Today, I was a little surprised when I opened my email. I was confused by the fact that I saw foreign letters on my email. But then I opened the message and realized that you wrote it to me, xxx I'm not used to receiving messages in a foreign language, it's a bit strange for me. But as I said, this is my first experience and my first attempt at online dating, so I still can't get used to this kind of communication. I would be glad if you and I could talk in person and learn a lot more than here, through messages. But, I hope that this will not become an obstacle, and we can still continue our communication without problems. xxx I'm glad you're interested in me. Believe me, I'm also interested in talking to you, despite the distance between us. As I said before, after my mother's death, I became very lonely. But I feel better now, thanks to you, xxx I'm sorry, I know it doesn't mean anything to you.
Your profession really sounds very responsible and serious. Dentistry, especially prosthetics and implants, requires not only knowledge, but also great precision and patience. I can imagine how busy and long your working days can be.
I understand that with such a rhythm of life, it can be difficult to devote enough time to personal relationships. This is a really common situation, and I agree with you that work-life balance is very important.
You're right that on the Internet, people often doubt and it's not always easy to trust. Therefore, I also believe that any communication should develop calmly, gradually and on the basis of respect and honesty.
Unfortunately, I've never had much experience with men because my mom has always been against men in our house. Of course, during my university studies, I had fans who really wanted to get into a relationship with me. But, I remember how much pain my father caused my mother, and for this reason her opinion was always in the first place for me. When I was a student, I had a relationship with a young guy. He liked me very much, and as he said, I got into his heart. I never brought him to the house because I was always afraid of my mom and her opinions. Despite my fear, I was dating a guy anyway. But one day our relationship ended because my friend opened my eyes. She told me that my boyfriend writes her compliments and pays her attention all the time. I just didn't notice it! But, my friend made me believe it. I immediately ended my relationship with this guy, but the heaviness in my heart remained with me. I realized that I couldn't trust men. Since then, I've always been alone, and only my mom has comforted me. But after her death, a great longing came to me, I realized that I no longer wanted to be alone, and I couldn't stand being alone. xxx, I'm glad we can have a frank conversation. I really hope you're someone I can trust.
I also want to tell you that I don't like the idea of pressure in communication or formulations where a person must “either like or disappear.” It is important for me that the dialogue be free and comfortable for both, without expectations and conditions.
Besides work, I spend a lot of time on myself. I always try to be an example for other women, and it's not just because my profession obliges me to be like that. I spend a lot of time on myself because I'm used to being alone. But now, I'm really ready to devote time to someone else, I hope that you can understand this correctly, my dear xxx After a long time, I'm finally ready and open to a relationship with a man. I would be happy to spend time with someone other than being alone. I like walking and cycling. In winter, I ski and visit the pool. In the summer, I also like going to the beach. But, my favorite hobby is always being beautiful. I used to participate in beauty contests a lot. I'll be happy to share the photo with you, I hope you like it. But as I said, I still have a lot of fear because I do not know what to expect from online dating. xxx please tell me, have you had such an experience before? Have you ever lived with a woman? Have you been married?
xxx I would be very pleased if we could continue to communicate. I understand that there is a distance between us, but you have already overcome it. You're already in my thoughts, xxx
I will be glad to see more of you, your photos.
Angelina