I do not know what to start my letter...
I feel shame and offended.
I just want to tell you that I am completely serious.
I have serious intentions to come and I am not going to lie to
you. I am not a silly little girl that plays games to get money.
Can’t you see it from my letters?
I asked you to send me 300. And I feel shame for this.
But I had no other choice then to ask you. The problem is that
I have only 7-10 days to pay for my visa. I didn’t realize
I would Need the money so urgently. They took my papers and told
me that I wouldn’t pay in 7-10 days, they would just refuse me.
And then I will not have another chance to get visa.
It was a shock for me. I thought that I could just leave the
papers and then pay for it before the trip. I think I would be
able to find the money by that time. But it was beyond my forces.
I was shocked.
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I went to all my friends and acquaintances.
But all refused to me.
They don’t give such a big sum of money.
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I don’t ask my parents as they just don’t give me money.
When the last time I asked them to help me, they refused me.
They told me they had to support my brother and themselves.
It hurt me. That is why I do not ask them about anything any
more and I almost don’t talk to them.
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I asked my friend Vika to help me, but she had not such money.
She is married and has a child. And recently they have bought
an apartment and took it in credit.
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I also went to the bank to check there. But they even didn’t listen
to me. My salary is only 120 Euro. And they just can’t give me 300.
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I had tears. That is why I decided to ask you. And I feel shame for
this. I understand that it is very difficult for you to trust the
girl you have never seen before. Lots of women lied to foreigners.
But I am not the same. I am real. And I am not going to lie to you!
I promise! I ask you this money not as A present to me, I am going
to give them back to you. As soon as I come there and start working
I will give you money back. I told you I was going to study and to
work. I will be able to pay for my studies and for my accommodation.
I already told you I was going to get a student visa.
I will be able to come to your country and to choose any university
or college. I can stay there as soon as I finish it. I am going to
choose the one that is close to you to be able to see you often.
I ask you one more time, please, understand me and send me 300.
Zhibek.
P.S.
I almost forgot to write to you.
Yes, today I saw an error in my passport.
But it's not my fault!
This is the mistake of the local passport center!
They issue documents for travel to other countries.
I received my passport on September 1st.
And from joy I didn’t see that there is a mistake.
Today I have already filed a complaint
and they promised to fix the bug in the coming days!
Unfortunately, our country is a "third world"!
Read about Kyrgyzstan on the Internet and you will understand everything!
There is a lot of bureaucracy here...so I want to get out of here.
Here, officials treat ordinary people as second-class.
Once again I will repeat! IT'S NOT MY FAULT!
mistake promised to fix in the coming days.
And most importantly, it won't affect my trip!
Now you understand that I am a real girl with real
problems, and not a computer BOT???!!!