You know, with each new day, when I come to read your letters, my mood gets better. And today I caught myself thinking that I was in a great hurry here. My intuition told me that I will see your answer today. I already told you in one of my letters that I really trust my intuition. And I am glad that my intuition turned out to be right again. I read your letter, and now I will write you an answer. I hope you have everything well there and no problems? If you have something to share with me, you know I am always ready to hear it. I really know how to listen and understand people. I understand that during our daily life we   have an accumulation of various negative emotions. And if all this will accumulate for a long time inside us, then it can have a very bad effect. We can be angry, have a bad mood, and have no desire to do something good. I don't want people to be angry, that's not right. Therefore, I am always ready to listen to what you want to tell me, do not be afraid that I will not be able to understand it or it will not be interesting to me. I am interested in absolutely all your thoughts. The only thing is, at the moment I'm still not ready to talk to you on very intimate topics, such as sex, I'm sorry.
I perfectly understand that sometimes you may get the feeling that I ignore what you write or do not give you my opinion. I'm sorry if it happens like this and you have such sad thoughts. But, I do it because it seems to me that sometimes you just need to speak out, write everything that is in your thoughts, soul and heart. I read it carefully and remember it. But I don’t tell you my opinion about it, just because I understand that after you wrote to me, it became much easier for you. Sometimes I am not sure if I have the right to tell you my opinion or that my opinion can somehow offend you. I would never want that. But, I feel that I was able to help just by listening to you, and I become calm as well. I hope that I am not wrong about this? Anyway, if you think that I should comment and give you my opinion on what you wrote before, then I ask you to write again and remind me of it. I will definitely give you my opinion on this. Because I really don't want there to be any doubts, mistrust or misunderstanding between you and me. For my part, I promise to do everything to prevent this from happening.

In my life at the moment everything is stable and calm. The weather makes me happy, I don't worry about trifles. You know, sometimes it seems to me that lately I've started to think too much about you, about our communication, about our acquaintance. And with each new letter I want to know you better and better. Therefore, I decided to make this letter somewhat different from my previous letters. I decided to ask you some of the most important questions that interest me about you. And also I will write you my answer to these questions in detail. I hope that it will not be difficult for you to answer these questions in detail as well.

1) Do you like our e-mail correspondence? What do you get from this, what emotions, and do you want to continue it as well?

I understand that I have already asked you a similar question, only in a different form. But, I'm just a girl (smile). And we girls tend to worry, it is important for us what the person who is really interesting to us thinks of us. And you really are that kind of person to me. I am extremely glad that you and I started our acquaintance in letters. Communication with you gives me a new experience. This communication allows me to understand myself better. I see and feel that you are a really kind, caring and very interesting person. I understand that you have a great life experience, and you are ready to share it with me. And it really means a lot to me and I really appreciate it. And of course, I want all this to be continued and developed further.

2) What is the most important thing for you in this life? For what could you change your principles, do incredible things, and what do you strive for very much?
You know, I'm sure that if you ask a lot of people this question directly, you might get different answers. And if these answers are sincere, then you can get options such as family, friends, work, etc. Unfortunately, in the modern world, all this will not be surprising or not true. But this is not my case! I think that you could already understand from my previous letters the answer to this question. And it remains and always will be the same. For me, the most important thing is family. Complete, happy, based on love, trust, care and mutual respect. And in order to get a family and keep it, I am ready for anything. And it is not just words. Only a family can give a person true happiness, peace and support. No one, friends or work can ever replace this. Bad mood and work, it can come easily and easily go away. Friends are of course very important in our lives, they can also provide some degree of support and care. But you will not spend every day with your friends, because they have their own affairs and families. But family is something that shouldn't depend on mood or work! If you have a real, strong family, then for the sake of this you yourself will do everything possible so that it never disappears. And if, nevertheless, once a lack of mood or work could destroy a family, then this family was never real. No external circumstances can ever destroy a real family. I'm sure about it! And I really want to have such a family. For this I am ready to do everything possible and impossible. The most important thing is that next to me could be the person with whom we absolutely coincide in our life goals.

3) This question, I would like to write as a continuation of the previous one. How important is it for you to have absolute trust with the person with whom you plan to connect your life? And how difficult is it to gain or destroy that trust?

