How are you?,
I'm sorry I took so long to respond.
Though I don't often check my email often.
I was really happy when I received your invitation to meet you.
I'd love to know your name.
Please tell me your first name or nickname so I know how to address you.
My name is Nazgul.
What are you looking for? What type of connection are you after?
In any case, I'd be happy to be your new friend, if you'd enjoy that.
I've attached a photo of myself so you can see what I appear as.
Can you send me a photo of yourself as well?
How old are you? I'm 32, but everyone tells me I look much younger.
I also want to make sure you're real.
Answer me this question: cats or dogs, which one do you like more?
Sorry, but I need to make sure you're actually reading my emails.
I've received a lot of fake emails and don't want to waste my time on idle chatter.
If you're interested in communicating with me, I'll be happy to hear from you.
In the following letters, I will tell you more about myself.
Nazgul.

Hello Friend,
I'm glad to write to you again.
I want to introduce myself once again. My name is Nazgul..
I live in Kyrgyzstan and I am Kyrgyz by nationality.
Have you ever heard of such a country?
I work as a nurse in a clinic.
I really love my job.
I have never been married and I have no children.
And to be honest, I have never had any serious relationships.
I found your letter by chance in the spam folder. I don’t know how it ended up there,
but your address was there and I decided to write to you.
As you may have noticed, I look much younger than my age.
Not only in photos, but in real life as well. And I really like that.
I am not very tall 169 cm, and my weight is only 53 kg.
Do you want to know what I am looking for on the internet?
I need very little: I want to love and be loved. I think everyone dreams about that.
As we get older, we become more closed off and rarely open our hearts to anyone.
I want someone with whom I will feel good and whom I can trust 100%.
Age difference and social status do not matter to me at all.
What matters is what is inside, the soul.
And I also really value good treatment towards myself!
I am attaching my photo for you.
I will be waiting for your reply. Have a nice day!
Nazgul.

Hi Friend,
I’d like to tell you a little about myself.
I don’t have any brothers or sisters, only my parents.
When I finished school, my parents insisted that I study at the medical faculty.
At first I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t disobey my parents.
But now I really enjoy my job.
I like helping people. It is truly my calling.
As you probably already understood, I have very strict parents; they are Old Believers.
Have you heard anything about them?
My whole life has been full of restrictions. That’s why I have never had a boyfriend.
There is no TV in my house, and my parents don’t have a phone,
because they believe it is harmful.
I only have a basic push-button phone; I can take photos with it and that’s all.
For now, I cannot install modern messaging apps.
I’m sorry. I understand that it would be more convenient, but I don’t have that possibility yet.
We live in a small village, and all my friends live in neighboring houses.
So I never really needed a more modern phone.
Until I met you
At work, I have a computer, so I can write you messages.
This makes me very happy. I spend a lot of time at work and sometimes I can be online.
That’s all for today; I don’t have more time. I’m going back to work.
I will be looking forward to your reply.
If you tell me a bit more about yourself, I will be very happy.
Nazgul.

Hello Friend!!!
I’m happy to be writing to you again. Today is my day off,
but I came to work specifically to write you a letter.
In my free time I do sports.
I go to the gym and follow a healthy diet.
I have a great figure.
I don’t drink or smoke. I lead a healthy lifestyle.
I graduated from school with top honors.
My favorite subject was geography.
I always dreamed of traveling around the world.
Even though my parents raised me strictly, I like the person I’ve become.
Now I make all decisions about my life myself.
My parents trust me. They are proud that they raised me to be a good person.
Maybe it’s not good to talk about myself like this… but it’s true
I am kind, I have a great sense of humor. I really love laughing.
I read a lot and walk a lot. I adore parks, fountains, and picnics in the forest.
I love nature very much! I love animals!
I love all the flowers that exist in the world.
I understand that it may surprise you that I haven’t had relationships.
But that happens too. And yes, I am a virgin.
Is that bad?
I haven’t met a person I could trust 100%.
I really value honesty, kindness, and decency.
I want my man to have these qualities; everything else doesn’t matter to me.
The guys in our village were always just my friends.
That’s why I never had a real relationship.
I want to confess to you: when I see a letter from you, my heart starts beating faster.
I really like experiencing this feeling!

