Wie ist sie/er denn drauf? Meldet sich seit Wochen nicht mehr und dann so ein Roman mitsamt Neujahrswünschen. Hello my darling xxxx! How are you? Tell to me of what you thought when has received my letter? What thoughts at you have appeared in a head, what emotions in your soul? Tell to me, begin with it your letter... And then to me your answer, your feelings becomes clear... Do not hesitate to speak about them, never hide them from me... After all I do also. After all the letter transfers only the text, any mimicry, any power … it only letters, a character set in a computer code. Therefore I also write it is more, trying to pay attention and to feelings and emotions. So tell to me, my darling, what you now feel?
When I have started to write this letter I did not know with what me to begin … At me many thoughts and words, answers to your questions, your letters. And all it precisely not to go in in one letter. So. I will begin with my emotions... Here I write you this letter. I many times represented, how I will do it … So much days you have passed … About what thought, when I did not write week, then the second, then month? How your thoughts changed? You thought what I have found to myself other man, tell fairly? It not so. I found nobody and did not try to search at all … Though was not present, I have found the man who watched me all this time. But it was the doctor and it there was its work.
You understand, that I joke.
And now I am serious … Now I feel indescribable pleasure of that I write to you, that I do again that last days to me brought the biggest happiness and caused the best emotions. But thus, somewhere it is deep in me, I feel guilty to you. Yes, after all for my part did not come answers to your letters, and you worried, if I am not mistaken. I am right? But I worried precisely also, I constantly thought of you, about this bottom when I can write to you again. But thus I tested also a physical pain. All this situation is various how on it to look.
This huge break in our correspondence has occurred because of accident which has occurred to me.
I already said earlier, that you do not know, that the destiny can prepare for you. I thought, that the destiny will give me holiday, and I my holiday was postponed for this huge term undesirable to our dialogue. Instead of holiday I have received the sick-list. I have spent all days off and holidays in hospital with foot crisis, and if is more exact, with crisis of a small bone of a shin and a crack in a knee joint can arrive to you, but. I have fallen on road home from evening walk and so it has turned out, that at falling I with force have hit about a lying stupid stone. It was awfully sick in the beginning, and all treatment and healing while all country and all world celebrated the most joyful holiday in a year then was painful to pass. Certainly, to me relatives came, but they after all could not celebrate with me in hospital, after all it anybody would not resolve. Yes, I have congratulated only those who knew about a trauma and the smog comes to me... After all I the have not restored till now a mobile phone. . I thought much and regretted, that I not a smog to congratulate you!! In general, my dream was in congratulating you personally, the most gentle kiss. But, as a result, I could not make it even in the letter. Forgive me, but I congratulate you now! I wish you that all your dreams and desires came true, and I wish you that you always had forces for achievement of your purposes! Be happy this year, I hope, what not without me...
From hospital me have let out in the beginning of this year, but I laid at home and could not go anywhere. Therefore I at all have not paid for the Internet. And here only today from me have removed plaster, and I have made the first steps this year, it is possible so to say. =)
It is a little unpleasant to look now at left my foot, it is more pale, than right. Yes, by the way, I have broken the left foot. Doctors have told, that all has grown together well, complications will not be, and the lameness will disappear through half of week when the organism will get used to normal walking.
You could think about everything, but I to you have told, how it was actually. Yes, all is very simple and simultaneously difficult for me. I do not know, how now myself to conduct. I do not represent that you will answer me. If I am not so interesting to you, you to me tell about it accurately and clearly, without apologies. You are not guilty, also as well as I am not guilty to you … I would like to tell to you. You can choose any decision. Make it now. If I have disappointed to you, and you hardly read my letter, have disgust for me do not abuse me strongly, simply softly tell to me about it that I did not spoil my pure opinion on you. If I am simple to you was not become interesting, as you do not see between us the future tell to me about it, do not hesitate. Set questions, and I will answer them and then, probably, I can affect your opinion on me and change it. If you are glad to my letter, and want continuation of relations with me, it means our feelings mutual. And we in the future with a smile will recollect this case and those thoughts which came to to us mind. I congratulate you with the last New Year and Christmas. To give you wishes already late, but I hope, that our meeting will occur this year and within the next few days. After all during my treatment I have agreed with my chief that it will issue this time as hospital time, and within the next few days it will put me holiday. I will tell to you about this bottom immediately. So all develops not so badly though to come to work today to me not strongly it would be desirable, but it is necessary, as after all days of a lying mode I need to restore gradually my mode of day and force. And your letters will help to restore to me my mental and emotional health. I with impatience wait in the answer your letter!!!!!!!!!!! Yours Anastasiya.
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Zitat:Date: Mon, 24 Jan 2011 00:31:09 +0300
From: Anastasiya <tachaachanasta@yahoo.com>