My darling XXX.
I am very glad to see your lines.
Your kind words always encourage me and give me new forces!
I think, you the finest person in the world
I hope you have not lost me?? I could not write to you yesterday.
My grandmother have put in hospital. The nurse is required to the grandmother.
But we do not have money what to pay services of the nurse.
It is very expensive!!!! And now I and mum we will look after the grandmother.
Lovely I understand yours concerns, do not worry. But understand, that
if I wanted to use men only for money I could make it easily here in
my country. I had many offers from rich men who wanted that I was with
them. One wanted to see me as the wife, others only for sex, someone
from them did not know, that they want. But in them I saw only money,
and anything more! For me to choose the man, it is not enough how many
at him money. First of all he should have kind heart, correct values
in a life. We should be the best friends and care about each other.
And he should be interesting as the person. Through our letters I feel
with confidence, that you can be this the man. I hope all this to see
in you lovely when we shall meet. As to money for travel. I think our
meeting important for us, therefore I also spend money for this
purpose. Yes, for Russia it is decent money, but I do not worry about
it. I know, that I can receive such the man as you. I am surprised,
why you till now have no woman in your life. Probably, your women same
as our men. And their values it only riches, glory and vanity. Ed
please make this meeting a reality. Your friends, probably have wives
or girlfriends and they are happy. And we too can find our happiness.
Do not think, that I try to press on you. I only speak my opinion, and
I want that you have made a choice for the benefit of our happiness,
instead of for the benefit of then constant doubts.
I did not sleep almost this night and at me eyes are closed. My XXX.
I do not have not enough you. I so would like, that you would be about me.
Also that you could support me. In my head thoughts are confused!!!
I very much worry about the grandmother. And during too time to me to have to think about my trips and of you my love.
Today I have received the message from the daddy's friend. He says, that he had not which financial difficulties.
To us some more days will have to wait. The daddy's friend has told, that very much apologises.
He also asked to give you his gratitude!!
He is very grateful to you, that you have agreed to help
He will send money at once as soon as it will be possible!
XXX. I already said to you, that did not sleep almost this night.
I had some thoughts on us. I think, that when I will arrive to you. We can spend much time together.
If certainly you want to do it. And if you enough have a free time
My fine I very much very much to dream to kiss you!
I really very much require your care and tenderness!
I would like to feel your kiss. And to be captured by you. I hope, that my dreams do not frighten you.
To simply me it is very bad and lonely... I very much require you XXX.
Now I need to take a shower and a little to have a rest. I really wish to sleep.
And I want, that you would know, that I will fall asleep with dream of you!!
Gently kiss you also I embrace.
Yours Michell.