Hi my xxx,
How are you? Today I've the big desire to write to you. How are you
doing today? What’s new? I am fine over here and I was very glad to
hear from you because I miss you very very much!!! I am thinking about
you all the time, you are very dear to me.
xxx, you know, today I woke up with sun beams that were coming out
of my window and my first thought was about you!
I was laying in my
bed and thinking, imagining that may be some wonderful day we’ll be
waking up together like this and the first thing you will do when you
wake up is kissing me and wishing me a good morning and I will do the
same for you. You know, I liked that thought
Who knows, may be some
day it will be the reality? How do you think? Would you like that,
hun?
I suppose I can tell you about my bad experience in relations. If you
are not interested in it you may stop reading the letter. I won't be
offended. I think I can tell you the story because you have become
very very close to me recently. I hope you have an idea of the problem
with alcohol in Russia and I suppose you understand why I don't want
to look for a husband in Russia. Let's begin since the very first day
of the acquaintance. I worked in the clinic as a the children's
therapist's assistant. I was going home after my work but it began
raining and I could not go because I had left my umbrella at home. It
was summer but never the less I didn't want to get wet and to take a
cold. I was standing under the roof of the building waiting till the
rain would stop. But the rain was not going to stop and I wanted to go
home in the rain. But a young man was going in my direction with an
umbrella. He saw that I couldn't go with an umbrella and offered me to
take his one. I asked him: "And what about you?" He said that he would
spend some time in the clinic and may be the rain would stop soon. I
asked how I would be able to return him the umbrella. He said his
adress to me and his name. His name is Nikolay. It was not far from
the clinic. I wrote down his adress and promised to give him the
umbrella the next day in the evening. On my home I thanked the yuong
man and asked the God to stop the rain. But it was raining the whole
night. I cursed myself that I had taken the umbrella and that he was
wet to the skin because of me. I didn't sleep a wink at night. The
next day in the clinic was so long for me. I was looking forward to
finishing my work to give the umbrella back to Nikolay. I wanted to
learn how he was. As soon as my working day was over, I chanded my
working clother and left my work. Nikolay was standing at the door
smiling. It turned out that he remembered the time when my work was
over. He came to meet me. I asked about his health at once. He said
that everything was all right. He didn't get too wet because he was
running home. Then we walked for a long time. We talked a lot. My mum
had died already and I was alone. He was the dearest and the closest
man in the world for me at that time. He saw much of each other at
time. But i didn't invite him my house I wanted to check him. Once we
were invited to a Birthday party of his friend. I agreed to go to see
his friends, as i wanted to know more about him. Nikolay didn't drink
even champagne. I thought it was because of me, because I didn't drink
as well. But his friends told me that Nikolay really didn't drink
alcohol. I liked Nikolay. I think so did he. We became more than
friends and he began to live in my house. First 2 months we were very
happy, we were on the seveth heaven. But then he got a very good job.
He became a truck driver. He made much money. But he began drinking
alcohol. At first a little bit - then more and more. He didn't sleep
at home at night. When he was drunk he began beating me. I tolerated,
I beared it. I thought he change for the better, that he would the
same he had been before. But nothing chanded. Once I was beaten by him
bitterly and left my house. He didn't came back 9 days. Our friends
told me that they had seen Nikolay with other girls. I came to the
conclusion that it was enough to bear it. When he came back he even
wasn't sorry and didn't apologize. I don't think that he had forgotten
that he had beaten me. I didn't say a word in the evening. I started
the talk in the morning when he was sober. So I made him leave my
house forever. He was shouting, screaming and he even broke a foto in
the frame where my mom and I were. I saad to him that I would call a
police, well he had gone. Forever. Now I am happy that I didn't marry
him. Don’t want such relations once again. Almost all Russian men
drink alcohol alot that's why I don't want to have any relations with
them. I suppose you understand me. I'm sorry my letter is too long.
But I wanted to show you what I am feeling.
I am very happy that I got acquainted with you. I hope our
communication will never stop. Marina has told to you "Hi". I have to
finish me letter. Thanks that you write me.
With all my heart, your Valentina
P.S. By the way, I have overlooked to tell to you. Today building
expert have repaired my pipes on water supply and a heat supply. I am
happy! Now I can not freeze in the winter. It is very little necessary
for the lonely woman for happiness!!! (smile) Мy pipes on water supply
and a heat supply was repaired by the same carpenter who repaired Nina
door.
Seiten: 
Valia <valya.milashka377@outlook.com> (Gelesen: 16923 mal)
Link zu diesem Thema
