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Анна Волчецкая (Мелешина)

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xxx,I'll tell you a little bit more about myself in this letter.I already wrote to you that my name - Alfinura. But you can call me - Angel. It's my nickname. All my friends call me such way...What is your real name?My phone number - +. But I'm not sure you can call me,because this is a Kyrgyzstan number, and I can receive calls only from Kyrgyzstan.I live in an little apartment, unfortunately I do not have a computer. So I write to you all the letters of the Internet cafe.I have already written to you that I was going to move to yourcountry. I get a student visa. I shall receive it approximatelyin a   month. I can work and learn. So I will be able to supportthemselves with money to live and study. So I can be independent fromanyone. We could see with you at leisure. And cheerfully to spend thistime. I have already written to you that I lived in Australia when I was years old. I lived there for about six years. So I am very fluentin English and writing. I loved living there. But I had to leave.Because my visa was over. I had a relationship with a man there,but he did not want to live any longer with me, so I did not renewthe visa because of it and returned to Kyrgyzstan. I do not like torecollect. Probably I shall tell you more about it when I learn youmore. Therefore do not remind me of it and do not ask me about it.I think it was my fault, because life in Kyrgyzstan is very difficult.This is a very corrupt country. And with our President Japarov, we haveno democracy here. It is very difficult to get a job. But I hope thatin a month I will have a visa to your country. so we will be able tocommunicate and meet with you not only through letters. Because it'salways nice to meet new friends. I do not know whether the relationshipbetween us, but I always wanted to be your friend.I have a few questions for you.               Now you have a relationship with a girl? When was your lastrelationship? And why did you break up? what attitudes you would like to find through Internet?I look forward to your reply.Alfinura.P.S. I have attached my pics. Do you like?

xxx,I know the internet is not a place where you can trust everyone.But I really want to believe you. I don't know why I have itfeeling, but I believe you.Here is my home address,-to Alfinura.Number apartment: - ,Name street - Omor Ata ,Taldy-Bulak(Village),Region (state) - Chui,Zip code - ,Country - Kyrgyzstan.-in case you decide to send me a card or a hand-written letter.Unfortunately, I can’t talk to you on-line, as I write lettersto you from the internet cafe and the time is limited there.I wish I could chat with you but right now it is just impossibleas I don’t have a personal PC. But I shall continue to sendyou email letters and pics. As I already told youI rent my apartment and I don’t have a phone there.Therefore I can not call to you. I have already givenmy phone number to you. I hope you get it. But my phonedoes not allow calls to other countries. For the reasonof limits here in Kyrgyzstan.Yes, I am going to come to your country. Somewherein a month. I am going to enter the Universityor college. I am doing all the paperwork for this now. That'swhy I asked you about the colleges or Universities close toyour place. So I could study and meet with you there.I shall live in campus.Do you want it? You want that I lived near to you in your district?Do not forget to send me your photos.As soon as I finish this letter I will go and have a short walk.You know walking is one of the things I adore. It is so nice tohave a long walk and then find some small cafe and get a cupof coffee there. I don’t have a car and I don’t really want tohave it right now. And it is too expensive for me. I have no moneyto buy a car. I have never tried to drive a car and I have no license.  Walking is much more pleasant. Unfortunately, most of the timesI have to walk alone. All my friends are married and they tryto spend more time with their families. I also like to go to themovie a lot. But do it rather seldom. Usually I go there with myfriends, but they don’t do this often. They try to spend moretime with their husbands and children. As I don’t have childrenand a husband, I try not to bother them often. Sometimes I feelrather lonely but I try not to think of this often. Any way, my city is too beautiful not to walk. My city is verybeautiful. There are so many places of culture there, lots ofmonuments. It is very green. It is especially beautiful inspring and in summer time when everything is awaken afterthe winter. I like nature very much and it is always a please to go somewhereto the country-side and to spend a day there. I like picnics,camping a lot. It is great to spend a day on the fresh air,especially when you are with friends or family. I try to enjoyit every time we do it but sometimes I feel very sad as I missnot having my second half near. Well, I am not going to be sad, as I am sure everything willbe fine. Please, tell me about your city? What is it?What’s interesting there?Alfinura.

