Darling
It is very good that you write to me again. I am just very pleased
that you are really interested in me as a person and understand my words correctly.
And I think I am just as well understand you. This is a very pleasant feeling.
I just want to tell you that mean to me a serious relationship.
I had a lot of romantic relationships, but ignorance of them, I can claim true
serious, but none of them did not give me love and understanding. Always all ports
mistrust and meanness.
I want to tell you about it, only it for you better understand how much I can
to feel love, and how badly did not want me offened
I am very capable of love, but someone simply can not understand.
Several years ago, when I left for vacation at sea, I met with
a young man from Moscow. This novel was beautiful, and I thought that I found rights
which I need. I went with him to Moscow. We lived together and he gave me to work
in your company, office manager for a good manager.
Over time, I became increasingly noticing that he had something concealed from me. Each trifle
has been talking to me about this. i did not want him to check, because I think
We do not have to check the honesty of people who love. Love as I thought.
He was tender and always talked to me about love, then I discovered that he had changed me.
I am now very painful to remember it. He deceived me, and destroyed the real strengths
feelings. I had to go home, in Samara. I do not know anyone in Moscow
but I could not have located him nearby.
And now, years later, I was very scared to submit
that this could happen again.
And I really want to ask you to never make me hurt. I do not want to relive
this again. I hope you understand how much this means to me. But I believe
that we understand each other.
I am forced to conclude this letter, the memories are very strong.
I will wait for your answer, and think of you.
Your Alisa