Hello xxx.
How are you doing over there? How's your mood, how has your day been so far? Oh, by the way, I should apologize for not replying earlier. It wasn't due to forgetfulness - I just got caught up in things. I was so happy when I got your message, believe me! What touched me most about your letter was how you opened up about losing your wife. I think it says a lot about you as a man, and I truly admire that. You sound like someone who knows what it means to love deeply and care genuinely.
I think I already told you my name, but let me repeat it - just in case, so it you remember it well! I'm named Miriam, but everyone who knows me closely call me Mimi. That nickname was given by my mom. She started calling me that when I was a little girl, and it stuck so much that even adults use it now. I'm 36 years old, but my mom still treats me like I'm that same little girl with two pigtails. I guess that's how it is for all parents - no matter how much we grow up, to them, we're forever their kids. Sometimes it's funny, and sometimes it's so heartfelt it makes you tear up.
I want to be honest with you right from the start: I'm divorced. I don't have children yet. But it's not a sad story - life just follows its own path, and I truly believe there's still so much to look forward to. I hail from Turkey. I grew up in a town called Erzurum - a cozy, mountainous place, that might be a little rough around the edges, but very dear to my heart. That's where my family is still based - they mean the world to me and think about them frequently. After graduating from university, I made my way to Samsun - it's located by the sea, and the air and atmosphere here are completely different. You know, my first day here is still fresh in my memory - everything felt brand new, somewhat daunting, but absolutely exhilarating! And I've called this place home ever since. Of course, I do make trips back to see my parents occasionally - because home is more than just a place, it's about the people who care for you.
How can I describe myself? I guess the main aspect is that I'm not the type to daydream excessively, even though I do allow myself to dream sometimes (because honestly, how can you not? ). Independence has always been a goal of mine, even as a child, so I took on jobs at a young age. At first, I started with minor part-time positions, but those instilled in me a respect for diligence, to understand the importance of time, and to believe in myself. They also taught me to never give up, even when things feel tough.
To be honest, this is my initial experience communicating online in this way. I've never written to someone this openly without knowing what they look like in real life or how they sound when they speak. So please be a little patient with me if I express myself clumsily or tend to write a lot.
I truly value the authentic and simple joys in life: the aroma of dinner filling the house, when everyone gathers around the table, sharing laughter and stories, when warmth, coziness, and love fill the air. I dream of one day having a garden - cultivating flowers, fruits, and vegetables, particularly strawberries - I have a special fondness for them! And of course, I want to be a beloved wife and a good mother - for me, that's a real dream, not just empty words.
Well, I think I've gone on too long again! I hope you're hanging in there and haven't dozed off halfway. I just genuinely want to be transparent. I can't pretend, and I dislike writing just for the sake of it. I want you to know the real me. I really hope you'll open up about yourself too - anything that matters to you. I'd be curious about it all - even the tiniest details, like if you like tea or coffee better. If you are okay with it, I might occasionally ask you some questions - not from a place of curiosity, but just because I wish to get to know you better.
Sending you yourself a wonderful day, filled with good moments and loving thoughts!
With kisses, Miriam from Samsun.