Sehr fleissig, die Tatyana.
Schon wieder eine Mail, wieder mit verschiedenen Datumsangaben(rot markiert). Was soll das? Greetings my good friend .I hope, I can name you the good
friend. It seems to me, we are very similar to each of us, and I am
valid to want serious relations with you. I re-read your letters again
and again, therefore I print out Them and I take them home to read
them in quiet conditions and to penetrate into them with soul and
understanding. Dear, I see, that we learn each other better in each
letter. And I wish to be completely fair with you. I did not tell to
you about my elder sister, but I think, that now I can tell to you
about her. After death of mum, there was very much a hard time for us
because it is difficult to find money for two girls. We did not know
anything about our relatives. We even never saw ours the grandmother
and the grandfather. Mum told, that we have relatives, but did not
speak where they live. She has died suddenly and has not had time to
tell to us about them. Therefore it was necessary to us hard in this
life. My sister has found work, but never spoke to me about her work.
She did not live almost at home. She only sometimes came and brought
to me money. I do not know, where she took it. Now I sometimes
reflect, that probably it traded in the body or has been connected
with criminality, but at that time I was very small and did not think
of it. I have left school, have received higher education of the
bookkeeper and have got a job. I studied very well and could receive
free higher education. I also have started to get one more education.
It was paid correspondence education of the manager on advertising,
but I had to leave it........ Time flew very quickly. My sister began
to change on eyes. I have understood, that she has started to use
drugs. She has ceased to carry money home and began to ask from me
money. Later at us a steel constant quarrels with her, she has started
to steal things from the house. I had to replace locks on doors and I
did not begin to start up my sister home. To me it is very sick that
to me was necessary so severely to arrive with my sister, but I could
not have other way. Now I see my sister very seldom. I still have some
problems with her, but I hope, that it to dare to the best. Now I have
no secrets from you. I completely trust you and is fair with you. It
would be desirable to ask to you one not a modest
question, I hope you will not be against. I very much want you to ask
what relations you search? I set to you this question owing to That on
the Internet many such people which pursue not so good purposes.
Sorry, certainly I'm not such opinion on you, but it simply safety
measures. Probably you think, that it is too sharp, but it is very
important for me. You think It is correct? I think, that in me there
is a new feeling, I remember this feeling when I for the first time
have been in love. When to me there were 12 years, I have fallen in
love with one boy when it is investigated at school, but now when he
became the man, he to drink alcoholic drinks and very perversity now.
In general in the Russian drink of alcohol is what very to involve
people and to this. I to not understand it. I not the supporter of use
of alcohol, and in a life I that do not use it, also, as not the
supporter of smoking. I also the person who would be desirable to find
sincere love, I believe, that in our big world to be the person for
you and me, we are simple - to risk from our destiny and to start to
hear each other. Dear, I very romantic girl. I trust in the true big
love. You probably know, that much Russian girls meet men from other
countries. To me told history, that one man so strongly loved the girl
from Russia, that he even has given up the work to meet the beloved.
He had very good work, but to him did not allow to take a vacation and
then he has left the work, for the sake of love. It is very big step.
It is really big love. Dear, on what you would be ready, if you have
been strongly enamoured? You could make a mad act also? Really it is
very pleasant for me to have friendship
with you, I start to be pleased lives, and this pleasure is
connected, which we have found each other in all this mad world.
everything, that I to want to tell you now - you the remarkable
person and me very much to want to have serious relations with you. I
have printed from the person who makes a choice only once and very
seriously. I think, that you understand, that I want to tell. As you I
should agree to lead all life with such person, I know, to that,
probably, it is necessary to trust on you, I completely believe, that
you and I know, that such person as you never to deceive me
and be capable to estimate and respect. A deceit - the most bad
symbolical attribute of the person, it at all does not decorate the
person! Today on work I have gone home with the girlfriend and have
paid attention on pair, the guy and the girl were happy, they have
captured each other, and their people were really happy. During this
moment I thought of you, about which as we should go together, and we
should be happy. Those people, will look at us, and everyone should
admire with us. I very much estimate in ability of the person to love,
up to the end of days. In heart I also very romantic, I very much like
to observe from stars at night, sometimes I would like to fly and
concern their hands. I would be, so is happy, if with me about the man
which could care of me, was. Unfortunately, now I have no any anyone
the man during long time. But recently I have met the girlfriend, and
she advised me to exploit service of acquaintances to the help of the
Internet, and has chosen you from thousand other men. You can judge my
appearance from a picture which I to you send, please, tell, that you
think of it. Recently I have bought the digital camera, and I can do
pics if you want. I would be pleased, to hear, which you will tell about
you directly. I want, learn all about you, because so we can reach
mutual understanding and friendship. Tell to me about you. Tell to me
please more about your family, about your way of life, about work. I
very well want to study you as though you and I shall be convinced of
feelings, and we become enough friend close to the friend, it will be
very pleasant for us to meet and study us now and to feel each other.
I think, that then our relations can become really serious and who
knows, probably, for ever. I shall wait for your prompt reply with
impatience. Sincerely Tatyana