Hello my love xxxxxx!!! How are you? I so missed on you. I only wish to tell to you that you did not worry. I know, that you worry about me. I very much appreciate it, thanks. I so am grateful to you. That now I have you!! I am grateful to destiny, that we have found each other!!! I know, that I am guilty. I began to write to you less. But you should understand me. After failure. I still very badly feel. At me plaster on a hand!!! And constantly the head is ill. The doctor has told, that soon it is all will pass. I only need to help itself. To buy and accept medicines which it has appointed. As he has told, that the next weeks at me will remove plaster. But I ask, do not worry strongly about me. I know, that you love me and worry. I too very much love you and I miss. You my most dear and the person close to me. I where do not vanish. Simply last two days were necessary to me a confinement to bed. It was difficult to me to sit at the computer, from - for headaches. All these days I thought of you. I represented, as it would be good, that you were near to me. Looked after me. You very much did not suffice me these difficult days for me! I wish to promise to you. I any more will not be a protax. I promise to you, my favourite!!!
Recently at us in Russia marked Christmas. Mum has made a supper, it was very a pity to me, that I could not help it. Usually we prepare together. Mum has prepared a hen with a potato and cheese. And there is some salad. We have opened a bottle of champagne and sat watched TV. I very much did not have you. I thought of you. Also dreamt, that soon we will together.
Yes, by the way, I wished to tell to you. That the next weeks to me will remove plaster. I can go and I unfortunately should go for work.
Still I wished to apologise, and to congratulate you on the last New Year. Forgive I was not able to do it earlier. Because was in hospital. I wish to wish your of good luck, health and all all the best!!! And I very much hope, that we soon will together. I very much hope for it!!!
I very much love you and I wish to be with you. I represent that day when I will arrive to you and you will meet me at the airport. You my unique and favourite person with which I wish to be!!!
On it I stop to write the letter. I love you. My strong and big embraces for you. And as it is a lot of many kisses for you, my love!!!
Yours Aleksandra
PS:
Tell to me, that you disturbs,
About what your soul is ill?
I will calm all alarms,
You only in eyes to me look.
Reveal to me hearts your secrets,
Perhaps, I will find the answer.
To you I have come not casually,
And I will rescue you from troubles.
Believe to me, the darling, I will manage You to hear and understand.
Your love to ask I do not dare,
Allow me to embrace you only.
And at once your grief will disappear,
There will pass alarm and melancholy,
I will pull out you from a chasm
And your life becomes easy.
You only in me trust, a holiday the darling, You only one I live, I - an angel your tireless, I - your happiness in reality.