dear dear XXX
I PROMISED TO TELL TO YOU ABOUT MY LAST TO THE MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DO NOT HAVE NOW MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is a history of love has taken place with me 2 years ago.
This day was solar and when, I have gone to shop behind products.
I have met the girlfriend by name Oksana with whom we work at school.
We with him have got into conversation also she has suggested to go in some hours on a beach on to sunbathe.
I have agreed. And in some hours we have met. Have sat on a trolley bus and have gone on a beach.
When we have arrived was to much people. We have chosen a place for sunburn. We in Russia have special cabins.
Cabins for men and cabins for women. Where men dress bathing trousers. And women a bathing suit.
I have changed clothes. Also has told Oksana, that has gone to the river. She has told well.
I floated very slowly, I swim on a back. Simply I lie down on a back and foots I move the body. When I am tired to float, I have decided to leave from water.
And it became cold to me. Well because water all the same in Russia at temperature +26 cold.
I did not know, that to me to make. I began to call Oksana that she has brought to me a towel. That I could be covered.
But she did not hear. And to me has approached the man. He was presented. Him called Egor.
She is the man highly growth. Its growth was under the Russian standards of 175 centimeters. Black hair, brown eyes.
He has liked me at once when I have seen Egora before myself. He has suggested to take advantage of a towel which was at it.
I have agreed. To me began so warmly. I even have forgotten a cold. THEN WHEN we HAVE GOT INTO CONVERSATION.
SPOKE ABOUT MANY. We were GOING TO go HOME. Because time came to an end for sunburn.
The sun it was not visible any more. He has suggested to carry spend us up to a house. But Oksana, has not agreed.
She has told, that we shall go without Egora. I saw to her eyes, that Egor to her also have liked. But it hid from me.
Then Egor has left phone and has asked, that I have called him. Also has left.
To me began then so it is insulting, that the man which to me has very much liked, has abandoned me.
He did not carry spend me up to a house. But I am not guilty then was. Simply my girlfriend so has wanted.
I cannot argue with the good girlfriend. In fact we with her work together. Next day I have called Egoru.
And he has invited me to a meeting. I was very glad, that Egor have not forgotten me. We have met.
We talked. He has told where works. He works as the simple person at a factory. He was not rich.
He did not have many money. HE ALWAYS BOUGHT to me SURPRISES. SPOKE PLEASANT WORDS.
SPOKE THAT WANTS TO be WITH me. THAT was HAPPY TO MEET me. I every day understood, that it is mine the man.
That I at it the unique woman. We WITH HIM did not HAVE SEX. HE DID NOT WANT WITH me SEX.
HE SIMPLY LOVED me SO STRONGLY, WHAT EVEN HAS TOLD to me, to HIM SEX is not IMPORTANT.
FEELINGS are NECESSARY for HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is NECESSARY for HIM was it is SIMPLY WARM.
I thought, that we can create the big and strong family. That we will have children in the future.
At me in a head image Egora was only. I could not sleep without it. You understand, what such words LOVE???????????????????????????????????????????????
IT WHEN YOU CONSTANTLY THINK OF the to the MAN. You DO NOT SLEEP at the NIGHTS.
You WAKE UP at NIGHT AND you SEE ITS IMAGE. YOU WANT TO TOUCH ITS PERSON. TO KISS.
You SUFFER FOR IT, that the love in the man means. These all feelings pursued me 3 months. BUT IN my LIFE there was a TRAGEDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT was CRISIS of my HEART.
I very much was ill. And I had headache in a head. I have not gone for work.
My mum has bought to me medicines. And I accepted medicines. In the evening to me it became better.
I HAVE DECIDED TO go TO the GIRLFRIEND. BECAUSE I was not ON WORK.
Also WANTED FIND OUT, THAT HAS TAKEN PLACE THIS DAY AT SCHOOL. I HAVE gone To OKSANE HOME.
WHEN I HAVE CALLED AT the DOOR. To me WHO HAS not OPENED the DOOR. I BEGAN TO CALL ONCE AGAIN.
To me the DOOR was OPENED by the LITTLE SISTER At OKSANI. I HAVE ASKED CALL OKSANU.
She HAS ANSWERED, THAT OKSANA is IN the BEDROOM. I HAVE DECIDED TO go IN the BEDROOM.
And WHEN I HAVE OPENED the DOOR. I SIMPLY COULD not BELIEVE the EYES.
ON THE BED LAID OKSANA AND EGOR.
I at once have run out from an apartment and have run with tears on street. And then home.
I have come running home and at once have rushed on a bed. And to cry began very strongly.
I wanted to finish a life. I thought, that the life for me has ended. That more in this world there will be no more girl by name Ekaterina.
I for a long time did not leave a bedroom. When there has come my mum in the evening.
She has seen me on a bed. Also has asked: What there was my girl????????
I have told, that Egor mum changes to me. She was simply in a shock. It was impact for her.
It was impact for me. And now has passed 1,5 years. I live with mum. I am lonely. I was afraid to get acquainted with men.
I was afraid, that the man to cause me a pain. That the man will use me. That he will play simply with me.
Well AS to me TO SHOUT FOR THE WHOLE WORLD. THAT my VOICE was HEARD by ALL MEN ON the PLANET.
THAT it is IMPOSSIBLE TO PLAY WITH FEELINGS. IT CAN is SIMPLE LEAD TO to DEATH.
And now I have got acquainted with you. I began to trust you. I began to understand, what not all men change to the girls.
That you not as all men. You kind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You attentive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can love only one woman in the life. And up to the end of the life.
Well I have told to you the truth. I have told to you each moment of my last life.
NOW I WANT TO FORGET THE PAST. I WANT TO CROSS OUT THE PAST. YOU WILL HELP ME?????????????????????????? I WANT TO BEGIN THE NEW AND CLEAN LIFE.
I shall wait the letter from you.
26 Jan 2011
Yours lioness Ekaterina
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