You know, today I would like to tell you about my private life and
about my parents. It's difficultly for me to speak about it, but I
wish tell you truth. I live alone, I don't have mother and father. I
had not father since my childhood so I don't remember his, my mum told
me about he. She said, that he was a pilot, he piloted helicopter and
was lost in Afghanistan when I was 6 years old. I am proud of my
father, he was hero and he died for Russia, this is memory that I will
always remember. Me and my mum were very hard, but we overcame all
troubles, and 3 years ago she is died... It was very sick for me!
Because my mum - my most dearest person has left.. I was in depression
half year, I didn't want to live further. But thanks to my friends I
could leave depression and feel life again, I am grateful to them for
that. If my friends wouldn't help me, for me all would be bad.
Markus, I hadn't easy life. Do you have good friends?
Markus, I hope that you will not ask me about my parents. Because
speak about it is very heavy to me and each time is sad. I have told
you about it because I consider, that I can trust, and you are kind
and sincere person.
What season do you like, Markus. I don't make distinctions between
seasons. I love variety. Sometimes it would be desirable to lay down
in grass on blossoming meadow. Lay and look, how on sky clouds float.
And sea of colours are around... good smell... and dreams... Sometimes
it would be desirable to enjoy autumn wood, fallen down leaves...
beautiful dreams. Sometimes, seems that prince come to me from wood
and will embrace me. And we will eternally walk on this avenue...will
talk about something. Also there will not be problems, wars, job and
chiefs. Sometimes it would be desirable somersault in snowdrift as kid
=) But I dream so a lot of =) Can you send me more your pictures? It
would be very nice!
Good bye, Markus