Hello, my dear Xxxxxx! Here I am writing my answer to you. I just got permission to leave from my work for half an hour to go and write my letter. Thank you my dear for your letter . It is so kind and tender!!
I want to tell you about the thing very important for me, I want to tell you that I have feelings to you as the first thought which I have when I wake up in the morning it is the thought about you. I am not so sure about the difference in the time ,but I try to imagine in what
mood you wake up, what thoughts and problems in your head at that time. And do you know what? I let myself believe that my mood reflects your one. If I wake up and everything is alright I believe that there is a light in your soul too. If there is something hard into my mind , I start to worry about you. I talk to you in my imagination. I discuss with you my problems. Ask you questions and give the answers myself.
Probably it is stupid, some kind of madness but it is not. Just you are with me all the time in my mind. You are always with me. Because of this feeling I feel myself warm and comfortable all the time. We are apart it is true. But we are together and it is true too. And you
know? It seems to me that it is much better than to live in one apartment and to be strangers. I know such couples they are married but their souls are apart for a long time already. And to overcome this distance for them is much more difficult than for us. I think that all this can be called love. This wonderful word love!!! I want to cry that I am happy, because I am in love with you!!! So, honey, we are together now. The destiny gave us this closeness, the rest depends on us. Do you agree with my ideas? I have to tell you about something very important for me and I can’t find right words ,but I will try. I don’t know how you will get it. The matter is that I do not know how to be able to continue our correspondence, as it is not so easy for me to pay for the letters.I thought that it would be cheaper for me to go
to the Internet cafe and try write the letter to you myself,but
without knowledge of the computer it is not easy to do it,and my attempt was over, after I have spent about three hours there and as a result, I didn’t manage to write the letter to you and I was late for the work and got the punishment and I was so disappointed. I took my letter and went to the translator again and had my letter translated very quickly, but for this of course I paid the money,as I have done before. I have understood that for now this is the only way out for me. I have saved the sum for the letters, but I am sorry to say, I can’t afford more and I am asking you for help. I know that you are my gentleman and you will never leave me with my trouble. I have no more money to pay for the letters now. I need you very much and I want to be with you. I do not want even to think that this money lack will make me loose you. Honey, I rely on your help and on your true love to me.
I am kissing you!!!
Your Elena.