Hello my lovely Markus, It's so nice, so great to get from you new and new
letters. They raise my mood and with every your letter the smile on my
face begin bigger and bigger. And my heart beats with every day faster
and faster, waiting for your letter. That's why if you want that my
heart will not jump away, please send me your answer as soon as
possible. It's not joke. My dear I wanna you know that our
correspondence is important for me as I hope for you. And please don't
think that it's only empty words. I'm not a chatter. And though I'm
rather open person, I always think what and whom to say. And I pay a
big attention on words. And every your words, every your sentence
pleased me very much. You know which thing makes me very happy woman
is you don't forget about me. How are you? In my life everything is as
before. I mean my work, my family, sometimes I let myself to drink a
little wine with my friends in the evening. After hard day, a funny
communication helps to relax. And in the evening my friends save me.
And also the thoughts about you. How have you spent your day? What are
you doing now? Where are you now? Who is near with you? What is your
mood? Do you remind about me? How often? And I began to reread our
letters. It gives me a feeling that you are near, not for long, but
it's becoming warmer. You know yesterday, in the evening I met with
one of my friend, her name is Sasha, and we went to drink some wine,
to eat ice - cream and to discus her future wedding. There was music
in the café. I heard very beautiful, slow song. It reminded me about
you. And at that moment I felt such sadness because of you were so far
away and you were not here with me. And that such pleasant music was
sounding and we were not dancing and you didn't hold me in your arms.
We have a lot of common ( for example we are both love children, and
we both understand that without them family is not the family, we both
are romantic people, we both like to “spoil” beloved person) and it's
not bad ground of relations. Because it's important that two people
have something what connect them, something what would be interesting
for both and what excite and alarm them. I think when people love each
other, they live one life. And it's rather horrible when sometimes one
of partners begins to distinguish his life from life of beloved person
and says " it's my own business, it's my life" I think it's not right.
Because all relations are based first of all on the faith. It's the
ground, which is need for strong and long as friendship so love.
Without trust relations of two people are like the castle on the sand.
My dearest, what is the faith for you? Missing you, Your Anna.