Hi the darling Markus.
How are things going with you?
Thanks you for your kind and warm letter.
I understand that you the man with sensitive heart which can love.
It is very important.
Today I had a strange feeling.
When I have woken up in the morning the first my thought was about you.
At first it seemed to me it is simple memoirs.
Last night I very long thought of you and could not fall asleep long.
When I have come for the work these thoughts did not leave me and even pursued.
The cleaner Victoria which I see every morning coming on work I spoke to me about that that very strange and is anxious I look.
Whether she has asked me about that I am sick?
But with my health all is good also I feel well.
Here only in me today all the day long very strong trembling in heart.
Which I did not test this strange feeling already very much for a long time.
Markus I so long waited when my working day will end and I can hasten to the Internet.
I would like to close the shop much earlier but I did not begin to do it.
One man came today to me and spoke about that that I have prepared for it a bouquet of white lilies and held it till the evening.
I long sat and looked at this remarkable bouquet.
I thought of you the darling and recollected our letters.
The feeling of trembling did not leave me and raised at expectation.
Today there was probably the longest my working day.
Minutes were very long and it seemed painful for me.
When I gave a bunch of flowers to the man to me I seemed that so strongly it I understand.
He prepared for the first meeting with the woman and was very enthusiastic
To its emotion became so are close for me.
It not seemed to me that I to time could so to understand feeling of the clients yet.
The darling now I am glad to that that my day has ended also I could reach the Internet.
I was so is glad to your letter the darling and so it is admired by your letter.
Markus I wish to admit to you the feelings.
It seems to me that I love you all this trembling in my heart and there is a love.
The darling I feel now as the little girl which first time has fallen in love.
I do not know as to express you the feelings and as you them to explain.
They are in my heart now and do not give me rest.
Markus I love you!!!
I understand that this that feeling which is called the present love.
I long thought and hesitated to speak to you about it.
You have liked me at first sight and I have very strongly become interested in you.
During ours with you of dialogue I long thought of it.
Markus I wanted as it is possible to find out is better you and your life.
I so was afraid to be mistaken in the feelings and in the thoughts.
But my heart should not choose.
Now this trembling is stronger than my reason and does not give me rest.
Lovely you very remarkable man and I am grateful to the destiny for that that you have appeared in my life.
Having read your letter today I have understood that you that man which can love.
I am confident that that you will understand my feelings.
Whether Markus I can know I am worthy your love?
The darling you can probably open to me the feelings?
Now I feel that to me so your answer is necessary and he can calm trembling of my heart.
I very strongly now hesitate and I have complexes but I cannot hold it unknown to you.
I do not know as to it you will concern.
I will wait for your letter.
Yours Natalia!