Hello xxx. Please forgive me for these days silence. There was a lot of work at me here and I simply could not find a free time for the letter to you. If to tell, that I am not glad to see your letter it would be not the truth. I am very very glad to see your reciprocal letter to me and I can not pick up words at all to express the pleasure. Probably I need to tell only to you "thanks" for your fast reply and I hope, that you always will be so fascinatingly and soon to answer me.
So, this letter from you was not so long, but interesting.
xxx if you not against I would like as to ask you about something. I already wrote to you in last my letter, that for me such acquaintance new. I actually do not know, how all this occurs, but I many times heard, that people get acquainted on the Internet and this acquaintance even sometimes reaches wedding. I cannot understand, how all occurs? Really it is possible will fall in love through letters or as...? And you trust in such love or you too do not understand it? To me interestingly your opinion.
Present a situation. For example we communicate with you for a long time through letters. You have liked me also I as has liked you. But what will be then? You are ready to begin serious relations with the woman who lives in other country? I do not know, how for you, but I am excited very strongly with this theme. Simply, if you are not ready and if you to search for the I steal half I do not see sense to correspond with you further. Understand me, I would not like so to abandon you. Simply I to search serious for the man for creation of family and games in feelings or simple correspondence are not interesting to me. You understand what I want to tell to you? I hope that and as I hope, that you will sincerely answer my question.
I already began to write to you about my search and consequently I probably shall continue this theme. First of all we should know with you about the one for whom and what qualities in the partner we search and from this fact to continue our acquaintance. Can be such, what we do not approach each other, if it so sense to continue? You agree with me?
Yes xxx, I not princess and I to not search for prince in this life. For a long time those times when men made feats for the sake of women are forgotten, but nevertheless I to trust that these qualities live somewhere inside in you and in general in men. xxx if fairly to admit, for me physical qualities of the man are not strongly important. Yes, sometimes are not so beautiful or even worse. As the age has values for many, but only not for me much. To me 29 also it is age in Russia when the woman should think of family, about children. My girlfriends already for a long time all have married and only I one have remained lonely. No, I to not speak, that I do not have admirers here. There are men who tried and till now try to look after me, but I try to reject their attention. There can be you now think of me, that I am severe to them. Yes, there can be it so, but what I can make with myself if they are not interesting to me? Here in Russia many, or even almost all men drink vodka, like to change to the wives or even simply leave from them. The marriage in Russia is not stable and It very much will wound us women. My girlfriends frequently complain to me, that there is no happiness in home life, etc. Certainly their words frighten me, but nevertheless not looking on their words I to trust that there is a man for which I am necessary in this life. xxx you trust what happens nothing in this life without pair? That is I have that everyone has second half in a kind. The god has created people and has given them a life in which there should be a sense. For example first people on the ground were Adam and Eva. The god has created their friend for the friend and this pair was, as a single whole. Together they were happy also their life probably an example for all of us. I do not know in what you trust, but I to trust that in this world there is my second half and I now am in his search. Who knows, there can be it even you and if it is valid so is fast we shall understand it. xxx I am not absolutely sure that you understand that I write to you. Excuse me for my philosophical reasonings. I simply wanted to let know to you that I do not want to play feeling and that I am serious in my search of the man. These words a result of my reasonings and I hope, that you can understand me. xxx it only my second letter to you, and I already so seriously in a philosophical way have written to you about my search. I hope to not frighten you? Excuse me if this letter will seem complex for you. I know, that I should write more now about myself about my life, but this theme as is important for me and consequently I now in the second letter have written to you about my search. I hope you estimate it and as will write to me about you to search for what woman for yourselves. Well, I on work till now and I should work still. I shall wait for your reciprocal letter and I hope, that you will soon write to me.
xxx if I tonight will have free time, I shall write still to you. I shall a little tell about me and about my family. I have in a kind of my parents. As all people at me have mum and the daddy, but about them later, ok. Successful to you of day.
Kiss!!!
Sincerely yours the friend Elena