My lovelyxxxx, after the last message to you, I was detained by the police because of my medical profession.
It was a shock to me when I was informed that I was being ordered to do military training without fail.
Our government has called it "mandatory training for medical professionals".
If I refused, they threatened me with a prison term of up to five years.
I felt like my world had turned upside down, and I didn't know how to react to the situation.
As a medical professional, my job is to help people and save lives.
I have dedicated my life to this noble cause and have always tried to do everything in my power to help those in need.
But now, I find myself in a situation that is completely out of my control.
xxxxx, I couldn't write or call you earlier.
On the territory of the hospital there is no means of communication other than military radios.
And only some officers have satellite phones.
My lovely, being in the military was something I never imagined myself doing.
I had always thought that I could serve my country in a different capacity, but now that I am in this situation.
I was forcibly, against my will, forced to do my duty as a medical worker in a war zone.
Our field hospital is located west of the city of Kramatorsk - a city in the Donetsk region of Ukraine.
The first medical company named after Pirogov of the National Guard of Ukraine is located here.
The city of Bakhmut, where fierce battles are now taking place, is only 45 km away.
Fighting near the city of Bakhmut has been going on since June last year.
I saw with my own eyes the consequences of the war.
Despite the fact that I am a doctor, in the first days here, I couldn't stand it and I felt bad.
Every day, dozens of guys and men are brought to our field hospital with injuries of varying severity.
We provide first aid, stabilize the condition of the wounded.
And then they are taken to hospitals in different cities of Ukraine.
On top of that, I spent all this time undergoing military training and learning how to use weapons and tactics.
It has been exhausting, physically and mentally.
Today we have a raid into a war zone. This is the first time I have left the location of the hospital in all this time.
And I mustered up the nerve and asked for a smartphone from one of the soldiers accompanying us.
I took a couple of photos and I'm sending it to you. So that you understand what's going on here.
xxxx I really miss you, your letters and photos...
During my stay here, I got a lot of new experience.
And I hope I never have to put this experience into practice again.
It has also taught me to be more disciplined, focused, and resilient.
I have a few more days left before I can go home.
I'm happy that it's all over and I hope I can forget it all in time.
xxxxx not a day went by that I didn't think about you.
My love, thoughts of you have helped me in many difficult situations during this time.
And believe me, such situations were enough in excess.
I will be waiting for your answer. I think in a few days I can answer you.
Gently kiss and hug you my lovelyxxxxx
Always your Valentyna.
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