Hello, my dear xxxxxxx. I am so glad to write you! I promised to tell
you how my friend and I spent the evening. It was a nice small holiday
for the soul. I liked it very much. It was so wonderful to spend the
time with the close friend. We were talking a lot about everything.
I told her about you! Not all certainly (probably it can be unpleasant
for you if I tell somebody about you - I will understand you if it is
so). I want you to tell me what do you think of that, do you like that
I told my close friend about you... I hope you are not against.
My friend told me that she is very happy that I am communicating with a
very good man. She asked me to say you hello. I hope you will happy for that.
Svetlana is not very happy in her life and I am too and we bolster
each other when we are not well and when everything in our life is
good we are glad for each other. Svetlana lost the husband some time
ago. He died from the awful disease - the blood cancer. It was so
suddenly; nobody couldn't think that it would happen... Her husband
was only 40 years old. His disease began to develop very quickly.
Svetlana was with him all time of his disease. She took care about him.
She was sitting the all 24 hours with him, but nothing could help him.
She needed a lot of very expensive medicines, besides she didn't have such
big money. She did everything she could to cure him, nothing helped
him. This disease is very inhuman, it spares nobody. It was very-very
great loss for her. She so loved him. I have never seen woman who
loved her husband more than she. They were the ideal couple.
All familiar looked at them with big admiration. I think it is possible
only to dream about such love, though I'd like to have such happiness
in my life. I don't know could I deserve that, but I so want to be
happy. I am so tired to be alone, to go through the life alone. i hope
that one day I will understand that i have found such love. I don't
only hope I am sure that it will be just so. I so worry about my
friend. I am afraid that she will not overcome this situation. Oh, it
is so difficult period of her life now. She so loved her husband. She
loved her husband more than life. The part of her heart died with her
husband. She is so suffering. It is so sad to lose the close man. And
when you see such situations you begin to appreciate close people
involuntarily. You begin to protect people who are dear for you, who
are always with you. My outlook has undergone changes after this
situation; I changed my attitude to close people. Unfortunately there
are so little people who are always with me, who are close to me.
I am almost alone in this world. I am tired to be alone. i so want
to feel loved by somebody and to love. Probably it is so easy, but
I don't know what to do it will be so. I really don't know. I'd like
to feel somebody's care and love. I so want it will be possible, but
maybe it will be never... but I’d like to believe in that. xxxxxx!
I want to tell you that you become dear and dear for me. I like your
letters and you very much. And sometimes I so miss and need your
letters. I live the usual life but everything seems another for me.
You have changed something in my soul. I don't understand what is
going on with me, but I like it very much. i hope that you have
feelings like mine. I am missing you.
Please, answer sooner! Bye-bye! I kiss you...
Your baby Alena.
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