Hello XXXXX, I thought I'd never get a chance to see your letter again.
But here it is a little bit safer and I am writing to you!
I'm scared... Every day and night you can hear the screams of people,
explosions, this nightmare is beyond words! I try to calm the girl as
much as I can, but how can I do it when tears are flowing and my hands
are shaking? This time I had to sell my phone to feed us! Now I use
only an old netbook to have at least some connection with the outside
world. I can't imagine how much longer I can take it! This will not be
shown on the news, because this is an occupied territory, and not a
single community or organization works here. It's a real nightmare
here!
I just can't find words to describe the horror of the situation and my
daily life in this place! The invaders are not people, they rape women
and children. Men are being taken... People are hiding in apartments,
just like me... Today there was a knock on my door. I hugged the girl
and covered her ears so that she would not be so scared, we sat
quietly in the closet, did not open to anyone .....
How I must have bored you with my problems! Sorry. Just You are the
only one I trust now and I have no one else to share... I would like
to hear your voice now. Talk to you. But alas, that's not possible
while I'm here... More than anything, I want to be with you! I
sincerely thank God that he gave me such a wonderful person like you
and I can sometimes be distracted from this horror by communicating
with you. Your messages cheer me up, thank you very much for being
you!
It's still hard to be here. I want to go to free territory Ukraine! I
want to leave and save my life and the life of this girl! Children are
not to blame for anything. We can't be here! Most of all I dream of
leaving here, who would have thought that I would dream of such
things! And I found out how to do it. And I want to share this with
you! But you must understand that the path is very, very dangerous!
I have a friend who takes people out of here! A couple of neighbors
left my house in the same way, now they are safe. But unfortunately it
costs a lot of money and I'm ashamed that I can't afford it myself...
The carrier has a route, this road is difficult and long, the
diversion routes are more than 1,000 kilometers, and it has
arrangements for checkpoints, he is responsible for the passengers.
Therefore, people often use his services, and no difficulties arose.
As long as there is an opportunity, we must take advantage of it!
My love XXXXX, I need 800 dollars, 400 dollars per person, so that my ward
and I can leave the occupied Stakhanov! This is a huge amount for us.
I'm sorry, I'm crying and I'm ashamed, very ashamed to ask for this, I
have never made such requests before ... To be honest, I'm a little
worried about your answer. Our life and destiny may depend on your
answer! And I would like to connect my life with you!