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Hello, this is Eiyrada!
I ask you not to be surprised because I am writing to you from a different e-mail address.
The fact is that I contacted the online dating service and paid them $ 14.99 for your address and getting to know you. This foreign internet dating service charged a $ 14.99 changeover fee and they provided me with a personal email address.
Today I tried to go to it and could not, I received in response that you need to pay for it, so I decided to refuse it, now I create my own personal mail address and write to you from it.
I hope that you will receive my letter and we will not lose each other. My friend. if my mail fell into your (SPAM) category please mark my letter as not spam and then we will no longer lose each other.
I am very worried, because I worry that you do not receive my letter and we lose each other. I ask you to write to me as soon as possible that you have received my letter and that you have not lost interest in me. Understand this is important to me, I hope it is just as important to you. I am terribly worried and hope to get your answer as soon as possible.

Yours forever Eiyrada !!!

This is my day, today really has all the characteristics of a very good day. First, because it was a very successful day at work. There were many buyers, interesting communication, and the time flew by very quickly. Secondly, because I see your letter, xxx ! And it also made me feel very good.
I read this, I learned something new about you and it is really very interesting for me.
Because I see how day after day I can write to you more about my life, about myself. And at the same time, I receive your letters in response, I see that you are interested in communicating with me. And all this makes my mood very good. I am grateful to you for letting me know you better, also being interested in my life.

I understand that you may have a huge number of questions about my life. Perhaps you are anxious to find out some private things about my personal life. But, I ask you not to rush into this. When the time comes, I'll tell you everything myself, I promise. I think you understand that before we talk about very personal things, you and I should get to know each other better, have a good understanding between us and have some degree of trust. All this takes some time. I only ask you not to rush me into this. We have plenty of time for that, I suppose.

Besides the fact that today I have a wonderful mood, the weather is also happy again, the weather whispers. It was no longer such a strong sun, and I allowed myself a longer walk on the street before my work. I really love doing this. Just walking, watching people, noticing some beautiful things in nature. I want to say that there are really many things in this world that are very beautiful, but remain unnoticed by people. I think that not many people often look up to the sky. And the sky is unique, every day you can see new "paintings or patterns" on it. I really love watching sunsets and sunrises. It's like the birth and death of every day. Can you see the beauty and difference of each day from the previous one? Can you call yourself an attentive person? Also, sometimes I allow myself to fantasize when I see couples in love walking the streets. I watch their facial expressions, eyes, gestures and imagine in these moments what they are talking about, what words they use ... And at such moments, sometimes I feel sad that I have been lonely for a long time and not have a loved one in my life. I think that it has been more than 1.5 years since I had my last relationship. And to be honest, I can't name 4 months as a serious relationship. If you remember your first love relationship, it was in my first year of study. This was my classmate, we had a very bright, romantic and passionate relationship. It lasted about a year, and then I found out that I was not the only girl for him. And this was a very big disappointment for me. After that, I was lonely for more than two years. I was afraid that I would have disappointment again. After that incident, I had a couple more relationships, but they all ended much faster. Because I have already begun to distinguish between people, to understand their true desires and goals. And I ended all further relationships myself. Because I understood that it simply had no prospects. Perhaps I was not very lucky in my choice. But I'm just a girl, and I was pleasant as a man to look after me, compliment me, improvise. But in the end, it all came to the conclusion that none of them had serious intentions about me. They liked that I was a beautiful girl and they enjoyed being with them. But, I always wanted something else. Even when I was several years younger than now. Even then, I wanted to have a family. I wanted to have one man for the rest of my life. To completely devote my life to him, to make him happy. And of course, in order to receive love, care and confidence in the future in return. I do not think that these are very big and impossible desires. But, unfortunately, I could not find such a man here in my country. So I decided to try to find a man in another country, and now I am writing to you (smile). Who knows how this will end? In any case, it may just be a good experience for me as well, or we will remain good friends. Or you will be the man I've been looking for for so long. Only time can show it. I hope you can also tell me some details about your past relationships with girls and the reasons why it ended? I think that this will give a better understanding for both you and me.
Also in this letter I would like to tell you that I really love to cook. When you live alone and spend a lot of time at home, I think that even without desire, you will learn to cook (smile). I prefer to eat and cook traditional dishes from my country. Usually these are vegetable salads with some pieces of boiled meat or a dish with potatoes. There is also a lot of differently cooked meat. A lot of spices are usually added to the meat and cook it on the grill or in the oven. Perhaps one day I can treat you to this, I think you will like it. Can you cook ? Or do you prefer to buy ready-made food or eat in a cafe? What is your favorite food?

In all other respects, my life proceeds unchanged.