For me, having absolute trust is very important. I cannot call myself a naive little girl. But, at the same time, I am not a paranoid who in every word, in every event looks for only negative moments and dirty tricks. I trust people as much as they trust me. If I see and feel that a person is sincere with me and does not try to appear in a beautiful image that does not correspond to reality. If I see that a person does not avoid direct, sharp questions and is always ready to answer it. If a person has never deceived or betrayed me. Then I will be as sincere and open with such a person. Otherwise, I will simply stop communicating with such a person. I don't want to waste my life trying to fix, change, and make someone better. It is much easier just not to communicate with such an innocent, negative person. At the same time, I understand that in order to gain this mutual trust, it takes some time and different life circumstances. And in this case, I will trust the person until the moment when the person gives me a reason not to do this.





4) How often have you been wrong in your life? And are you able to forgive people and give them a second chance or a third?

I understand that all people are wrong in this life. Someone more often, someone less often. And I never judge people for that. I always try to first understand the reason a person made a mistake. And only after that, make any conclusions. I know one thing that each of us is able to learn from our mistake, so all we need to avoid repeating these mistakes is to carefully look at them and understand their reason in order to correct it in the future. Each of us has the right to be able to correct our mistakes. only then will a person be wisdom and smarter!

I hope that it will not be difficult for you to answer these questions of mine. And also that it was interesting for you to read my answers. As always, I will look forward to your reply. I wish you a good day and only the most positive events and good mood.
Your friend Eiyrada.

My dear xxx
Today is another wonderful day in my life. I went to check my mail and still was a little worried if I would see your letter again today! It is great that I have your letter in my mailbox. This means that everything that I am trying to carry to you, you are reading this and you like my words.

As always, I was delighted to receive and read your last letter. In your responses, I try to notice some personal things that interest me. Even if you don't say something in plain text, I can feel and understand it. And I really like it very much. Because, having an understanding of you as a person, I also have great sympathy for you, which becomes stronger every day. Sometimes I catch myself thinking that I really think about you too much and often. Sometimes it even scares me, but I can't help myself (smile). It scares me because I didn't think I could find someone as good as you so far away from me. And having all this our communication, I am really convinced that you are a very good person. In your letters, you open your inner world for me and I really like it. But, sometimes I think that all this can only remain in our letters, all our communication, understanding and sympathy. And at these moments I also feel a little sad. I understand that any relationship needs to be developed in the real world, and this is the best way. But, at the same time, I understand that in order to take this serious step and continue to get to know each other in the real world, it takes more time. You know, having had some sad experiences with men in my country, I really became more careful. And I am very afraid to make mistakes, I am afraid that all these are just my illusions and beautiful images that I have created in my head. Therefore, I constantly need to see and feel reciprocity, support and understanding in your letters. I think this is not much to ask for? You must understand that I am just a girl, and all these fears, doubts and insecurities are an integral part of feminine nature. And I cannot fight it and sometimes it breaks out in my letters.
Probably slow down, write about all these things. I am afraid that you will think that I am in a hurry too fast. I don't want negative thoughts to arise in your head. I would never want to have irritation and negative thoughts between you and me.
But at the same time, I really want to share with you all the thoughts and feelings that are inside me now. Therefore, you are the reason why all these things appear in my head (smile). No, I don't blame you for this. I am really grateful to fate for giving me the chance to get to know you and get to know you better. In any case, if you think that I should not write to you something, then you must tell me about it. Although in previous letters I asked you to write to me if something does not suit you in my letters to you. but so far I have not noticed that you are correcting me, I see that everything suits you. ... It is much better to accept the truth right away than to live in illusions, dream or make any plans.

In my life, I communicate a lot with people, because of my work, I contact a lot with people. all so different. sometimes, when I'm bored, I try to amuse myself or to keep myself occupied. For this reason, I begin to observe a person, his actions, movement. even that not a long period of time that I spend with the person to whom I deliver the goods for my work, I manage to draw a conclusion about the person, it is sometimes funny. Namely, the funny thing is that all people are so strange and interesting, sometimes I think that anyone can say about me that I am very strange or funny. although I myself do not think so, each of us thinks of himself that he is an ordinary person and that there are no oddities in us. But if you ask a question to a person who has been with you for some time and for some reason he does not like you, or this person simply does not have the mood, then the person can say about you that you are just very strange, this is so funny. that's why in my letters I try to explain to you more about myself and give a big map to you, about myself. I hope all this was really not boring for you today and it somehow distracted from everyday thoughts and gave you a smile on your face.

This concludes my letter. I see and understand that I again began to write too much to you about my thoughts, and perhaps all this is not so interesting to you. But in any case, I am grateful to you for reading all this (smile).
I will wait for your next letter. Your Eiyrada.

