Kotelett schrieb on 03. November 2010 um 15:43:

Wie, watt? Ich bin nicht verrückt. Ich glaube, ich sollte der Dame mal den Hintern ausklopfen. 

Zitat:

Jetz is aba juut. 

Ach ja, es kam ja mal wieder Post.

You know xxxxx, I began to notice behind myself that that
your letters gradually enter in I wash with a life. Yes, by the
way, «Hello», do not take offence, simply today day difficult,
but at me fine mood. And so (Oh …. Smile), your letters become a
pleasant part of my life. It is pleasant to realise that you show
interest to me. It increases mood. But as though I would not like
to rejoice today, I nevertheless should tell about a dark spot my
life. To tell about my last life.
As you understand, in a life of each person, there is a place
for heart, soul and love ….
My first love has begun with that moment when I have met the
young man at institute. And I have got acquainted with one very
pleasant person. This person long looked after me. He behaved as
the real man. He to achieve a place in my heart, as the present
gentleman. But nevertheless in the beginning I did not pay to him
attention. But nevertheless after several years of his
unsuccessful courtings I have noticed him. He was not beautiful
appearance. But I was amazed with his private world. His
relations to a life, his relation to me. And my heart was set
before his pressure of love. We were constantly together. And in
some years of study at one institute we with him have decided to
get married after institute. It was-remarkable time. I simply
tested pleasure, it is possible even to name it female happiness.
We with him had huge plans for the future. But all it has ended.
Also has ended for the reasons independent of us.
My husband studied together with me at one institute, but only
he studied on military chair. And consequently he has finished
study as the military expert. It seemed to me that it is a good
speciality. As the economy in our country develops well. And
people which bore military service had many prospects in the
future. So I did not think that the trade of my husband will be
dangerous. But I was mistaken. I have understood it when once my
husband has come from work and has informed that direct it to
business trip in the Chechen Republic. It was blow for me because
I nevertheless looked television news. And I understood what
conditions in this republic. My heart as though felt a trouble.
But nevertheless the husband as that has calmed me.
We constantly corresponded with him. And I sincerely trusted in
that that all will be good. 
But in half a year, I have received the telegramme. Having read
which I have fainted at once. My husband was lost. I cannot
explain it words at all. It was simply a shock for me. That
seemed to me that I cannot go through these events. These events
have changed my life. I did not wish to recollect it, and to tell
to you it. But nevertheless we friends. And friends should share
not only joyful events from a life. But also to speak about the
bad.

I have been closed all time. For me this tragedy became the big
shock. To me was so alone. And at night constantly cried in a
pillow. For me it was spiritual wounds. But has passed 4
year. And I have decided to take myself in hands. Simply I the
strong woman. I do not wish to live on only memoirs. The life
proceeds. Thus I have decided to return by a normal life.
Therefore I have decided to take advantage of the Internet.
Now I communicate with you. Yes, memoirs remained. But now,
communicating with you, in my memoirs remained only bright both
pleasant as a hobby and memoirs hearts. Yes, I recollect
sometimes these pleasant moments. But the life proceeds. I
communicate with you, and it pleases me. I hope, dialogue
continuation will be fine. You agree?
It was difficult to me to write this letter. But, I understand,
that it is necessary for us to be opened before each other.
Therefore to me it became pleasant and easy in a shower. As I
could open to you the soul. I hope for your understanding and
reciprocity.
On this note I will finish this disturbing letter. I wait for
your beam of the sun in the form of the bright letter.
Ok bye bye now, before communication Anna.

 

Diesmal zwei Briefe. Ich hab auf den ersten Brief noch nicht geantwortet, da kommt schon der Zweite.

The person loving you is the one who falls asleep
and wakes up with your name on lips; dreams you and
in a dream and in reality; in each girl sees you,
and in each guy of the contender:
will give for you a life and never about it will regret and eventually,
does not speak about love, and loves you selflessly and gratuitously
who asks nothing for the love, and simply gives the and cares,
that to you it was warm from this love. Also it is all one person,
the person really loving and consequently little bit mad,
but you him forgive and love so strongly,
on how many you will suffice.

P.S. All loving from the loving...




