Hi my darling Markus.
I am really very glad to receive from you the letter.
It was always pleasant to me to receive your letters as you always
beautifully wrote to them also to me it was very pleasant to read them.
And now your letters of a steel for me already as air if I do not see your letter,
That at me arises sensation as if I choke, I do not have no air.
The darling after all your letters it for me a part of your thoughts and your soul.
Darling Markus, really is very a pity to me, that all has turned out so.
I now very much wish to be with you, but we with you are stirred by this problem.
But darling Markus, help me to overcome please this problem, after all I have much made to come to it so much,
And now the problem with the credit that stirs this only thing to us with you will meet.
Darling Markus, I very much hope for your help.
Send to me please 1000$ to solve this problem. I understand, that for you it not so is simple, I understand your position now.
The darling, but also you understand me please now, understand my position.
After all I so have much made to carry out ours with you a meeting.
I have already paid for the tickets and I can not return money for them back any more.
Understand the darling, that I too have spent big enough sum that we with you could will meet.
But I did not think, that all so will occur and between us there will be such problem.
Darling Markus, I very much ask you, help me please, try to find money, occupy from friends.
After all then we together can return them.
Darling Markus, please understand, that now it is necessary for us to carry out ours with you a meeting,
after all we so to it aspired also I has made to approach her so much.
But there was a problem. Which I any more in forces to solve.
Therefore I also ask you to help me as me any more on whom to rely except you and there is nobody to ask the help.
I after all said, that many friends have helped me will pay off with a credit part,
but they cannot help more to me anything any more.
I very much ask you help me.
And then we with you can carry out ours with you a meeting and
we can love each other in a reality, and not just through letters.
I very much hope for you, after all you now for me very important and expensive person in my life.
I very strongly love you the darling and I wish to be with you, therefore help me please.
I will look forward your answer.
With love your Natalia