My beloved xxx  wrote me another long-awaited letter. And as always, it made my mood the most wonderful! Because every day when I receive your letters is bright, joyful for me and brings a lot of positive mood. You are truly my magician who performs such miracles. It's amazing, but when I wrote you the previous sentence, Charles Perrault's children's fairy tale "The Sleeping Beauty In The Woods" came to my mind. I think you read, or do you know what this fairy tale is about? In this fairy tale, an enchanted beauty, bewitched by an evil witch, hangs sleeping in a crystal coffin on chains, and the prince frees her from this dream by kissing and they begin a new happy life. And I am sure that you became for me this very prince who saved me from a long sleep. Of course, we don't have the first kiss yet, but I think it only depends on some time (smile). But, your first response to my short letter - it was such a first kiss for us. Which awakened my interest in life again, revived my heart and breathed a dream into my soul. All this could be done only by a "real prince", and I am glad that I met such, met you! I think you won't mind if sometimes I call you my prince? And I also hope to become that very princess for you, the best, the most beautiful and of course the most beloved. With me you can forget all the bad things that happened in your life before me. I'll show you what true love should be. What real happiness this love is capable of giving, and what pleasure it can deliver. I'm sure it's within my power. Of course, if I see counter steps from your side. I really want my relationship with you to be the only one for the rest of my life. I understand that we both have had some bad experiences before. You and I know what pain and disappointment are. And I really want us to forget these terrible feelings forever. So that harmony, tranquility, mutual respect and love always reign in our life. And then we will both be very happy. I am sure that both you and I have learned to draw conclusions from various life situations and now we know perfectly well what we want from this life and how we want it.
Reading all your previous letters, I understand that our goals and desires coincide. I see and feel that we have a lot in common in our views on this life. And, also, we have warm feelings between us that we want to preserve and develop. And all this taken together, this is already a very good basis for starting something serious. Tell me, do you agree with me on this? Or do you think that I am mistaken in this and we still have a long time of communication by email in order to receive everything that I wrote to you in this letter? You know, your opinion is always interesting to me. I do not want to make decisions on my own and only based on my feelings or ideas. I believe that we should always make all decisions together.
As  planned,  yesterday  I had a meeting with my friend Aliviya. I've
written you about her a couple of times before. We met yesterday in a
cafe. We drank delicious fruit tea and ate a slice of cake. We chatted
for  about 2 hours. And almost all this time, we only talked about me
(smile). At the very beginning of the meeting, she was again surprised
at  some  changes in me. She even joked that if she saw me in another
1-2 weeks, she probably wouldn't recognize me at all (smile). She said
that she looked very dreamy, there was a happy sparkle in my eyes and
it  was noticeable that I wanted to talk and share all this with her.
So  basically  she  just  listened,  sometimes  asked some clarifying
questions and looked at me carefully. I told her how quickly I managed
to  fall in love with you, what a good, kind, interesting man you are
and a lot of my own thoughts about you and my dreams. In the end, she
said some conclusion and it sounded something like this. “Eiyrada You are an adult girl, I don’t want to teach you about life, but you are my close friend and I want you to be fine and you never suffer. I only ask you to be careful, you know, in letters you can create a beautiful image that will not coincide with reality and this can become a big and painful disappointment. I see that I am sincerely in love with him and your heart tells you that everything will be fine. But do not forget to also think with your head sometimes. I think you understand that the best test of a man's words is his deeds? And if words coincide with deeds, then this is really a real and worthy man "
My love, I do not want you to think that my friend has a bad opinion of you. It is not true. I told you that she has more difficult life experiences with men, so she is now overly cautious and suspicious. I understand that she is worried about me and does not want me to suffer. But, this is my life, my choice and I myself make decisions.

My beloved xxx , in my previous letters, I told you that I am not ready to write and discuss only one topic with you. These are intimate conversations about sex. And you know I think I'm ready to talk to you about it. But I don’t want our communication to become only talk about sex. Therefore, I want to devote my next letter to this topic. I have different fantasies about you and me and I plan to write to you about this in my next letter. I hope you find it interesting and enjoyable. But, I do not want to write such letters often, because otherwise it will be very difficult for me to fall asleep every night, remembering all this. Tell me, do you have such fantasies about me?

This concludes my letter today. I wish you the same good mood as mine today. I wish you success in all your endeavors there and with great impatience, as always, I will await your reply.
I love you, my prince.
Your Eiyrada.

