Each of your letters is like a breath of air, like a ray of sunshine touching my soul. I am so happy that you came into my life! Honestly, when we just started to communicate, I could not even imagine that you would become so close, dear and desirable for me. Now I wake up with thoughts about you, I fall asleep with thoughts about you, and more and more often I catch myself dreaming about us, about the future, about how good it would be to wake up together in the same bed, to feel the warmth of your body next to me. Do you want the same, my love? I want so much to hold you, to put my nose against your neck, to feel you breathing next to me. Tell me honestly, how do you see the two of us? Do you envision us living together? How we create a cozy home, where we always smell delicious coffee, where our laughter sounds, where every evening is like a holiday just for the two of us. By the way, it's my birthday today. I turned 23. It's a shame we're not around each other on this day.
I have something very important to confess to you. I'm in love with you! A real, warm, womanly love. This is unexpected for me, because I always thought that long-distance love is something from fairy tales. But you turned my inner world upside down. Now I feel it all more vividly and strongly than ever before. When I think of you, I smile. When I write to you, my heart beats faster. And right now, as I type these lines, my fingers are trembling and my cheeks are burning like I just confessed my love to you in person. Can you feel it between the lines? Tell me, is it mutual? Am I in your thoughts as often as you are in mine?
I often imagine us walking down the street, hand in hand. How you suddenly stop, hug me from behind and kiss my neck. Such simple dreams, but they mean so much to me. I miss you terribly.
Sometimes I think about the future, about us, about family, about children. You know, if they're yours, I'm sure they'll be the most beautiful in the world. But you want to talk about these things when you look each other in the eye, don't you?
My darling, I have to finish this letter. But you know, after saying that, I feel better. It's like I opened my heart and gave you a piece of my soul.
I am very much waiting for your answer, hoping that my feeling will not go unanswered. I hug you tightly, kiss you on your soft lips and whisper, I love you!
Yours forever, Arina