I'm writing these lines to you, and my heart is beating so hard it
feels like it wants to leap out of my chest and cover the kilometers
that separate us. It feels like I've reread all your past letters a
hundred times, and each time I find something new in them, something
warm that warms me here, in my solitude. You know, today is especially
hard for me. Such melancholy has fallen on my shoulders that it's hard
to breathe. I look out the window at the empty street and think of
only one thing: how I want you to be next to me. So that I can simply
hold your hand, feel the warmth of your palm, hear your voice not
through a screen or through letters, but in person. In reality.
I did not expect the trip to be so expensive. I was hoping to cover
all expenses myself. I wanted to meet you so much. I didn't want to
ask for your help. I wanted to come to you on one's own. Well, your
country has very strict rules to visit you. To get a visa, I need to
fulfill a number of conditions and collect The whole package of my
documents. I already paid most Money. 511 euros were not enough for
me. I tried all the options To find this amount of money, but all this
was unsuccessful. I was forced to To ask about your help, I was very
ashamed. But your help is the last I hope for me. Dear xxxx, I
promise you that you will never regret our meeting. I will make you
the happiest person around the world.
DearxxxxI contacted my bank today for advice on how you can send
511 Euro. The bank informed me that I would not be able to make
transactions until I gave them the original of my passport. I don't
know why they have such strict rules. For every transaction with a
bank account, the bank requires the original passport. this is their
regulation. but the problem is that the embassy of your country took
my passport to paste the visa. for this reason, I cannot use my bank
account. for this reason I asked my sister Mariam. she will get all
the money in her bank account and give it to me. I send you banking
information:
First Name: Mariam
Last Name: Adeishvili
Home address:
The country: Georgia
City: Batumi
Street: Metaxa
The house: 10
Postal code: 6000
Beneficiary Bank: JSC CREDO BANK
Beneficiary’s Bank SWIFT: JSCRGE22
Internationak bank Account (IBAN ): GE93CD0360000069800572
Bank address:
The country: Georgia
City: Tbilisi
Street: R.Tabukashvili
The house: 27
Postal code: 0102
I never knew before that it was possible to miss someone so much whom
I've never seen with my own eyes. But it is. You have become my
reality. My safe haven. The thought of you is that ray of light that
breaks through my gray everyday life. I'm tired of this cold distance.
Tired of falling asleep in an empty bed and waking up with the thought
that you're not here. But you know what? Despite all this pain, I feel
incredible strength. Because you are my goal. My dream, which I strive
towards every day. Just the thought of our future meeting, of the day
when I can finally hug you, press my cheek to your shoulder, and
whisper, "I waited for you," gives me the strength to live, to work,
and to believe in the best.
I can already imagine that moment. Seeing you in the distance, the
world around me disappearing, and only we will remain. I promise, I
will hold you so tightly that you will feel all the warmth I've been
saving for you all these months. We will walk, holding hands,
laughing, being silent—just being together. I know we will be the
happiest couple in the whole wide world. Because our love has stood
the hardest test—separation. And we survived. Please take care of
yourself. You are my everything. Today I wish you only one thing: may
your day be filled with ease, may the smile never leave your face, and
may your mood be as wonderful as you are. I love you. Endlessly. So
much. So much that my knees tremble. I look forward to the day when we
will be together.
Yours Anastasiia