My dear xxx, hi!!!
Thank you a lot for your letter, honey! You know after this letter I
will not be able to write you as my money for the translations are
expired and I have no possibility to pay for the translations right
now again I knew that my translational account is almost empty
already when I wrote you my previous letter, but I didn't tell you
about it anything as I hoped to find some money for it before today. I
could not find any money, sorry. Because of quarantine my salary is delayed.
None of my friends could not help me too
I thought a lot about what shall we do with our further
correspondence, I slept so badly last night because of it I thought
about all the opportunities and made a conclusion that the only
possible and effective way to keep our contact before we will meet in
person is to use the service here atthis local translational firm. It
is of course if you want to meet me
in person!! I hope you do as I want it a lot
Let me share with you how did I make such a decision. I really tried
to View translation in Google but this kind of communication is not
acceptable as 80% of our words will be lost in translations if we will
use Google. Also I have not a personal computer and to use an Internet
cafe is not for free too. But even if I had a personal computer it
would not help a lot. Second possibility would be if I had a friend
who speaks English so she could help us to View translation our letters but
none of my friends speaks English, people mostly don't speak English
here in Ukraine at all. Thirdly, we can delay our correspondence till
the time I will be able to pay for it again but I don't know when it
will happen in a month or in a half a year as I earn only 200$ per
month and it is hardly enough for food and all the savings I had I
used for photos and letters for you, so if we will decide
to stop for an uncertain time it will not keep our relationships on
the proper level. To have a good chances for future together we have
to correspond properly! Our letters to each other have to be like
little miracles, little surprises which will make every day brighter
and warmer! But never the less I am ready to wait for you any time it
will be necessary!!
So I believe that having a proper correspondence is very important,
that is why I don't know what to do and will be waiting for your
decision. Please think about it! I just wonder may be you can help me
to pay at least for several letters till the time I will save some
money for correspondence?? My translator says that some of her clients
from abroad help their ladies with money for the translations and in
such a way they keep their contact until they will meet in person as
Ukrainian ladies mostly can't afford paying for the translations to
correspond with their men. But I don't know if this option will be
acceptable for you or not I hope it will be as it could be a good
solution for us. Please share with me your thoughts about it as sooner
as possible! And nevertheless I am ready to be patient with you as I
find your letters extremely special... Hope you are ready to be
patient with me!!! And remember that I am going to learn English
soon!! I am desperate
Always yours Valery