My beloved xxx, as always I was very glad to see your letter. Your answer gave me even more strength and confidence that we need to take the next step in our relationship. I was very glad to see and understand that you liked my last letter and my fantasy. Perhaps it was not as passionate and detailed as you would like, but you must not forget that I am a simple, homely, modest girl (smile). But I am sure that if you allow me, in the near future I will be able to show you all my passion, love and desire for you. I think it will be much more interesting and enjoyable than just reading such fantasies (smile). That's enough about it, otherwise I will have excitement again (smile).

How are you there? Hope you have a good mood and health, and the weather doesn't make you sad? Because everything is fine here, the sun is shining brightly and this makes my mood even better. I have the feeling that today absolutely everything is in perfect harmony in what surrounds me with my mood, my feelings and thoughts. I have really forgotten the last time I had such a light, such a wonderful mood. It's like I'm flying in the clouds with happiness and everything around me is just as positive and bright. It's really not easy to explain in words what I feel right now. Probably, this state is close to euphoria. And if now I had the opportunity to look you in the eyes, hug you, kiss and talk for a long time, then I would be ready to die that day (smile). Because it would be the best day in my entire previous life, and my heart could stop from an overabundance of feelings, emotions and joy. I guess I will never get tired of saying "thank you" for the fact that you appeared in my life !!! Thank you that thanks to you I can live and enjoy this life again. I can dream and make plans again. I understand that before I can fulfill my main dream and achieve my main goal, it only remains to take a few steps. And I really hope that you will agree to take these steps with me. I am afraid to think that all these are just my naive illusions and your intentions regarding me are not as serious as I would like.
I'm  sorry,  but I'm just a girl and similar fears are inherent in us
(smile). I think that only after I can be with you together, I can completely calm down. I sent a photo with my mom, please take a look.

Therefore, my beloved, in this letter I would like to talk about the next step in our relationship. And I hope that you will agree to do this with me. You know, now our relationship is in the brightest, most tender stage. With the help of our letters, we were able to get to know each other. We were able to understand that we are a really good couple. I believe that the internet and correspondence have done a good job for us. Fate gave us a great chance and opportunity to get to know each other through the Internet and get those warm feelings that we now have. But, I believe that it needs to be preserved and developed. If we leave all this unchanged now, if we continue to write letters for many more months, then our relationship will remain just friendly. We will all also write letters, share our events. But every day, these bright and warm feelings, which are now much stronger than friendship, all this will fade away and disappear. I am afraid and do not want it.
You know, the last days I have a lot of thoughts. I thought about what and how we can do to develop our relationship. I thought and asked myself, am I ready for the next step, do I want this? And I came to the conclusion that I really want it all. I want and am ready to meet you. And this is not just a spontaneous decision. This decision is well thought out and I hope we can bring it to life soon. I wondered where is the best place to have our first meeting? I thought that you could come to my country, to my city, I would show you this and you would see my life. But, then I also started thinking about what risk it would be for you. I told you already that my country is not the best and safest place for tourists. You can easily find information that many tourists had problems here. As I wrote to you in previous letters in my country, our men are very jealous of foreigners if they walk by the hand or just next to the girls of our country. Of course, this is not a problem for me, I can survive it, but I just worry that these people, men of Azerbaijan, do not harm you.
... And I cannot protect you or guarantee your safety while you are here. So I don't think your coming here would be a good idea, I'm sorry. Then I started thinking about another option - so that I could come to you. Of course, it will also be a very exciting event for me. Because I will go to another country, culture. And I don't know anyone there except you. It will be a completely new experience for me. And it will be very important for me that you understand this and support me when I come to you. Then I will feel calmer and all this will be easier for me. And I think that my visit to you will be the best option. Because I really want to test and strengthen our feelings. And this meeting is necessary for this. So that you and I can get all this experience and understanding in the real world. And then we can draw a conclusion about what further step we should take. At the same time, before the next step, I will already have ideas about your country, about life there, and it will be easier for me to decide on the next step. Tell me what do you think about it? Do you want to meet me soon and make all our dreams come true? Or do you think that it is still too early and we must continue our correspondence for many more months? If you, like me, want to meet us soon and are ready to meet me in your country, then I hope that you can give me some information in the next letter. And then I will learn how to make it all a reality. I need you to tell me the nearest international airport to you. So that you can meet me there soon. Also, I ask you to give me your phone number so that if necessary, I will call you and clarify some details.

I hope that you understand everything that I wanted to tell you in this letter correctly. I also hope that your feelings for me are as strong as mine for you. And that very soon we will be able to feel all this in a real place, in real time. And in the next letter we will be able to discuss our meeting in more detail.

I love you and will look forward to your answer.
Your Eiyrada.