*Hello, ray of clear light, among the gray walls and negativity! I am glad
to receive your answer! We met on a dating site and agreed to get to know
each other better via email. Remember?True, I do not want to impose myself,
because I have been burned several times by people who played with my
feelings. So let's agree right away that if you are really interested in me
as a person, as a man, only then will you answer this letter. Okay? xxx,
I have only one thought in my head that has not left me for several years.
I will explain. I am a very kind, sympathetic, and sometimes naive guy. And
my kindness is often perceived as weakness. They begin to take advantage of
this and use it as a favor. But I am not a thing! I am alive! I just want
you to reciprocate my openness. My thought, my goal, my task is to find out
- does goodness and love exist in this world? I am ready to devote my whole
life to this, if necessary. I am a sociable and mobile person, I find new
acquaintances, even when not always intentionally. Like now. I registered
on a dating site for the first time, just to find out what it is and how it
works. And to meet you, and I could not tear my eyes away from your
profile. I sincerely believe that our meeting is not just a coincidence or
a confluence of circumstances. I believe in fate, and maybe it is with you
that I will be able to find the answer to my question about goodness and
love.  xxx  , I am really lonely in this country. I know that in your
country gays are treated with great respect, treated with warmth and
understanding, special territories and holidays are organized for them. The
temperament of your country is a cut above that of Russia. Here, people
seem to be stuck far back in the times of the Soviet Union, and are not
going to change. They accept gays as something new and unacceptable, which
means they humiliate, despise, and even beat. And no one can come to our
aid. Even the state is against us. All the people here are cruel and rude.
That's why we have to hide our orientation here and our views on the world.
This is one of the reasons why I want to leave Russia. Another reason is
the insane rule of our president! I'll say it right away, I AM AGAINST WAR!
I DIDN'T START THE WAR AND I DESPISE IT! I AM FOR PEACE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!
But I don't really want to develop this topic at the very beginning of our
acquaintance. We can discuss this later.  xxx  , I want to fly away from
this terrible country to where my beloved man will be waiting for me, with
whom I can calmly walk hand in hand without fear that now they will start
pointing fingers at us and laughing because I'm gay.xxx  , do you mind
if we get to know each other better? My name is xxx Svintsov. Which comes
from the ancient Greek language, which means \"to meet\" or \"to collide\". But
I also like it when they call me xxx or Tosha. I am 23 years old, and
during this time I have managed to open my eyes to the world a little. It
seems to me that I have seen even more than necessary, and understood too
early how life works.I live in the city of Yessentuki (in the Stavropol
region). It is considered a resort town due to its numerous health resorts
and sources of useful mineral waters. Our weather is different from most
cities in Russia, because our city is surrounded by mountain ranges and is
located at the foot of Mount Elbrus. Have you heard anything about this
mountain? It is considered the highest point in Europe (5416 meters above
sea level). And also, scientists have found out that it is an active
volcano! Can you imagine? 300 days a year are mostly sunny and do not boast
of precipitation. Behind the mountains is the Black Sea. I will send you
some photos to show the beauty of our region. On the bench, which is
against the background of the mountains, you are missing, hehe!If you want,
in the next letter I will tell you about the history of my family and my
youth. I'll say right away that this is a very sensitive topic for me,
because I had to go through a lot of difficulties, learning about my
ancestors.  xxx  , it was very interesting for me to write you a letter.
I haven't felt such enthusiasm for a long time, hehe. I'll be glad to read
your answer, and share with you my opinion about the situation in the
world, and of course, acquaintances! Photos are welcome!I'm trying to
convey to you my smile, which is now on my face.Your new friend, xxx!*