Here is your letter again, my dear Xxxxx,
And here is my smile once again, which is wider and wider with each of your letters))) Thank you for this again, my dear) I feel your interest is still with me, and I don’t want to lose it now, though we started our correspondence not long ago. And I only hope to increase your interest, and I want you to be sure in me too. You know, Johann, I think being open and sincere is the most important for us now. We have to tell each other only the truth, share our thoughts, even if they are in some way negative, ok?
If we want to build something serious, we have to act right, do you agree? And now I wanted to ask you something... I wonder what were your last relations like, and why you broke up. What you think were your main mistakes, and do you think that problems in relations are always a fault of two people, or one person can destroy feelings by himself. Well, I won’t bother you with questions any more for now, and will better tell you a little more about me)) Darling, and I want to meet you too mucy, I would be happy to visit you, to meet you in your airport, but I cant afford such a trip. Ehh, if I had better financial position I would rather come and visit you on your side. I would run, make a passport, visa in two weeks and was flying to you to meet me. It would be so wonderful)) Ukraine is so cold in Winter, and you would warm me on your side)) But, but, but. I am sad realizing, that too often everything in our days depend on money, and our dreams depend on money, like in our situation.
You already told me so many compliments and warm pleasant words, thank you for it! But you know, in my childhood I was like a dirty duck) I wasn't so attractive, and the boy I liked didn't pay attention to me. My mum always reassured me and said I was the most beautiful princess in the world, but I knew it was not so. And still love of my parents made me believe in myself, and I deeply believe now, that a person can’t live without love and support, or he will forget what he is worth of, what he can do, how special he is. I have a small family. My mum, dad and me. I am the only child in the family, and was always loved and spoiled. My parents are together for 30 years already, and I am so happy for them) There is no life with no arguments, but happiness is not always in happiness, but in ability to hold it, to save it. And this is what my parents do through all their life being together. My mum retires now, and just stays at home, cooking and baking dad’s favorite cake. And dad is working as a mechanic in the local factory. And they are still happy together. Now I live with my parents, and surely they try to help me as much as they can. Through all my life my mum patted me on the back and said how she loved me, though I was only a dirty duck. Now I really don’t want someone to love me for my pretty face or body. I am a personality and I want my beloved to see this too.
As usually, I am sending some more of my pics to you, hoping you will like them. First one is made this summer, I was in Crimea, black sea of Ukraine. Second one was made by my friend, who studied to become a professional photographer, you remember i told you about her already.
Well, this is all about my today’s letter. I came to the Internet cafe during my lunch break, and now I have to return to my duties. There is much to do in the university, and quite a lot of pairs, so studying is waiting. And I’ll check my mail box in the morning tomorrow, and am hoping for your letter in my mailbox then)) Kisses to your cheek for now)
Your Lera