My dear Friend,
I've been thinking about you and only you for the past few days.
But today these doubts have started haunting me again...
There are so many liars on the internet.
Still, I really want to trust you.
I love writing to you so much,
but it's hard for me to continue
if I'm not sure that you're a real person.
Look, I took a photo especially for you.
On the paper I wrote your name - this is my proof of honesty.
Now it's your turn.
Please take a piece of paper,
write my name on it and take a photo with it.
I truly want everything between us to be real.
I'm waiting for your reply and your photo.
Nazgul.

Hello my dear Sweetheart!
I'm very upset today
because you didn't answer my question about the airport closest to you.
You don't want me to come to you?
I really want to come.
But I want you to be comfortable.
So I say right away:
I come without any obligations on your part.
And please don't think that you have to entertain me
or care - I don’t want to be a burden at all.
I will be an easy and independent guest.
Therefore, if you change your mind, please inform the airport closest to you.
I thought about us a lot today. It's just some kind of magic.
You know I've never been in a relationship
and now I feel my heart overflowing with feelings for you.
I thought a lot about moving.
Do you remember that I work as a doctor?
I graduated from college with honors.
Do you think I can get a job as a doctor?
what if I move to your country permanently?
By the way, I also cook very tasty food.
Therefore, you will never go hungry.
Today I cooked pilaf - this is our national dish.
I have attached a photo.
Do you know what pilaf is? do you like to cook?
What are your favorite dishes? I could cook this for you.
Never be offended by me again
if I suddenly didn’t answer your question,
Better ask again.
I often get distracted when I write a letter to you,
so I might be missing something.
Now patients call me too.
I have to go. I will be waiting for your letter.
Nazgul.

Hello my Sweetheart!
I have to admit that I felt a little sad because my question about the airport
closest to you has remained unanswered.
Perhaps you have your own reasons for not replying, and I completely respect that.
Still, I hope that one day you will feel comfortable enough to tell me.
First of all, I want to apologize for not writing to you as often as
I would like and for not always replying to everything you share in your letters.
Please believe that it is not because I am not interested.
Right now, almost all of my time is devoted to preparing the documents
I need for my move, and some days simply pass by before I have a chance to do everything.
Please don't think that I am trying to rush you or put any pressure on you.
That is not my intention at all. I simply want to be honest with you.
No matter what happens, I have already made the decision to leave here
and begin a new chapter in my life.
I would like to trust you enough to tell you a little more about myself.
I hope you won't judge me for it.
As I have already told you, I have never been in a relationship.
I am still a virgin, and I have never had sex. I grew up in a very strict and conservative family,
so talking about love, relationships, or intimacy is still not easy for me.
You may even find it hard to believe, but I have never tasted alcohol in my life.
I live in Kyrgyzstan, where traditions are still very strong.
It is not unusual here for parents to choose a husband for their daughter.
But I have always dreamed of choosing my own future and the person I would love.
That is one of the biggest reasons why I want to leave and start a new life.
I am not asking you to promise me anything, and I don't expect anything from you.
I believe only time can tell whether we are meant to be together.
Whatever the future brings, I will always respect your decision.
If you would like us to meet one day,
it would mean a lot to me if you could tell me which airport is closest to where you live.
If you prefer not to, I can always fly to the capital of your country instead.
I just think it would make our first meeting much easier and
more comfortable if I arrived closer to you.
There is one more thing that is very important for me to say.
I don't want you to think that I am using you as a way to leave my country.
That would never be fair. I have spent several years saving money,
and I have already saved enough to pay for my move on my own.
Within the next few days, I expect to receive an invitation from the visa center.
I am waiting for that message with so much hope because it will bring
me one step closer to beginning a new life.
And I have to admit... one of the happiest thoughts I have is that, perhaps,
in that new life, I will finally have the chance to meet you.
I truly hope my letter hasn't frightened you. I simply wanted to open my heart
to you and be completely honest. Honesty is something I value deeply,
and I promise that I will always be sincere with you.
I sincerely hope that after reading this letter,
you will tell me which airport is closest to you.
More than anything,
I hope that one day we can meet not only through words and photographs,
but in real life.
Nazgul.