Also, I hope you will tell me about your day. Was there anything interesting about that?
This  is  where I will end my letter today. As you can see, it turned
out  not as big as my last letter (smile). But, I hope it was just as
interesting for you as well. I will look forward to your answer. Your
Eiyrada.

How are you today? Hope everything is good in your life? How is your health? Hope you don't have any problem with this. Everything here is also unchanged, I have scheduled my meeting with a friend for tonight. And in the next letter, I will write to you about this, about how it went.

I want to thank you for your last letter. I actually read this with great interest. The same as all your previous letters. As I already told you it is really very interesting for me and I really like it. Because step by step I get to know you, I see that you really have an interest in our communication. And this gives me additional strength and inspiration to continue writing these letters to you. To continue to open my soul to you, to become closer to you. Indeed, my intuition now tells me that my communication with you has very good prospects. Perhaps you will think that I am in a hurry or talking about such things too early, but these are my thoughts and I do not want to hide it. At the same time, this is just my intuition at the moment. By the way, do you have good intuition? Do you believe this or is it not serious for you? In your life, have you had situations in which your intuition helped you in some way? I just want to tell you that I will try, make every effort to ensure that our relationship develops as well as it was before today.

Today I want to continue telling you about what I already started doing in the last letter. I want to tell you about my main goals for my life, for the near future. My main goal has remained unchanged. I want to have a decent man in my life. A man with whom I'll just be happy. The man I will make happy as well. Because I believe that a serious relationship based on love is a very difficult job. And this work should be done by both people, with equal efforts. I do not understand and do not like people who are selfish and think only about themselves, about what they need, what they want. Such people prefer to receive. But they are not able to give anything in return. They are not able to work on themselves, they believe that they are already perfect. And I think it's very difficult to have a relationship with such a person, and become truly happy. I would never want to connect my fate with such a person. As I said, I am confident that I have been ready for seed life for a long time. But she could not meet a worthy person for this. I do not understand why other girls spend their youth, the best years of their lives in some nightclubs, a lot of alcohol or even drugs. I do not understand girls who have sex with different men without having love for them. It's all like wild animals to me. But it looks like it has become the norm in the modern world. I can never come to terms with this. I believe that in the life of a girl there should be only one, the closest and most beloved man. And sex without love cannot be complete pleasure. What do you think about it? Do you agree with me, or do you have a different opinion? I have only one important request, let's not delve into this topic yet. I keep in mind that you don't ask me many personal questions about my sex preferences and the like. I think it is still a little early to discuss such things between us. And so my main goal at the moment is to create a family. I really want to have it. I really want to have a home in which I will create warmth, coziness and comfort. A house in which love will live, and peace and joy. Sometimes it starts to seem to me that this is really something too complicated to get. And that makes me sad. I hope that all this will change for the better in the near future.
I will really try to create a good and strong family. In fact, sometimes it is difficult for me to understand why many girls, guys, burn their lives, and at the age of 40 they begin to think about themselves that they are no longer young and that it is time for them to start a family, but this is becoming more and more difficult. Therefore, I began to think about it now or even much earlier, because upbringing in my family was always strict and correct. my parents always set me up so that I could have a good and strong family. I also believe that in order to look good in the future, you need to lead the right lifestyle now, take care of yourself. all this is necessary so that my future man always admires me and always wants me and wants to be next to me. I hope these thoughts of mine did not tire you today ?! (smile)

As I said at the beginning of my letter, soon I plan to go meet with my girlfriend. Hope she has some interesting things to tell about her life. I also hope you don't mind if I tell her about you? What plans do you have for tonight? Was it interesting to read my letter today? I will look forward to your answer.

Your Eiyrada.

Lately, with each new letter of yours, I get more and more confidence that I did the right thing when I sent you my first, short letter. And everything that I see and feel now is the result of that bold act. When I wrote that first letter to you, there were so many doubts in my head. Firstly, I had great doubts myself that something interesting could come out of this. Of course, I have heard many times that people meet on the Internet, have communication and often this leads to real relationships. But, before, for me it all seemed to be something not serious. I didn't understand why people are doing this? Can't they meet on the street, in a cafe or through mutual friends? But then, after all my unsuccessful experience of such acquaintances in my country, I asked myself: "Why can't I try this, who knows, if this is my only chance and it will work?" And after that, I went to that dating agency and texted you. Second, I imagined what you might think of me? I presented myself in your place. I imagined that if I received such a letter, how would I react to it? Would you take it all seriously, or would you think it was all someone else's joke? And it also added to my uncertainty when I wrote you my first letter. But now, when I already see the result that we have, I am calmer, more confident and have no doubts that I did it in vain. Now I just enjoy our communication, I get to know you, I tell you about myself. And you know, these letters, this is our communication, it allows us to know ourselves better! I never thought that such communication through letters could have such an effect. Now I understand that these letters are really a very good tool to start communication. I understand perfectly well that it is not possible to write these letters for too long and not switch to other types of communication or even a meeting in the real world. But, and I do not want to rush. I want to get the maximum possible emotions, new sensations from these letters, so that later I can have complete confidence and continue to develop this communication and relationship. I hope that you will agree with me on this and will not rush me to take more serious steps?
I also hope that you will write me your very first emotions and thoughts that you had when you received my first, short letter? I want to compare this with my thoughts, which I wrote to you now (smile). Also, I'm interested in your thoughts on whether you think that dating on the Internet can lead to serious love relationships and the creation of a family?