xxx,Sorry for not writing to you for a long time.I am not really in a good spirit today.I had a very bad conflict at work. Some people here in Kyrgyzstan think that if they have lots of money they can do and Say everything they want. I had a conflict with one very rich Woman at work. She didn’t like the quality of the clothes. And was so rude with me. But I am just a shop-assistant. I am not the owner and I just sell things.Sometimes I feel that I am very tired from my life in Kyrgyzstan.I have nothing. I rent a very small apartment and can’t affordanything better. I get a very small salary and prices increasehere every year. But salaries are still the same. I was shockedwhen I get to the store to buy some food yesterday. Theyincreased prices again for milk products. Milk costs aboutone Euro which is too much. For-example, my salary is  kyrgyz som (KGS) a month. That's about  EURO, so you understand how small it is.And a half of it I pay for the apartment.And what is left I spend for food.Therefore I wish to leave to live in other country.Therefore I save money for a trip.I am just tired from a hard life here. And I want to move toa foreign country. I want to get another education, to finda good job there. That is why I am trying to get a student visa.I shall study and work. I shall work to pay training and my life there.I haven't decided yet what University I am going to come to. I am still searching information. I would like it to be close to you. I am doing the paperwork now. And as they told me my visa would be ready in a month. But I don't knowthe exact dates. It is just the way things are done here. As soon as I know everything, I will let you know.I want to have a more stable life for me and my future family.And what is more important I want have a strong man near meand to have a comfortable life for us. So I am trying to savemoney any way I can for my trip and studies. Please, forgive me for writing this to you. But I need to talkto you. It is sometimes so hard to be just by myself. Andsometimes I need a strong shoulder and a friend to cry and toget an advice. I know that you are a very understanding person. So, please,try to understand me. You are my friend and I trust you.Now I shall go to a bathroom. I like to lay in bathing with foam.It would be great to take a bath together. It is veryrelaxing. And I think it is rather romantic.You want it with me?Please, let me know what you think of this.Write me your thoughts and your dreams.Write a replay to me. Your letter will make me glad.I will wait with hope.Alfinura.

xxx,
Have I already told you my nick name?
This is an Angel. You can call me too!
Today I am writting to you why I am alone. I am so tired that
males sees on me as on beautiful pic only but not on woman.
I think that we have much in common  and may be if meet we
will understand that we are a good match. 
I am trying to get more information about the student visa
and I am doing a paperwork that is neccesary for it. There are
so many things that I should do for this but I think it is worth it. 
I am going to come to your country. I am sure I will get my visa.
And I want to know will you meet me there? You are my friend
and you are a very close person to me already. And I like you
very much. I feel that there is something between us.
I hope you too have the same feelings. Of course, I can’t say
that I know you very well. But I feel that you are close to me.
I wish to know you better. I wonder how it can be to spend
time with you,  to be with you, to cook together, to have dinner
together, to watch movies, to walk holding hands. 
Letters are good, they help to understand people better. But
only meeting can show the real feelings. When you can touch, look
into each other’s eyes, it says a lot. 
Please, tell me what you think of this. Would you like to meet me?
Any way you can be my friend. I will be in a foreign country and
I will need a person I can trust. And I trust you already and
I hope you do the same. 
Please, think on this and let me know if you too want to meet
with me.  I want it very much. I want to see you in real life,
to talk to you, to know you real but not only through the letters.
I think, I can trust you?
I already wrote to you, that all my pics is done by my friend Vika.
She says I have a beautiful body.
She is a very talanted photographer and I like to be her model.
She is my friend and is a very good girl. She usually takes pics
of me. We went to work together.
She works close to my place. She is a shop-assistant too.
Also today she has made 2 pics me and my passport.
I shall attach to you it in the following letter.
I will go now to get more information about visa.
I am going to get very important information.
I hope to hear good news.
I shall have information approximately in half an hour.
Alfinura.

