Hi dear, Harald!
I`ve been working hard yesterday, many people wanted to have their hair cut and done, so I didn`t even sit for half an hour...

Then my head ached all the evening, and my sister had some problems at school, so I fell asleep only by 12 pm...Ooooh, that was a madness...It really tired me...I don`t like the way I look when I`m exhausted, actually appearence doesn`t really matter to me...Gush! What the hell I am talking about Harald!? What a trivial banality I am saying?!

Of course, everyone wants to look awesome and terrific!! Everyone cares for their appearence...But what I mean is, if there`s ONLY stunning face or body and nothing else - that`s really annoying. I mean, no matter how beautiful the person`s looks are, you`ll be bored to death with `em if there`s nothing behind the glossy cover...D`you know what I`m talking about? All these magazines and TV commercials just drive me crazy! If it`s so important to look amazing that you leave all your money in SPA salons, solariums, etc, but it`s still not enough Harald, then what about those who were born not as pretty as that, should they shoot themselves or what?

I mean, it`s dangerous taking those magazines so seriously that it makes you hate your body or face...
And the personality just fades away...Everyone looks the same, everyone chases the "perfect image" and everyone is ...unhappy! Hello! People, wake up!! We are unique, we are special Harald, we are the way we are!
Isn`t it enough to be proud of who you are?! it`s impossible to reach the ideal, but there`s no need to suffer over one`s "imperfection". Once I watched a TV program about people who were of a very small size, or had no hands or legs from their birth.( One teenage girl survived after a big fire in the house: she lost her hair, partly her skin, her face was virtually destroyed...God!..And there was also a small interview with her, where she told she`d like to date a boy someday) It was so terribly unfair, it made me cry! And I thought to myself : "Yulia, how dare you not be contented with your appearence!? How dare you complain about your love-life or some small details of your body?! You should be forever thankful for being normal and having health, a family and friends and...a prospect to have a better life, to chase your dreams..." I realized that you have to appreciate every single day of your life and really be thankful for all you have...and it`s not less important for NOT getting what you DON`T want to!

But if the person is somehow beautifully unique that`s really the main! one may have small eyes, plump cheeks, long nose or be of a short height etc, but you look at this person and fall head over heels in love with `em...You ask yourself - why?
what`s that? how could it happen to me? why is this person so dear to me? why are they so special? ...and you really fail to answer...You really CANNOT say that! It`s a kind of magic! It`s about some vibes Harald, I believe... Indeed! And you`re surprised at others not to notice your lover`s beauty and uniquness!! It`s not about when you communicate with someone for long time and you stop seeing their vices, drawbacks...No, it`s love at first sight! believe me! It exists! I didn`t know it myself...I mean, there`s a connection between absolutely unfamiliar people... Like us! And you can`t explain it. Or may have never communicated with a person in reality, but you still feel the deep bound with `em, you really feel like there`s your soulmate, no matter of what age they are or what looks they have Harald, you want to care about `em and show your love, your inclination. That`s really interesting, isn`t it? The older you get the wiser you become, the better you understand the world, the better you know people, the better you see what`s right or wrong, the fewer mistakes you make...As years go by, your individual features become more visible...The person becomes more of his own individuality...I think Harald, people like you are even more seductive than these green youth

And what about you, do you want to find the woman to love you and care for you, to know she`ll never leave you in hard times?
Have a wonderful day!

) I`m waiting passionately for your next letter
Yours, Yulia