Hi my love Xxxxx.
Today I do not have good news to you.
My mood now very bad and I cannot be quiet the darling.
Xxxxx my parents have refused to help me with necessary money for tickets.
Yesterday I went to them together with the grandmother and
told about you and about ours with you of strong love trying to prove to them
That that you the remarkable man which can make my life happy and which can love me adequately and to care of my life.
My parents in general were having forgiven that that I carried out the travel to your country.
They spoke to me about the mean Spaniard and spoke about that that my history can repeat.
I long explained to them about that that you not such man and about that that you love me adequately.
But to my parents not to understand our love and they spoke to me about that that to me to cost to forget you.
Xxxxx
I long cried last night and could not be quiet.
I thought of you the darling and understood that for me you remained dream.
All it very badly lovely and now I feel very weak and I can not be measured with it.
My parents spoke to me about that that if you are the noble man that you should care of the woman and help it difficult minutes.
Now my parents speak to me about that that you should prove me the love and the attachment
to me and by that to help me with necessary money that I could buy necessary tickets to carry out the start in your country.
Yesterday I have strongly taken offence at the parents for that that it not to understand me and my love.
Parents spoke to me about that that can help to find to me the good man in our city and they
have enough familiar young men with which they can to acquaint me and will be very glad if I can have serious relations with these men.
But I do not wish it to do the darling!!!!
I swore at parents and cried from that that they do not understand my feelings!!!
Xxxxx I very strongly love you and I understand that you that man which are necessary for me and near to which I will be happy.
The darling I I am now very strongly upset and I do not know that to me now to do.
I feel the weakness from that that I do not have possibility now to have necessary money to buy necessary tickets.
I did not wish to address for the help to the of parents because knew about that that they hardly
can understand my love and my strong aspiration to be near to you the darling.
But my hope was strong after all my grandmother could understand me and it seemed to me that my
parents as can understand me and with understanding to concern my feelings and to my love.
Now they speak to me about that that the man should be honour and it should help the woman with such cases.
Xxxxx I do not know that to me now to do and all my hope now only on you.
It is very a shame to me to address to you for the help and to ask from you necessary money.
After all I did not do it earlier and always independently concerned the problems.
But in this case I do not have forces and I feel the strong weakness before this problem.
Xxxxx
I ask you help me please with necessary money for tickets. You can make it?
I understand that you the noble man but I did not wish to use your nobleness and yours honour because I not such woman.
I always aspire to organise all.
But in this difficult situation I do not have exit and I address to you for the help.
It humiliates me but my love to you is stronger than my principles.
I wish to be near to you
Because I know that you very good man. Because I know that you are my destiny and it is necessary for us to be any ways together.
Xxxxx now to me I am very bad also I worry for that what there will be your following letter.
But I ask you the darling please concern me with understanding.
After all we so strongly love each other also to us it is necessary to be together.
I will wait for your letter my love.
Yours Ekaterina
P.S. The darling I do the tourist visa and it is not obligatory to speak to your government that I arrive, they will already know about it.