Here, in my daily life, everything is fine, the weather has not changed significantly. Day after day goes by and sometimes it seems to me that time flies too fast. Tell me do you agree with me on this? Or do you find this life is too slow? You know, yesterday before going to bed, I lay and thought, what interesting events have happened in my life lately? Is there something else I could tell you about, share, find out your opinion about some situations? And you know, I was horrified to discover that over the past 1.5 years there has not been a single such significant event! My life turned into some kind of routine, a vicious circle and nothing interesting happened. And the worst thing is that I noticed it only after 1.5 years. I noticed when you appeared in my life, when I started this communication. Therefore, I also want to thank you for helping me to realize!

In my last letter, I promised to tell you about how we will go through my meeting with a friend. As I said, her name is Aliviya. She is my age. As I already said, we are similar to her in our views on this life, in our wholes and desires for this life. She is the same simple, modest, homely girl. But, unlike me, she has a different, sad experience in relation to men. A year after we met her, she got married. She met a guy who was 5 years older than her. She fell in love with him, with everything he told her, at the same time he was handsome enough. I remember how happy she was at that time. All her conversations were only about him. And after 4 months of dating, she agreed to become his wife. She thought that she had met her ideal and was ready to spend her whole life with him. And all the worst began when, 6 months later, she became pregnant and told her husband about it. She thought he would be happy. But he became very angry when he found out about it. He forced her to have an abortion, otherwise it would be over. He told her something about the fact that he was not yet ready to become a father, that he wanted to live while young for himself, to travel and enjoy life. And if there is a child, then he will not be able to do all this. For Aliviya it was a huge disappointment, because it was all the opposite of all the previous beautiful words that her husband said before the wedding. She suffered for a long time, cried, but in the end did not have an abortion. She went to live back with her parents, divorced her husband and is now raising one child. She has a lovely, smart boy who is now 3 years old. And she never regretted not having an abortion and made that decision. She decided that she would bring up a real man, whose words will always coincide with his actions, who will appreciate and respect girls. She no longer prioritizes meeting another man and is very wary of everyone who tries to show interest in her. I told you in such detail her life story so that you would better understand why and how she began to look at this life after that sad experience. When we met her, she stared at me for a few seconds, then smiled and asked, "What is wrong with you, I cannot understand?" For me it was a somewhat strange question, I didn't even know how to answer it. Then we went with her to walk down the street and chat. She talked about how her son is growing, what hobbies he has, how he changes every day. Then she began to ask about me, my life and the changes that I will have. And I told her about you, about the fact that I have a new friend with whom I communicate on the Internet. She listened to me very carefully and then gave her opinion. She asked me to be more careful. So that she is not as naive as she was about 5 years ago. She said that we all try to create a very beautiful image of ourselves when meeting a new person. But the most important thing is that this image coincides with reality. She is afraid that I may repeat her fate and suffer. I promised her that I would try to be careful. I understand that she has a very sad experience and now doubts every man. I cannot blame her for this, but I also disagree that one should be overly suspicious. I believe that in this world, in every country and every city, there are many different people. Some are good, some are bad. One person can be bad for the whole world, but be the best for another person. And I believe that there are many more good people than bad people. At the same time, I think that I have enough knowledge and experience to distinguish a bad person from a good one and not be mistaken. I hope that you are not offended by what I told you?
This meeting with my friend did not change my opinion about you or my plans for this life. I told you about this so that you have a better idea of ​​my life, of what I am doing in this. Do you have such close friends who are not afraid to tell you their opinion directly in your eyes? Who are worried about you and sincerely wish you happiness? Perhaps you have some interesting events that you could tell me about in the next letter? Perhaps in the past you have had some very interesting, funny or sad events that you would like to share with me?
This concludes my letter today. I hope you found it as interesting to read as my previous letters ...
Have a nice day. Your Eiyrada.