XXXX, my dear, beloved, my only XXXX, I don’t know how be. There
are tears in my eyes, pain in my soul because I cannot come to you. I
want to scream in pain. I don't know how to start this letter...
sorry....forgive me....forgive your stupid girlfriend who I swore that
I would be with you soon. Why??? XXXX Can you explain to me why??
...... Why is this????? Why is this happening? Why in this life
everything is not as you want. I lived, you lived, we didn't know each
other and were sad Without true love. But we found each other met and
are ready for We meet and are already almost confident in our feelings
for each other. But now it turns out that we can't meet. We may not
meet only because it is very expensive. When I heard how much the trip
would cost, I almost fell over to faint. XXXX, I asked them where
they got these prices. To me They explained that if I did all this
myself, there would be even more. Because I will need to travel and
get documents myself. And they have it everywhere contracts, and
therefore they do it cheaper and faster. I was asked, Would I sign a
contract for the trip? I refused. XXXX, I'm sorry, forgive me for
encouraging you, forgive me for being very I soon told you about our
meeting. I believe in our love and I believe that all dreams come
true. XXXX, I don’t know what to tell you, I understand that I am to
blame for you. Sorry, I don't know... As I told you, Today I went to a
travel agency. I found out everything about my possible trip to you,
and what package of documents I will need. WITH On the one hand, I’m
incredibly glad that everything turned out to be not as difficult as I
assumed. On the other hand, I'm very upset. For all my expenses
(documents + insurance + tickets) I will need $1360. Registration of
documents in the accelerated program lasts 12 days, this costs an
additional $200. Separately, each document and Plane tickets are not
expensive. But when everything comes together amount, then this is
already a large amount. Of course, I assumed that the trip will be
expensive. But when I found out how expensive it was! I was in the
shocked... My salary is only 450 dollars. That's all you have Eat me.
The total amount I need is $1,260. Perhaps now you understand that it
is simply impossible for me to pay for this trip on my own. I am
sending you this letter and I will wait for an answer. If my expenses
are also expensive for you, then I will I will understand without a
doubt. I don't want to, and I'm ashamed to ask you for help. But in
this situation, I myself am really powerless. I understand what it is
shame on me. I don't want to lose the chance for our meeting, because
this is a chance for a real relationship between us! I love you, I
love you with all my heart and I want to scream so loudly that you can
hear about it!!!!! I need you and your love!! I beg you to forgive me
for being so stupid and didn't know everything about it in advance. I
thought my savings would be enough, but not enough. I just didn't
know. Excuse me XXXX!!! If I knew it was so expensive, I wouldn't
say this is for you. XXXX I don't know how to do this, I understand
that you, probably now they are offended by me and most likely don’t
want to be with me communicate, because I deceived you, I swore to
come soon, but I can’t, XXXX but I beg you, don’t leave me. Because
you're the best I am Life, there is nothing more beautiful in you than
you. And just for you I live and will live, and I understand that. I
hope you understand this and I I will receive your letter tomorrow.
Sorry, I really didn't know, I didn't is to blame for this. I didn't
want to cheat if I knew how much it was worth it, I would immediately
I told you so. Noah didn't know. I am begging you XXXX, I'm sorry.
Yours and only yours, loving and tender. Ekaterina