Hi x, thank you for your letter!
Sorry, I was a little late, your pixels got into spam, but I thought I'd look there)) I read the letter about you with great satisfaction, although I hope that I will learn a lot more))) And the photo, you have a shocking smile, from here I can deduce that you are a very cheerful checkman, this is great))) Tobka and I actually have common goals and I think that this is already a bad start.
I would like to tell you my story...I think after it you will understand why I am looking for a man behind a granite face.
I divorced my husband 4 years ago... Our relationship began when we went to school. We studied at the university from the 5th grade, and at the end of the 11th we began to meet. Our relationship was good from the very beginning... We were the first to each other and experienced a lot of things together together. I've always been a homely girl and I've never kissed anyone before. It so happened that we went to one institution, bought it, and after graduation we got married. I felt like I was trapped behind a stone stele. Of course, there were quarrels sometimes, but we never really quarreled. I started from scratch, the road builders helped a lot. We lived in his apartment separately from everyone else. Money was always not enough, but this did not prevent us from being happy. A lot of work was done, repairs were slowly made in the kvarptir. How much love and work we put into it, we did a lot with our own hands. There were also difficult moments in our life, but I knew that everything could be overcome.
x i really wanted a child, but my husband was proactive, he said that you need to live for yourself. But when the daughter appeared, the husband reconciled himself to the fact that we are now parents. But at a certain moment, difficulties began.
It all started pospenno… There were no visible signs, but I felt that something was happening to my ex...
He became different... I tried to talk to him, I tried to tell him what had happened... but he "shut up" from me and said that everything was fine, don't make it up... and then, I found a piepisk in his phone with a" colleague " at work. I have never seen either his phone or mail and have always been happy and I think that this is unacceptable for a relationship, I have always trusted him, but that morning someone forced me to take his phone. And there... The world collapsed, an abyss opened in front of me, my hands were shaking, everything was shaking inside, I just couldn't believe that my husband could write words of love with a drulga. it was a shock. I won't go into details, we did it with him, he said that he didn't want it, but it happened so, his heart is drawn to her, asked me for forgiveness, said that he didn't know what was going on.
I gave him the task, said that if you don't love me anymore, then what else? Get a divorce. At that moment, these words were said on emotions and without awareness, I just couldn't believe what had happened, and he agreed and said that he saw no other way out. I realized that this was the end and I was gone.
They divorced us quickly, and now I'm alone for a long time... for a long time I tried to get out of that ocean of bitterness and resentment that flooded me. I tried to be strong and, as best I could, I turned to the light. In general, I am a very positive person in my life and I try to believe in the best, it can be seen that it helped me most of all. I thought at first that I had to do something because I didn't know anything, but I couldn't live and see his sad eyes and know that he was thinking about someone else. During the time since our departure, I have overestimated a lot, I have spent a lot of time, I try to distract myself and not sit still, communicate with people. I haven't had a relationship with anyone since the divorce. Neither marine nor physical... it's hard. It's hard to believe again, it's even harder and more terrible to be deceived again.
Immediately after the divorce, this girl came to him in our apartment with a newly completed renovation, they got a dog, bought a new car, went to the sea, gave birth to a child already inspired by him, and this thought covered me, knocked the ground out from under my feet even more-after all, he did not have children with me, the ass did not earn money. I was with him when we didn't have money for movies and normal food... and when he began to earn well, I was not needed. And that other one stuck to everything ready…
x i try to believe in the best, look at life with optimism and enjoy every day, enjoying everything that I have, and I have a lot and I earn well myself, and I have never depended on a man. The bolle after the divorce! I pray that I will not lose faith in the love and faith of people. I'm sorry, for the moly cry of the soul. I'm sorry for the stupid story. I sincerely envy my sister who has found her destiny and happiness... she has been living abroad for many years and has eaten by the way with her lover on the Internet.... She then suggested that I also register on websites and try to find my happiness there... I did not believe that such a thing was possible, but looking at how my sister now lives in England and she already has two children from an Englishman, I decided to try it too.... I feel that there is something between us and I want you to know everything about me. In order not to lose our connection, will you tell me about yourself? What happened to your relationship? How do you see the reason for such an outcome? If there is no game for you, think about it, I will be very proud and I will wait very much for an answer.
Julia