I am glad to see your new letter. Thank you for
your understanding. This is important to me. I tried to explain to you
in the last letter the following. My family and friends remember me
and care about me always. But they can't replace the love of my man to
me. I am trying to change it and I hope to find my true love very
soon. A MAN who will wake me up with kisses and sweet words. A MAN who
will give me flowers for no reason and buy croissants in the mornings
if he woke up earlier! A MAN who will love and respect me. And I
promise that our feelings will be mutual if this MAN is acting like
that. I want to share one secret with you. I think that this MAN is
you! I like our communication. I like to write to you and receive
gentle letters. I thank you that you make me wanted and important. I
like your character, appearance, thoughts. Do I scare you with this
confession? Do not get me wrong, I want to be honest with you.
Therefore I ask you to be honest with me too. Honest correspondence is
a guarantee of the future success of our possible relations in
reality! I thought earlier that virtual communication is not a serious
matter. But I see now that our relationship is growing, and something
good can happen in the future between us. Love is a very powerful
feeling! And this can happen suddenly and everywhere. So now I think
that love can happen on the Internet. I think that we should develop
our relations now and do not stop it. And I hope that we will have
success at the end! What do you think about my confession? What
thoughts do you have about our possible relationship in the future?
I trust you more after each of your new letters. I want to tell
something. I wrote to you earlier that I am a lonely girl. Therefore I
did not have a relationship with the man for long time. The reasons
for this are the following... I had a serious relations with the man
from London about 6 years ago. His name was James. We met with the
help of my friend Olha. Me and Olha studied at the same university
before. It happened this way: James was a friend of Richard. James
came to St.Petersburg (together with Olha and Richard so that he could
see Russia (as the tourist). Olha invited me to a restaurant when they
all came there. There I saw James for the first time. We liked each
other at once. Our relations developed quickly. We fell in love with
each other. James flew to London after he spent a month in St.
Petersburg. He came back to Russia to see me 3 times. We planned to
live and create a family together in UK. We thought that our happiness
would be eternal, but fate did something terrible. James went on a
business trip to Ukraine 5 years ago. He worked as a private reporter.
And the tragedy happened there. He did a video report about the riots
in there and has got pneumonia there. Ukrainian doctors couldn't
provide him with good medical care at the right time. His health state
got worse when he came back to London. James died due to pneumonia
complications. It happened on February 26. It was a big nervous shock
for me… I was able to overcome this loss, but it was hard for me. Year
later I met Russian man. I tried to come back to a normal life. This
man told me that he loved me. But all that was just a lie - He cheated
me with other women. I broke up with him when I found out the truth. I
met another man in 8 months after that. And he was also a liar. So I
made up my mind - I DON'T WANT to meet any Russian men anymore. All I
got from them was frivolity and lies only. I DON'T WANT to feel this
pain again. It hurts very much when the heart and soul are aching!
Have you ever felt this? I have not had a relationship with men for a
year and a half. I miss a male care and affection. So I'm in a search
now.
My friend Olha phoned me past year. She offered a nanny job for her
little daughter. And I thought then that UK is a good place to find my
happiness. And I can earn good money for my family at same time. I
remembered James, he was the only man who did not lie to me. Only he
gave happiness to me. Therefore, I think now that English men are
better than Russian men (my experience). English men are decent,
responsible and very romantic. This is the main reason for my interest
in men here. I hope that you will understand me. Did my story about
the other men offend you? I told you about it, because I trust you. I
think that sharing by our past experiences will make us more closer to
each other. Ralf, I want to talk to you by phone from time to time.
The best time for a phone call from 7 PM. My number
07883906316. Leave
me your number in next letter also. My phone does not get calls from
unknown numbers. I finish my letter now and I am waiting for the
answer from you. Your friend Helga
p.s. your english is great, can't wait to hear your voice
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