Posteingang: Hello dear
well,how are you doing right now overthere,how was your day ?how have you been doing and how
is life treating you now,i guess you are doing pretty nice overthere today,well its so nice
to share alot of feelings with you ,well i have imagined you as a nice person and as a
caring person too,and i am so much liking what i get to read from you everyday,cause you
really know what you want in a relationship,i know life hasnt been easy in the past for any
one cause we just want to struggle from the buttom to the top cause no one wants to remain
below his/ her demands,well i get to see some things in your words which made me write you
and your personality speaks alot about you,cause you realy know how to describe yourself and
the things you want in life,well nice try,you really know who you really are and thats what
i mean by self personality,its just all about you knowing who you really are and the things
you do to make you a happy woman, your words are short but meaninfully cause at least you
could write something about yourself,and i know you could say more in person or write more
with the aid of you wanting to express yourselfs,what really do you think of yourself and
who do you see yourself as,and what are your dreams and what kind of things do you do to
yourself that makes you think you could a special person,or do you have to share your
personality with somone before you can really can know how special you are to people,i
assume you are the gift of God and God has blessed you with alot in life all you just need
is to focus on things around you and the people around you to know what God has in stock
for you,well,how do you go about making a life meaningfully for you and how do you try to
make others smile by you considering how special you are.Before a person could think of
caring for someone you have to know how special you are to people and how caring you could
be,its doesnt matter by you really knowing that person,God might send you to that person for
an help and you will be willing to help but it just take time cause the world is never a
safe place anymore and there is alot to learn about people,i my self i have learn alot from
my environment,the things i do and the things i try not to do,i just sit and listen to music
read books and make my life meaningfull to me and try to be honest about the whole thing i
do,cause honesty is only the key to human succes and it makes life meaningfully if you can
apply all the principles of been a special person to poeple,every day people die and
everyday a new one is been born,so we all want to be in a safe place but we dont really know
how to go about been there, cause we havent really learned about the principles of life,life
is full of joy if you can discover the joy inside of you,life doesnt begin from your
environment,it begins from inside of you,cause life begins if you can began it with a very
first step and a very first chance.
If life goes on with one thing there will be another thing that might destroy it,so we just
try not to fall a victim of circumstances,i have been through alot of things in life but
that didnt make me to do any silly things inlife,it only makeS me stronger in alot of things
cause i learn not to put my problems in my head cause if you do it will just weight you down
and it wont allow you think of better things to make your life meaninfully,so i just want to
make my life meaningfully and use it in helping others and its all about me taking a chance
to do what i have to do to make the world a loving place and to make people know that there
is so much love inside OF them to use in helping change the world,life goes on if you began
with something real and sincere and you learn to focus about it,and learn to see the
principles that quides it,life is been guide with alot of principles leading to the truth of
life and love,the earth alone is filled with so much love but we humans made it hidden
cause of the bad things that we thought is good,if we only can learn to bring out the love
of life and the life of love and get to make the world a place to live then every one dont
have to get scared of each other,cause i have been into alot of things i have tried alot of
things and iT didtn really work out for me cause i cant really cheat on my feelings or judge
myself for the things i do,i just want to make alot of things come to reality by me focusing
on them and wanting it to come to reality,i just want to make people happy with my kind of
personality and the wisdom God has given me and i want to make others smile while i make
myself smile to as well,there are more things we Still need to learn about ourself,if only
you can have a time to relax and focus on your thought and have a deep imagination about the
whole thing happening in the world,if only you can do that,you will get to see the Good and
Bad things on earth and that will surelly keep you out of trouble,cause you decided to focus
on building urself in way that cud help you and help others,the reason why we are in the
world is to be here for one and other and to help when we are in need,but this generation
that i have seen has turned to something else,there is alot of
hatered,crime,greed,jealousy,self centerned and fornication,all this didnt creat or started
in one day it all started from individials cause they just wanted to make life meaningless
for them self and satisfy there immidiate needs,life begans inside of us and we need to
learn about the way of life to make it meaningfull for us My words might sound too prophetic
but my life is all about the turth and i mean all i say and do and i really want to start a
family i can grow older with and with a man i will do love with all my heart,i do sincerelly
know wat love means to me and others and i go about building it in the right way if only my
partner is ready to start a strong and fullfilled relationship..i really feel the music of
your words and my heart sings the same rythemes and i know we will both be happy someday and
i do have alot of faith in your words cause they are words of truth and you are completlly
honest about it..i am not here to judge your past but i am here to build the present and
show you the personalities love has and the really person inside of you..if you find it so
hard discovering the real person in you i am here filled with so much music for you which
you could dance to...i know someday i will be great and will be so special to alot of people
but i wanna take life the way i see and meet it..but i can only change situations..no
situaion is permanent.we both can change it..forget about the present and think of the
beauty of the present and build on it and u will surelly see the music in you...I will tell
you more about life and marriage if u want to listen to it and you will be so happy to read
my emails cause my words come deep down from my heart and i speak them ang put them to words
cuase iam confident of my self and i am not afriad of who i am with time u will learn alot
about who you really are cause i am just like an angel on to you and i know your life will
be so wonderfull been with me..marriage is a life time commitment to me and we will build
on that someday sometime
Have a nice and lovelly day and take good care of your family and tell them someone real and
special is coming into your world soon
Love Always
Susan