Hello my dear   
I to you wish to tell, that today cloudy day, but in
this weather forecasters promised solar weather. And really expected
this day. But having risen early in the morning. I have looked in a
window, but there there was no sun, and there was a snow cover. And I
really did not expect, that for a night there can be so much snow. I
left on a balcony and weather very cold. And only children run on a
court yard. And children collect snow and do snow lumps. And to
children really this day is remarkable. As it for pleasure to run one
after another throwing a snow clod. And this really remarkable show.
And I recollect the school days. Also has recollected, how I loved
snow. Memoirs bring for me happiness and laughter. And I simply wished
to share with the thoughts. You can share with the thoughts? And I
will expect from you the answer. Your love Anna



Beide Mails ohne Bilder. 

Hab auf ihre letzte Mail nicht geantwortet und jetzt kommt das.

Love
The love is merge of two beginnings: female and man's. We protect this
feeling, as the most expensive, that at us is. Every day this feeling
grows, develops. Dreaming of love of the man, are afraid of it. They
name this light feeling sex, as though protecting themselves from
mental anguish. People never the loving envy another, they a malicious
word, roughness, gossips try to kill this feeling. Only the arisen
Love is tears and happiness, it is delight in eyes, sleepless nights,
dreams. The enamoured person allocates favourite by the best
qualities, lacks he simply does not see. You never reflected, why many
of us fall in love at school with the teachers, the orators, known
people. You as if slightly open a window in the world full of secrets
and secrets.

P.S. THE LOVE IS LIG,
THAT DESCENDS TO US THEREFROM.
FROM THE KINGDOM OF STARS,
FROM AZURE HEIGHT,
IT IN US AWAKES THIRST
MIRACLE! 
AND BEAUTY........
HT

Und weiter geht´s.

You have given me a pleasant gift of the attention. I am very
grateful to you that having opened the mail box, I pleasantly was
delighted to your letter. And, I would be very glad, if you have
accepted mine «Hi», not as a simple word, and as a sincere
greeting. Ok?
xxxxx, and how your affairs? 
At me today pleasant events! Today on work the reduced day. That
is today I work less time. Therefore I wish to take advantage of
possibility and to visit the parents.
I think, that it will be fine. Yes, I have very much missed of
the parents. I am assured, that they as very much miss on me.
Therefore I will not lose possibility. I wish to share all new
events. I wish to talk about the sincere emotions. I think, that
you know, that parents it is the loyal friends. Therefore my
parents always give to my necessary advice. I love the parents.
When we together we have a lot of a various entertainment. My
daddy as I spoke, he the real man! But, when we together, he
behaves as the present father. And even now he concerns me as to
the little girl. Though he perfectly understands, that I adult
enough. But it does not stir to us. He still rolls me on sledge.
(Smile) it is the big entertainment. And it is pleasant to me to
feel again the little girl, in careful attention of my daddy.
As you know, I perfectly prepare. No, I do not extol myself
(Smile). Simply I actually well prepare. And, we with mum often
remain together, in the most important premise of any house. On
kitchen. On kitchen we together prepare and we share the little
female secrets. It will be huge brightness for me.
No, I will not speak yet about you. I think, that you
understand, that to me while early to speak about you. As I
cannot understand completely ours with you uneasy dialogue. I
hope for your understanding in this question.
Most likely I will be at home tomorrow. Therefore very much I
hope, that I will receive your fast reply when I will be the at
home.
Oh … I very much would not like to finish this letter. I still
would wish to tell about the thoughts to you. But, I should hurry
up to the favourite parents. Therefore wait for my new messages
in the following letter! 
Ok, now smile and bye bye Anna.

Und weiter geht´s, endlich mal. Dafür heute mit 2 Briefen.