xxx,
I do not know what to start my letter... 
I feel shame and offended. 
I just want to tell you that I am completely serious.
I have serious intentions to come and I am not going to lie to 
you. I am not a silly little girl that plays games to get money. 
Can’t you see it from my letters? 
I asked you to send me 300. And I feel shame for this.
But I had no other choice then to ask you. The problem is that 
I have only 7-10 days to pay for my visa. I didn’t realize 
I would Need the money so urgently. They took my papers and told 
me that I wouldn’t pay in 7-10 days, they would just refuse me. 
And then I will not have another chance to get visa.
It was a shock for me. I thought that I could just leave the
papers and then pay for it before the trip. I think I would be 
able to find the money by that time. But it was beyond my forces. 
I was shocked. 
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I went to all my friends and acquaintances. 
But all refused to me. 
They don’t give such a big sum of money. 
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I don’t ask my parents as they just don’t give me money. 
When the last time I asked them to help me, they refused me. 
They told me they had to support my brother and themselves. 
It hurt me. That is why I do not ask them about anything any 
more and I almost don’t talk to them.
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I asked my friend Vika to help me, but she had not such money.
She is married and has a child. And recently they have bought
an apartment and took it in credit. 
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I also went to the bank to check there. But they even didn’t listen  
to me. My salary is only 120 Euro. And they just can’t give me 300.
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I had tears. That is why I decided to ask you. And I feel shame for 
this. I understand that it is very difficult for you to trust the 
girl you have never seen before. Lots of women lied to foreigners. 
But I am not the same. I am real. And I am not going to lie to you! 
I promise! I ask you this money not as A present to me, I am going 
to give them back to you. As soon as I come there and start working 
I will give you money back. I told you I was going to study and to 
work. I will be able to pay for my studies and for my accommodation.
I already told you I was going to get a student visa.
I will be able to come to your country and to choose any university 
or college. I can stay there as soon as I finish it. I am going to 
choose the one that is close to you to be able to see you often.
I ask you one more time, please, understand me and send me 300.
Alfinura.

xxx,
Happy Merry Christmas! I do not lie to you. I am open and sincere with you. 
I don’t know what to do, no one from my relatives or friends can give 
me these money. I am in a hopeless situation. I can rely only on you.
Perhaps, if you don’t have the money, you can ask someone of
your friends or relatives? I ask you for for help but not to make
me a present. I will give the money back any way. Tell your friends
and relatives that I guarantee to give the money back. I tell you
once again I am going to work and to study in your country so
I will give the money back any way. Please, just believe me and
send me it. I need only 300 USD. 
I will give you the money back as soon as I come to your place. 
Next week they can just officially refuse me in visa. 
Please, understand that everything is ready there and I need just 
to pay for it. I will come to your place by all means if I pay 
300 now. All the paperwork is done. The problem is only money. 
It took me much forces to make all the paperwork for visa.
I had to visit all doctors to get a medical certificate.
It is one of the conditions of your government to allow people
only who are not sick. I am healthy. And there were many other
papers and it took me much forces and time to get all. And now
when there is only one step left, I am in the corner. I don’t
know who else to ask if not you. 
Everything is in you hands now. I hope you will do it soon and
send me money. 
I may not have any other chance to get visa. I hope you will
believe me. And I want you to know that I am sincere with you!
I hope I will touch your heart and you will have feelings to
me. I hope you will help me.
I’ve got up today with the thoughts about you and it is such
a happiness to know that I have a close person in my life and
I hope you feel the same about me.
My friends are really very good people. Perhaps, their life is
not really good and comfortable as you know the situation in
Kyrgyzstan. I already told you about this several times. 
Salaries are too small here. And many people have to save every 
rouble to buy a washing machine or a fridge. 
And my friends too have such difficulties.
But I am proud of them. They overcome all the difficulties together.
This is what I want to. I want to be together in joy and sorrows,
even if the life is not really comfortable, help each other,
understand each other.
I think that every person needs such a place where he feels
comfortable and safe. Especially, it is important for a woman.
We now have to be strong. Enjoy your day and think of me.
I pray that you have believed to me and have helped me.
Alfinura.