My dear Sweetheart,
Today I came to the Internet Cafe again,
and it was very sad for me to see that there is still no letter from you with the help I am waiting for.
I was hoping so much that today I would finally receive good news from you.
I also noticed that you did not really appreciate the photos I sent in my last letter.
If you had appreciated them, I believe you would have wanted to help me. To make those photos, I took a very big risk.
I did something that was not easy for me, because I wanted to show you how much I care about you.
It hurts me that you did not appreciate what I did.
My friend Alina helped me make those photos. She is a very good woman, but she judged me for doing this
and told me that she did not think it was right.
Still, she agreed to help me because I told her about you and about how much I love you.
You know that the deadline for my visa payment is getting very close, and I am in a desperate situation now.
I honestly don't know what I can do without your help.
Yesterday I also made a small video especially for you. I tried to send it yesterday,
but the Internet Cafe blocked the upload, so I could not send it.
Today I will try again. I really hope it works this time.
I hope that when you see it, you will understand how much I want to be with you.
I also hope that this time you will appreciate what I have done and that you will help me.
More than anything in this world, I dream of coming to you.
Maybe you are wondering why I don't simply invite you to come here first,
and then we could leave together and go to your country. But please understand me this is not possible for me.
Kyrgyzstan is a very religious and conservative country. My parents would be strongly against our meeting.
If they found out that you came here to see me, they could complain to the local authorities.
Then my situation could become much worse, and I could even be forbidden to leave the country.
That is why the only way I see for us is for me to come to you and start a new life there.
But without your help, I cannot do it.
I don't know what else to write today. My heart feels very heavy.
I am sad because I feel that you don't want to help me.
I am sad because I am afraid that my dream of being with you
and changing my life may never come true.
All I want is to be with the man I love.
Please don't leave me alone in this situation.
Your Nazgul.

My love xxx,
It rained all day today. It felt as if the weather itself was crying with me.
I walked through the rain with my umbrella, listening to the raindrops falling around me
and thinking only about you. Sometimes I just wanted to stop and cry together with the rain.
For a long time, I couldn't bring myself to go into the Internet café.
I walked around under my umbrella in the rain, hoping to receive some good news from you.
I so desperately wanted to open your message and see that you had decided to help me,
that you believed me and would not leave me alone during this difficult time.
But unfortunately, you did not give me the good news I was hoping for today. Once again,
I was left alone with my worries.
My love, there is so little time left.
I am very afraid that if I don't make the required payment by September 19,
my visa will be refused. The thought of this frightens me and breaks my heart.
I have done so much to make our meeting possible, and now everything could come to an
end right at this moment.
You are my last hope. It is very difficult for me to say this,
but there is no one else I can turn to for help. That is why I am coming to you once again
and begging you, please, don't refuse to help me.
I have tried so many times to prove to you that I would never deceive you.
I have sent you many documents, photographs, and other evidence.
I wanted you to be able to see everything for yourself and know that I am telling you the truth.
All of my documents are genuine. I have never wanted to deceive you or take anything from you dishonestly.
When I was at the Internet café, they would not have allowed me to send fake documents anyway.
But most importantly, I would never even think of doing something like that.
I care too much about your trust and about what we have between us.
It hurts me so much that you are suffering because of how unfair this whole situation is.
I understand that it is difficult for you to believe everything that is happening,
and perhaps you are also afraid of making a mistake.
But I wish you could see not only the documents and all these circumstances,
but me the woman who wants to be with you and who needs your support so much right now.
Today, while standing in the rain, I thought about how unfair the world can sometimes be.
I don't want there to be fear, doubt, and mistrust between us.
All I want is for you to believe me and not leave me alone at the moment when I need you the most.
Please, my love, don't refuse to help me. If there were someone else I could turn to,
I wouldn't keep asking you again and again.
But right now, I truly don't know who else I can ask for help.
I still want to believe that everything can end well.
That this rain will eventually stop, that the sun will come out,
and that our hope will return with it.
I just want to come to you one day and say, We made it.
Please believe me. Don't let me lose my last hope.
Yours Nazgul,
the woman who cried with the rain today and still waited for good news from you.

P.S.
I already wrote to you-
If you really want to see me and help me,
then please send the money (520 usa dollars) in my name NAZGUL MURATBEKOVA.
my home address
35 Turuzbeka Kazakova St. Kum-Aryk Village,
Talas District, Talas Region, 724214(zip), Kyrgyzstan.
Please send the money to Bishkek (City), Kyrgyzstan (Country).
Use any of these money transfer services: RIA or Western Union or MoneyGram.
I already told you that my bank account is no longer valid.
My bank closed my account and card after they found out that
I was leaving Kyrgyzstan permanently.
You can find all the information on how to send the money on their websites:
moneygram.com
riamoneytransfer.com
westernunion.com

or send money to my Bitcoin wallet
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