Brief 1:

Hi xxxxx! Yes, I understand, that I in the last letter said
to you that it is pleasant to me to receive letters from you.
Yes, I understand what to speak about same a little ugly, but I
should tell, that only it is pleasant to me to speak about it.
You already, probably, itself have understood, that it is really
pleasant to me to receive from you your signs on attention in
your attention to me. It is really fine! Therefore you should not
stop. I will be very grateful to you if you constantly please me
with the fine lines! You feel, what our dialogue pleasantly
develops into something more pleasant? Well, xxxxx I will
leave this theme for your imaginations about all.
Well, xxxxx, I want again, will share the thoughts. You are
ready? (Smile)
Communicating with you, I really understand, that to me it is
pleasant with you. I hope, you are glad, if our pleasant dialogue
proceeds to develop positively and correctly in the pleasant
party, you agree? I am assured, if our dialogue to proceed on
reciprocity each other we will understand and trust each other
more!
You know xxxxx, communicating with you, I have understood,
that the life in my life still is pleasure, happiness, and …. 
If I tell, what I fall in love, you will understand, what in the
world there is a love? (Smile).
Yes, in my life there were many events which have forced me to
become isolated. To become isolated in an own inner world. But,
thanks to dialogue with you, I have understood, that I still live
and that the life is fine! And, I am grateful to you that you
have shown interest to me.
You know, your letter has presented to me excellent mood.
Though, I have already received a portion of positive emotions on
the work. My working days never happen monotonous and identical.
Every day I see this pleasure in the opinion of people who create
wedding on my eyes. For me every day this joyful event, but
internally I test small grief. The grief from that that wedding
is devoted not to me, and other person. And my role on this
holiday only indirect.
Finishing this letter, me that I have presented to you at least
small a necessary portion of positive emotions and good mood
would be desirable to hope. Promise, that your day will pass only
on positive feelings!
Yes, it is heavy to finish the letter. I hope, you understand me
(Smile)
Oh …, but I am compelled to tell bye.






Brief 2:

Hello my darling! I wish to tell to you not the big history which has
happened today.... During that time when I went home for a dinner, the
grandfather has approached to me at a stop with a bouquet of tulips.
Also has greeted me by name. I it for the first time see! And he knows
me. I have thought, as so! He has told to me, that knows all about
everything, and has told, that I have met that!, with whom I will be
happy for all life! Also has presented to me this bouquet..... Here
such small history my lovely friend.... You know, I have thought, you
can that person whom which I have met and I will be happy YOU?
Anna....
P.S. What do you think about this case?.

Wir werden wärmer.

Hi my long-awaited xxxxx! You simply do not represent as I is
glad, that you again give to me the lines and the fine attention.
This just fine!
My dear, yes, I am certainly glad to your fine lines. But, I
cannot constrain the emotions, and the feelings. 
Though, I think, first of all, I should tell about your letter
to me.
Now I wish to tell the thoughts and emotions about the events in
my life.
As you know, recently I visited the parents. And, I said to you
that I had the big entertainment in an environment of the
parents. It actually was wonderful!
Has passed a few time, and my parents has decided to visit me
itself.
Yes, today there came my parents. All was just fine. As should
be my parents first of all looked, how I live. As my state of
health. These are usual, but the important qualities of my
parents, always to care of children. I love the parents!
You know xxxxx when we with mum spoke alone. My mum has set
to me pleasant, but very unexpected question. Mum has asked «a
daughter, you have very much changed to the best. You shine as a
star in the sky. You have fallen in love?»
If it is fair, that I could not answer mum this question. As I
really am not ready to this answer. I did not begin to speak
about you. I think, that you understand, that I cannot really
tell all truth about you yet. Therefore I have simply pleasantly
kept silent ….
Yes, I was very happy and very glad to that I was visited by my
parents.
But, I have seriously thought of a question of mum …. 
You understand xxxxx, now I feel, that communicating with
you, I have changed. I can not tell, that to me happens. But my
changes are very pleasant for me and operate only positively. How
you think, why I have so much pleasant and positive changes?! I
feel, that dialogue with you pleasantly makes "change of
scenery". And I feel, that you enter new paints of a life which
it is imperceptible, but change me.
Tell, and in your life there were changes? What has that
exchanged in your life? Your relatives have noticed changes? You
are glad to our dialogue? What would you wish to change in our
dialogue? Yes, probably I hurry events, but you change my life.
And I would like to know, whether do my letters the same with
you. 
I ask you to speak me answers. As I want, that our dialogue
would become warmer. Than simply friendship. You understand?
Hey, xxxxx, your congenial souls did not set a question which
was set to me by my mum: "... xxxxx, you have not fallen in
love?" (Smile)
ok, on this pleasant smile I am closed. Anna.