Hi my dear Sweetheart!
I thought for a long time before writing this letter to you.
It feels a little difficult for me to bring up this topic,
but I want to be honest and open with you.
I’m sorry if I was too emotional in my previous letter or if I shared too much.
I’m simply very worried about everything that is happening in my life right now.
It is important to me that there is sincerity and trust between us.
Even though I am 32 years old, I feel that this is the moment when I am ready to change my life.
I want to move forward, begin a new chapter, and build the future I have dreamed about for a long time.
I am very happy that you came into my life during this period someone I enjoy talking
to and sharing my thoughts with.
I have some good news I found an internet café where I can stay in touch more often.
I really want to continue our conversations because they have become important to me.
Today I went to the visa center. When I was told that my visa had been approved,
I felt incredibly happy at first. It was the moment I had been waiting for for a long time.
But then I was informed about additional expenses related to completing the documents.
The total amount is 280000 Kyrgyz soms (approximately 3200 US dollars).
This includes the visa processing, insurance, medical documents,
a police clearance certificate, a flight ticket, a tourist voucher,
and other necessary documents.
I have already saved 2500 dollars. This is my personal savings that
I have collected over several years so that one day I could start a new life.
As you know, I work as a doctor, but the salaries in the medical field here
do not allow me to save a large amount of money quickly.
At the moment, I am short of 520 dollars. I have tried to find a way to solve
this problem on my own: I asked my friends for help and looked into getting a loan,
but so far I have not been able to find a suitable solution.
It is not easy for me to write this to you because I do not want you to feel pressured
or obligated to help me. I understand that such a request may come as a surprise.
But if you have the opportunity and the desire to lend me this amount,
I would be very grateful. I want to make it clear: I am not asking for a gift.
I see it as temporary help, and I will return the money when I arrive and start working.
The main problem is that I need to resolve this matter within the next 7–10 days,
because after that there may be difficulties completing the visa process.
I may be placed on a blacklist and refused a visa permanently.
To submit my documents, I also had to open an international bank account
and obtain a bank card this was one of the requirements for the visa process.
If you are able to help me, the money can be sent to my bank card or my bank account.
Here are the details where the money can be sent:

My full name: NAZGUL MURATBEKOVA.
Bank name: Demir Bank.
SWIFT: DEMIKG22.
My bank accounts number is:
1180 0003 4898 0645 - dollar account (USD).
1180 0003 4898 0544 - euro account (EUR).

I also have a bank card with this bank, to which money can be sent as well.

Card number: 4215 8901 1467 7435.
Bank address: Demir Bank,
245 Chuy Avenue, corner of Manas Street,
Bishkek, 720001, Kyrgyzstan

My home address:
35 Turuzbeka Kazakova St. Kum-Aryk Village,
Talas District, Talas Region, 724214(zip), Kyrgyzstan.
My tel number: +996503235411.

I wrote down my phone number for you, but I don't think you'll be able to reach me,
because my number doesn't accept calls from other countries.
I truly hope you will understand me and not judge me for making this request.
It was not easy for me to write this letter.
I sincerely want to come to you. I feel that something real has started to grow between us,
and I would really like to see where this journey can take us.
Thank you for reading my letters, for supporting me, and for staying close to me.
I will be waiting for your reply.
Nazgul.