.. pinky lips.... masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:05:39): smile for me my darling! ich (29.08.2011 06:05:52): i can not masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:06:08): my dear honey wife to be masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:06:44): i cherish every moment with you ich (29.08.2011 06:07:19): the last times have been very hard words, why should i smile and feel love masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:08:16): i am sorry i used them, i say things i don't mean when i am angry masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:08:34): i was frustrated honey, think about my side in this too masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:08:42): but i am truly sorry darling ich (29.08.2011 06:08:59): so what do you want now? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:09:55): nothing more than to talk to you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:10:04): see you this morning masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:10:18): i missed you and its like i have lost my heart masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:11:03): honey we are all humans and with constant conversation between us, even an angel will fall in love with such a wonderful person like you ich (29.08.2011 06:11:32): how can you miss me, if i am a selfish person ich (29.08.2011 06:11:41): in your eyes masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:11:59): no you are not masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:12:23): i say somethings i don'e mean when i am furious honey masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:12:29): don't think it so ok masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:12:46): i love you and at least you shared your love with me, you are not selfish ich (29.08.2011 06:13:14): oh a new side of you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:13:53): well, i am not new to you i think masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:15:18): i love you ich (29.08.2011 06:17:31): not new but i am just asking myself how long will this other side of you will last masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:17:59): forever ich (29.08.2011 06:18:07): till the next help question comes and we argue? masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:18:47): no arguments masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:19:08): you will help me honey... its cooperation... i understand you did not have masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:20:19): you are the sweetest person i know masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:20:27): your care your efforts masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:20:42): i never said this, but Thanks masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:20:51): you are still the one i love ich (29.08.2011 06:21:27): nice to hear but what shall i do with these words and how can i trust you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:21:52): honey, trust is built upon honour.. i will never let you go masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:22:05): i may not earn your trust but you know how much i love you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:22:09): how much i care masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:22:26): here i am and this early, you should know i am thinking about you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:22:36): you are the only important part of my life ich (29.08.2011 06:22:48): oh i belive that ich (29.08.2011 06:23:07): but i hear so many hard things every day ich (29.08.2011 06:23:31): and there are people very sick and they need more help masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:23:45): yes honey they need help ich (29.08.2011 06:23:59): not with money but with loving and friendly words masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:24:05): there are things we both need in life and that is something that i think we are working towards masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:24:18): money is not everyuthing masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:24:56): my pains was that you know i am languishing and i needed help for a certain reason, not far-fetched honey ich (29.08.2011 06:25:36): there are so many people i give my loving and friendly words to make them smile again ich (29.08.2011 06:26:00): and they are thankfull for it ich (29.08.2011 06:26:19): they want to see me then every day ich (29.08.2011 06:26:40): and i know they will never forget me ich (29.08.2011 06:26:52): but i do not know what to do with you ich (29.08.2011 06:27:29): i gave you the same and more but you kicked on my feelings masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:28:08): i did not reject any of it masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:28:22): i was concerned about what mattered at that time ich (29.08.2011 06:28:26): but you answered with pain masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:30:01): no honey masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:30:07): i am sorry i was wrong masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:30:21): but i never changed my thoughts and feelings for you masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:30:28): i still love you with my whole heart masonpaul101 (29.08.2011 06:30:33): come on cam please ich (29.08.2011 06:30:52): i have to go to work now ich (29.08.2011 06:33:24): bye
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